The Repentance of the Sinner

40. Find Cause.

Not a reason that life is still lacking makes us forget to do charity,it is precisely from there that we know how difficult they go through because we have also felt it.Whatever and whatever form of help we give will be very meaningful for those who are in great need.Because of those who are so in need will be very grateful and grateful for what he got without seeing what his gift is.

Just like this woman does.

When the sun starts to shine, Love is done with all its routines.He plans to go to the market again with bu Ningsih.Before bu Ningsih has repeatedly refused if Cinta wants to come, she said,but Cinta could not bear if the middle-aged woman to the market itself by carrying so many groceries, definitely heavy.Finally bu Ningsih was allowed on condition of waiting outside alone so as not to walk too much,remembering his feet that still hurt, but not Love his name if only silence.

"Alright, but just slow down Cin," said Bu Ningsih who eventually gave up.

"Good ma'am" replied Love.

"Love," yelled someone.

Love is looking for the origin of his voice and it turns out to come from a crowd of people selling clothes children who are a little far from his place.The former Wife of Cito ran over to Love saw Love itself that looks to withstand the pain when walk.

"Hi Cin, later tonight come to my house, today I'm off work and cook a lot" said Cito's ex-wife.

It felt so awkward, but as much as possible Love covered it.He tried to acclimate himself like the woman.

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There are so many choices of cuisine menu served on the table, ranging from Meat rendang, Ayam rica-rica, Shrimp balls, Grilled Curame, mustache kale mixed with bean sprouts, spinach vegetables mixed with cut jangung sweet, grilled,cah Broccoli, and mixed ice.

"Is this all you made mbak?"ask Love.

"Sure.then who if not me?"the answer.

"And this much? what event is there? if it's just for us why must this much mbak?"tanya Love was astonished.

"Take it as my thank you Cin, and today my son happens to be on his birthday," Cito's ex-wife brightened up as she peeked at the head of her son.

"Yeah birthday, congratulations dear.may be healthy always, be a sholihah child," said Love by wiping the child's hair.

"Let's eat Cin, cool the hell out later," he said later.

In silence Love pays attention to the mother and the child, he feels so guilty.Therefore they lose a father, therefore they live like this.Living in a boarding place that is only enough to sleep 2 people, only,even a place to cook it was seen in front of the door outside the room.With circumstances like this,why Cito's ex-wife had to cook so much.Definitely not a little he spent money to shop.To the unconscious tears that had been pooled are now unable to survive anymore and finally escaped wet his smooth cheeks.

"Looo kok diem course Cin,ayo at the meal, said Cito's ex-wife disperse the reverie of Love.

"Eh yes mbak,mbaak," said Love later.

Hearing that Cito's ex-wife stopped her eating."Yeah Cin what's up?"

"Sorry, the cooking pot so much is not redundant, what is no better money for the school of children mbak only," asked Love carefully.

He put his spoon back after hearing the question."Today I got my sustenance Cin, and every now and then I want to please my son as well as my thanks to you,"

"But here I'm wrong mbak, it's precisely I who should be grateful to forgive me" said Love with tears that continue to flow."If it hadn't happened, maybe things wouldn't have been like this, would they?"

The heart of who is untouched sees such a soothing sight.

"O Allah turns out this woman is so good, and I have destroyed her household"Love sobbed in silence.

They also eat dinner quietly even though occasionally heard the antics, so unknowingly already so much food that Love spent.

"This chin some of you take home yes, give to children to be useful and more blessed," he said later after Love intends to leave home.

Love saw the contents in that plastic bag, "this is all mbak? why not make it yourself, you can do it again tomorrow."

"I've been there, I've set aside enough.Let it be for them, surely they are happy," he said.

"But mbak,"

"Have you brought it, "cut it."You've been picked up."

Seen Rio car that had just come, he came down and then immediately opened the door for Love.

Love entered it immediately after saying goodbye.

On its way.

The car he was driving drove slowly, intent on longer time with Love.

"What's going on?"rio asked suddenly.

"Nothing" answered Love.

"Then why are your eyes so puffy?"

Love turned her face out the window."Love,"call Rio then.

Love turned her head to display her beautiful smile as a sign that she was fine.

"I just don't want you to keep thinking that's been passed Cin, everything has happened and can't go back to how it used to be."

"Either Rio, they look so happy but I know from his eyes a sadness.Especially the child is still a child, every day must be in the residence of his mother and with whom he is in the house? the boy also must need the affection of his parents and..."

"Sstttt,"Rio pinned it."I know, we'll think about it together."Love turned to look at the man who was to be her husband."Are you seriously Rio?"

And the man nodded in response.

Silence back, Rio drove his car faster than before.Given it was getting late, Love had to rest for the recovery of his legs.

Seriate...