The Repentance of the Sinner

103.Sweetest Sins

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Hanny feels trapped in self-doubt, on the one hand she pityes as well after hearing how grievous her father's struggle is just to maintain his relationship with her Mom, but on the other hand Hanny also felt a great disappointment and pain all this time, even to the point of taking decades and during that time, she swallowed all the bitterness of life alone.

"Oh... Why is my head so dizzy?" Hanny chose to push the iron infusion site to return to the patient bed there.

Bruk!

The clonteng!

I got caught if I was blowing this.

But when he wanted to lie down again unconsciously his hand nudged the iron infusion and finally the iron fell on the table and made a sound that sounded outside.

"Darling!"

There was a scream and the sound of hurried footsteps towards Hanny who was grimacing in pain, because the hose was interested and let out a sigh.

"Oh. aw.."

"Darling, what's going on? god I'm sorry, did I leave you too long?" Jeremy immediately corrected the iron infusion and hugged his wife.

"Yes, what are you doing outside anyway? same nurse at this hospital, huh?"

Hanny is deliberately looking for other topics, so that no one suspects that she eavesdropped on all their conversations outside.

"By Allah yank, not at all, where am I interested in other women besides you?" All these years new this time he felt envied by someone, and it felt nano-nano according to him.

"Cih.. and then what was outside for so long? or is there another very beautiful doctor out there, until you forget me?" When she saw her husband panicking, she deliberately teased him.

Moreover, Hanny's father also entered the room, making Hanny feel mixed up as well.

"Geez, are you jealous of me yank?" Ledek Jeremy while smiling because of it.

"If so, why? can't I be jealous of my husband?"

"Did? okay..but not usually, do you want me to change the doctor who treated you to be a guy?" Although he was happy, but he did not want to make Hanny worried when the situation was unstable like this.

"You." Hanny answered quickly.

"It's a big blow, but I'm not willing if the man's doctor touches your body continuously." Suddenly he became a jealous follower not housed.

"But I don't want to be a nurse or a doctor."

"I've never looked at another woman for more than five seconds other than you baby, trust me!" Jeremy fixed the infusion hose and cleaned Hanny's hand.

"Devil... You two love slaves, then take the middle path!"

Suddenly because it was too upset, Nicholas spoke there, but he was just jealous, while Alisya had not come back, he was saying go somewhere, where, but until now there is also no visible stem of his nose.

"What?" Ask Jeremy and Hanny in a compact manner.

"Find a doctor who's half male or half female, all right?" He said casually as he gawked in and sat in the corner of the room.

"It's not clear where you want to look for models like that!"

"Where is the cake, on the side of the road or in the dimly lit place?"

"Groupthh.."

Unconsciously Ridwan even smiled when listening to their chat, but his mood was tense, but comforted by the chatter of three people who will be a part of his life.

"Shut up!" The three of them unconsciously.

"Eherm.. I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I just wanted to make sure Hanny was okay, then I'm sorry, sorry to interrupt." Ridwan will not force his will this time, the important thing is that the closest people to his daughter already know he thinks, for the next he will speak slowly.

He did not want his recognition instead become a disaster in the life of his own daughter in the future.

"DAD!"

Degh's!

Is that Hanny's voice?

Ridwan was afraid that the sound was just an illusion, so he did not dare to look back, instead repeatedly shaking his head.

"Dad.. Hanny's calling you, aren't you hearing it!"

Finally Jeremy's voice realized his illusion, that this is real.

Alhamdulillah... Thank God, he finally called me Father.

"Yes Nak?"

Ridwan suddenly turned with tears of happiness that immediately flowed, there was a sense of haru and also bitter, but he was very grateful for the daughter he had longed to admit himself.

"Are you really my father?" Ask Hanny back.

"Hmmm.." Ridwan nodded his head with a smile

"Then why did you leave when I was lying in this hospital?"

His little heart said that he should not be selfish and perhaps this was the answer to all his prayers during this time.

"Can you be here, son?" Ridwan walked closer, trying to erode the distance even though he looked hesitant.

"Sitting here is empty, why ask?" Hanny chose to lower her gaze, she was actually still at war, but she thought the opportunity would not come many times.

"Hanny, can I hold your hand?" Ridwan held out one hand that began to wrinkle, all this time he worked odd jobs in the small town, because to work in the city was impossible, because besides being old, he was already old, maybe his name is still blacklisted even though he is just a gardener though.

"For what?" Ask Hanny who pretends to sell expensive, when her heart actually wants to.

"Dad, miss you so much, son?" After that past incident, Ridwan instead of forgetting everything, he just tried to keep it deep, so as not to become a wound in his new family which he also loved very much.

"Come here." The longing word from the man made Hanny's heart seem to melt instantly.

"I'm sorry, son, I don't have much to expect from you, you're willing to acknowledge me as your father, I'm so grateful son, please forgive your father." Ridwan even held tightly to Hanny's hand and put it on his cheek, he dreamed he could hold the hand when he was a baby, but fate turned out to say something else.

Grep's!

Hanny immediately hugged Ridwan's body and leaned his head against a man who was no longer young.

"Dad.. Fathering.. Fathering.. Fathering.. Father."

Hanny repeatedly said the word Father at that time, deep down she really wanted this moment.

Hanny really wants to be recognized as a child, without frills or any rewards in her life, because all this time she was in the midst of a family full of falsehood.

Moreover, Dad continued that, from the time he was a child when Hanny called him as Father he always ignored him, let alone in his arms, it was very impossible for Hanny, Hanny, though the adek-adaknya every day can always feel the warm embrace of a father.

"Why can grandfather be that cruel?" Hanny asked in a still-difficult voice.

"Have you heard Dad's story?" Ridwan tried to look at the face of his daughter who was still hiding in his arms.

"Why don't you want a little effort, all this time I'm lonely Well, I need a father figure in my life, why can't you let me live with a family like that, why Dad!" Hanny vents all her junk by tightening her arms around her biological father.

"Dad really doesn't know, if Dad keeps you up and doesn't accept you, son, I think you're living happily with them."

Ridwan always thought that without any love life Diana Claire could remain happy because of the weight of the treasure.

"I've never been happy Dad, maybe even since I was born in this world, I've only been a burden and a pain to them."

"Sorry son, I really don't know!" Ridwan's frustration with his rival seemed to reappear when he heard the outpouring of his daughter's heart.

"I really hate them Dad, I hate them all!" Hanny recalled all the family's ill-treatment of her.

"If your father wasn't poor, surely you wouldn't feel that kind of pain, son, this is all Dad's fault, you can hate Dad, son, torment me."

Maybe even whether there are dozens of words of apology said from Aunt Hanny's father, he really did not expect that his daughter would grow up with such burdens and difficulties.

"Ckk... It's been a long time since you held her!"

Jeremy had restrained himself earlier, but finally he accidentally broke the arms of Father and Child because he was not willing.

"Mass?" Hanny still not satisfied hugging her father, but what power if her husband had behaved like that.

"If you want to cry, yes cry, but you hug it just like me yank, after marriage your main priotitas is me." Jeremy immediately hugged her possessively, as if no one could hug her even though it was his own biological father.

"Astoge, this one guy is destroying this moment of martyrdom, so don't look anymore right!" Umpat Nicholas who was once carried away, but failed because of the jealousy of Jeremy to the biological father of his own wife.

"What the hell is it, you're embarrassed?" Hanny pinches her husband's waist straight, but not Jeremy if she's ashamed.

"Don't you take a long time to hurt a man other than me, what do you think I can't be jealous of?" Even he rained a slash on Hanny's head in front of Ridwan directly.

"But he's-"

"Dad's good, son, at least you found a man as good as Jeremy's, when your rich family doesn't care about your life, but Jeremy loves you so much, and then does your mother look like your family, son?" Although a little uncomfortable, but Ridwan was relieved, because there was a successor figure who loved his daughter so much.

"Maybe he's just like a living statue in the family." Hanny also saw her Mama as a robot who obeyed if Dad.

"meaning? aren't your mama happy with you, too?" Ask Ridwan, even though he had promised it.

"Then if that man can't make mama happy, do you want to make her happy?"

"Eherm.. If that's the case I can't promise you anything, son."

Because after all, Alisya's mother was a good person, and now she also loved them with all her heart and tried to bury the memory of her former love.

"That means you didn't really love Mama? what's the most important thing in your life as long as you can have her body?"

"It's true, son, not like that." He was confused as to what to say, because there was another heart he had to guard at this moment.

"Then?"

"Dad is self-conscious, that no matter how much love you had for your Mama, still won't be able to get it, even when Dad has printed you, they still don't want Dad."

"Why is Dad's effort so much, the struggle is indeed nothing easy Well, why have you given up?" Hanny was still not satisfied with her father's answer.

"Even Dad was willing even if only used as a maid though, as long as Dad can see the smile of your mother, but your grandfather really does not want Dad to be near your Mama."

"Till it?"

"Who said Dad used to give up easily and not try, after Dad was healed, Dad never returned to the city, but all just in vain, even Dad's money runs out just to wait for dozens of job applications that have no results, even to work in other companies in the city can no longer, because your grandfather must have planned it and blocked all of Dad's efforts, and I finally gave up because it didn't cost me any more to get back to living in that city." He said with repeated breaths.

"May I ask you one more thing?" Hanny straightened her body again.

"Let's just say son, you deserve to know everything, I'll tell you everything you want to know about our past."

"Why did you marry again?"

"Hmm. 'cause you read the news, that your Mama is also married even massively and there tucked a photo of your Mama who smiles happily there and it dawned on Dad that indeed we are not a match anymore, while life goes on son."

"It must be just a setting." Celoteh Hanny expected it.

"Of course, but I used to think that if your Mama could be happy, I had no right to bother her, because I knew Dad's capacity, who has nothing to finance the needs of your mama who is indeed all luxurious from the first and her husband who now certainly can, because they are one caste."

"If you know that, why did you go to Mama first? even to be me? it's impossible just looking at the eyes can instantly be a child, right?" Hanny was curious about it.

"Emm.. I admit, it's Dad's Sin, it's Dad's fault and mistake, even though it's actually very sweet."

"Dad still expect an apology from me?"

"Of course, son, because that's what I expected." Ridwan replied steadily.

"On one condition!" Hanny said next.

"What son, just say it, as long as you can fulfill it you will definitely try."

"Tell me the Tutorial of Mom and Dad when I made it!"

"HUH?" Ridwan even snapped because he was surprised by Hanny's request.

"Woah.. cravings are not just the cravings of this Bodat." Um Nicholas who immediately pretended to close his eyes, even though he had put both ears well and correctly.

"Pfftthhh.. good job dear, mas also very curious about it." Jeremy is no less crazy.

"But son, that's a bad thing to tell you?" Even Ridwan looked to the right and to the left, afraid if his wife or Alisya were around.

"But I want to hear it." Said Hanny who didn't care about anything.

"Just tell me, Well, Hanny is pregnant, can you see our son later reeleran because of his cravings do not I follow?" Jeremy became an impromptu supporter there.

"But this is a secret, son? and this is also not a good thing for you to hear, this is a big Aib." Ridwan still refused their request with alot.

"If you don't want to tell me, don't expect me to forgive you, period!" Threaten Hanny who immediately snarled.

"Well, well, my Hanny never messes around and most importantly she doesn't want to give a second chance, do you want to be hated forever by Hanny?"

Dyars!

"Geez, does this also belong to the category of cravings?" Ridwan could only take off his peck and grab his hair.

"You're right." Answer a couple of husband and wife tergokil it compactly.

Ridwan increasingly squeezed this time, finally there is no other choice but he had to tell the story of their error and madness in the past, when the spatter soaked the earth.