The Rain of the Message-Bearer Longs

Azura Zeline

I immediately remembered something that was a novel read by Dewun. I bought a book at the same store. I forgot I bought that book. I pulled the drawer and I took out the book that became a memory at that moment. That day I spent reading a novel.

A few hours later I finished reading a novel two never became one and I liked some of Gabriel's remarks to Julia as she expressed her feelings.

"Pulling feelings to someone has a responsibility and the fault is that I'm wrong to put feelings to someone"

"Ending is pretty sad. Gabriel died in a tragic way. Until the end of his life, his wait for Julia was met with an empty wind by him, "my words felt tight.

I suddenly realized something. The Great Commentary which refers to the book I read does not imply to me that the ending of my relationship with Dewun is the same. I looked at my picture with him earlier. I saw the Dew smiling perfectly that even I forgot when I saw her smiling at me like that.

"That's it. My life is sad. Lonely in the crowd and alone languish in a quiet place, "my words lamented fate.

Bell's voice I heard. I stood up down the stairs to see who was coming to see me, the door opened and it turned out to be my aunt and father.

About Hendri and Aunt Nina. I let him go inside.

"Congratulations." said om and my aunt.

I smiled back at him. I'll sit down before I go to the kitchen to make a drink. I brought back two glasses of syrup.

"What are you and aunt here for? " take a ask of them.

"Hmmm is actually aunty." said aunt Nina hanging.

"We want to borrow money. This is a land certificate owned by om, " said om Hendri revealed his purpose here.

I just took a long breath. It is true that a brother who has never been in contact will come back when he needs help.

"Om how much do you need? " take a ask to him.

"500 million. You can hold the land certificate owned by this om as collateral, " replied Hendri.

"I as long as om same aunt signature. We can go to the notary now. I would like if the same aunt agreed PPJB, "return me firmly.

"We are both brothers. Aunt ask for your help. If not you, who else? " said aunt Nina.

"My family only has mama, papah and brother. Outside it's not family! It is good to stay PPJB. If you dare I anter to the notary, but if you do not please go, "my reply slightly raised the voice.

"Brakk!! "

Om Hendri's breaking the table. His anger suddenly escalated. He pointed at me and cursed at me.

"You son don't know yourself! Ask for help and you refuse! You live alone so arrogant. As if you were living forever. Remember that! You die tomorrow even if no one knows! You sick child! " Anged Om Hendri takes back his land certificate taking aunt Nina away. He was completely enveloped in anger.

I held my body back from shaking. My whole life I've never been yelled at by anyone else and this is my first time. Disease relapsed. My chest felt tight and my heart was racing. I ran to the room looking for medicine. I hurried to drink and I took the emergency oxygen to get my breathing back to normal.

My breath is back to normal. I sat curled up. I fell back into the darkness. I cried remembering the words of Hendri. What is wrong with me if I have a disease. That's not my request. I want to be accompanied, not pitied. Please, return!

I'm scared myself! I was afraid of losing to myself. I fell into endless darkness. I waited for you, waiting when you pulled me out of the darkness at that time. If there really is a red thread, then I wish my red thread was tied to you. Paramastri Dew.

Hours at 05:00. I'm getting ready for the airport. My departure is morning and quite repotted when traffic jams arrive. I'm helped by my friend Rizki.

"Nobody's missing, right? " ask Rizki to me.

"No, "I answered.

"Okay, "Rizki said back to her car.

"Get up a tag? " ask me.

"Hmmm"

"Looking up take the distant S2 S3 so that it can escape the Dew. The best revenge is to get better, " Rizki told me.

"That's my goal. Is Grandma really her boyfriend Dewun? " i asked who was curious.

"They're dating if not wrong long enough. His girlfriend's an art school boy. Pratyaksa. He pinter the same cake Lo" said Rizki.

"Yes already. Just curious. By the way the cave is actually less what the hell. The feeling of the child is good but no cake likes the same cave, " said I vent a little.

"Nobody likes it, but Lo herself is unfinished past bro.. Inget! Unfinished past will never be able to start a new relationship because it is not Lo who I love, but Lo's crush, "Rizki replied.

I don't feel like I've entered the airport. When I was in his place, I got out of the car carrying a big suitcase. Rizki got out of the car.

"What Lo inget needs from Me is never to return before making peace with yourself. Forgetting is not as easy as it is said but do not get because of love, Lo's life is a mess. Teach your career while upgrading yourself, " said Rizki patting me on the shoulder before returning

I saw Rizki's car go away. I turned around and took a deep breath and I threw it away.

"I should be able to! " my words strengthen themselves.

Check-in I've done until it's time for my plane to take off. I pray in my heart that God will protect and bless my journey this time. I saw a beautiful sky somewhere. The little book I took out and subconsciously I wrote something when I saw it. Someone beside me spoke as I finished my writing.

"His mother is a writer? " ask the woman.

I smiled and shook my head.

"People of poetry?" the woman asked back.

I saw a small note at a glance and realized what I had just written was poetry. I don't know when I liked poetry.

"Can you see his work? " ask the woman.

I was silent and made the woman beside me stupefied.

"Include me, I'm Azura" said the woman introducing herself. Her smile was sweet without making up. I returned his hand and introduced myself. "Figures" I replied.

I gave him my writing because I thought it would never hurt to show my work to someone other than Him.

Azura seemed to seriously read my poem until she smiled involuntarily. I saw her natural smile was completely blown away reminding me of Dewun. He gave it back to me.

"You're great! Really touching feeling. Rarely do I meet a guy who likes literature, for example writing poetry, " said Azura.

I smiled awkwardly. Azura looked smiling happily as if her mood had improved.

"Senja will never break a promise even if she comes and goes" he said, repeating a line from my poem.

"You like twilight? " take a ask to him.

"I like it because my name is Azura which means blue sky while dusk is orange which will complement the blue sky at a certain time, "Azura replied.

I never thought I'd make a new friend at the beginning of my journey. I'll describe how Azura was when we first met and met unexpectedly.

She's Azura Zeline. A sweet woman who is humorous and likes to talk to everyone. Whatever he sees will be told in such detail that sometimes he is upside down saying the word. His words were so fast that I sometimes got dizzy digesting what the point was. Sometimes I see her talking to me and I stare at her when she talks, her little aunt looks cute. I want to feel like I'm pinching. He likes dusk maybe because his name is Azura which means blue sky. He seems to like literature. Reading and writing are her hobbies.