The Rain of the Message-Bearer Longs

The Dark Side of Azura

Instagram's notification ringing sounds instantly go off a few times. Well, I have a lot of followers. They like and comment on the post I just shared.

"Fucking dong!! "say someone with a koala profile is asleep. With blue sky username. Must be him. I did what he wanted. We are both mutual. Message notification appears.

" Hey! I'm blue sky! "say it with a hand wave.

" why? "tanyaku to him.

" I should have asked. Cook my pictures ugly while you're handsome. Not matching. I'm like a koala falling into a pond" Azura replied.

"I'm important I'm handsome. Other people's problems, I'm bodoamat, "reply me to him.

He sent me a moving sticker with a running knife. I imagine him laughing to himself.

"What if you see your ex. We'll take a picture together tonight. Okay fine! I'll pick! " Say Azura.

Instantly he was offline. Along with that comes a notification from the Dewun account. He likes my post with his comments.

"Good health is good... Don't forget to go back, " said Dewun.

Instantly the comments below gave a reaction to Dewun's comments.

"He's my handsome! Not handsome! Why go home when your door is closed! " reply Azura.

I was really surprised at the appearance of Azura replying to Dew's comment.

"He knows who the Dew is? " murmurm.

Dew replied with an apology. Shortly thereafter comments from Agung's instagram account reappeared. He wrote "One is better than two" he said in a riddle.

"He insinuating me? " just ask myself.

I was really very sensitive for some reason when Agung commented.

I really felt valuable when Azura uttered like that blatantly in the instagram comments. Rizki's really pumping me.

"Lift singles, go home and bring a soul mate! " said Rizki.

I closed the phone again and thought about what topic I would talk about with Azura later.

"He's possessive. Would I just be considered a runaway? " my word to myself.

At 06:00 Dutch time Amsterdam city at night. I'm out of the apartment. My clothes are as usual. I sat on a chair by the roadside waiting for Azura to arrive. Time passed until I was bored.

"Where is he? " ask me with annoyance. For an hour I waited for him without any news.

I walked towards the apartment. I remember that she lived on the 3rd floor with a room number that I always remember like my date of birth. I walk down the hall. Silent mood. I arrived in front of his room and intended to knock on the door. I heard something from inside like a broken thing. I close my ears to the door.

"Shut up! Follow my words! " says a man.

"No going! Fucking men! " said Azura.

The sound of slaps was clearly heard in my ears.

"You filthy woman don't have to be a goddamn saint!" reply to the man. I heard footsteps approaching the door. I ran to the corner of the corner peeking at the man coming out of Azura's room. His body was as tall as the man I had seen before.

Azura was about to close the door but I came and prevented her. He was surprised to see me.

"Can I come in? " take a ask to him.

He looked at me for a moment before nodding his head. I was allowed into the room. Without me realizing that I was followed by the man who had previously walked out of Azura's room.

"You'll be sorry! " he said angry and then really left.

I'm inside, please sit down. Azura brought me a drink.

I grabbed a glass of warm tea and I drank a little.

"Why? " take a ask to him.

"It's okay. Just something ordinary, "Azura replied.

"If there's nothing, why do I ask you to cry? " return.

Azura was really crying. Tears flowing down her cheeks. I stood up and took her to sit while I hugged. I elus-elus his head. He was really sad and was at his lowest point at the moment.

"I'm tired" he told me.

"Why did he make me like this! He threatened me and tortured me! "

He looked at my face. I wiped the tears off her cheeks and looked at her face seriously.

"Write if you want to. If you do not cry until your heart is calm. I'm here for you, "my words calm him down.

He tightened his embrace. I heard her crying getting louder and noiseless. I think I'm the one who's adding trouble for him.

"I ask for a moment's help like this, " said Azura faintly I heard.

I'm asserting. I really hugged him. My feeling was like deja vu where it was exactly the same when I hugged Dew at that moment. Azura raised her head and wiped her own tears.

"I want your time to hear my story, may I? " ask Azura.

"Write, "return me.

Azura started to calm down. He breathed and then he exhaled slowly.

"He's my girlfriend, " said Azura.

"Since when? Didn't you say ex at the time on the plane? You also look happy when you're with him outside, "I was surprised to find out the truth.

"I'm ashamed to say it. What he said was true that I had been dirty, " Azura said.

I don't understand the meaning of the dirty word he's talking about.

"I abused my own father when he came home drunk. My mother was helpless because she both experienced KDRT. My stepmother told me that I had three half-sisters, two girls and one boy. My mother didn't tell me where they were because she was ashamed. Mom ran away and married my dad, she told me herself. I healed my wounds because someone was good to me. He said he wouldn't leave, but the truth is the same. He left me. I was frustrated and found a good man and it turned out that just like my father, he harassed me, "said Azura bowed in lethargy. He's completely helpless.

I don't think which cruel father forced his own son. He has failed to become a father because the first love a daughter has is her own father. I hugged her fragile body back. I don't know what to do. A cheerful nature covers the dark story of his life. He and I set out together to heal the wounds of the heart.

I really hope she finds her brother soon. During the process, I will replace her older brother in status as a close friend.

"If you cry, cry. Let me know your pain. Don't just smile and laugh because it will make you feel miserable. Shout if you can't, "I said to him.

He was silent with tears flowing down his cheeks. I rubbed it slowly.

"I'm going home first, right? " take a ask to him.

He nodded his head.

"If there's any phone, or if he comes here on the phone directly, "I said to give him a message.

I went out and I closed the door to his room. I walked outside the building intending to return to my own apartment. I don't know why it's too quiet today. Someone hit me until I fell. I turned around to see who he was.

"Don't be a dude! " he said with anger.

He was with two friends mocking me. He comes from the same country as me. They look more senior than I am. Both of her friends held my hands and she hit me on the stomach repeatedly. The pain instantly spread in my body. At that moment a feeling of regret instantly appeared. Why can't I defend myself?

My heart is beating fast. Sweat drenched my body. My mind was completely confused at that time.