The Rain of the Message-Bearer Longs

Angel

"Let's eat together, I'll treat! " said Victor.

"okay! " reply Faza.

"I have art class, " I said.

"Later tonight, not now, "reply Victor.

Follow the learning well. Today I was a little dizzy about the material being delivered. I sat alone in the cafeteria. Even though I feel uncomfortable being alone in a crowd, if I continue to pamper myself then I have to bury my dreams. I have a history of social phobia mental illness that scares me.

I should be grateful to be able to control it when with my friends. It's just that today I'm not comfortable. Feeling noticed from different directions. I did my doctor's advice on grounding techniques. Not felt when I play mobile phone, the next labor hour arrived. I left the canteen for the next class.

I listened to the lecturer speak explaining the lecture materials today. The class was over in the afternoon, I intended to go to art class as soon as I remembered Azura.

"Where's He? " i said when I didn't see him anywhere at the time.

When the art class was meeting, I hurriedly searched for it according to my premonition at that time. I saw him being ripped off by his girlfriend. I also breathe calmly. I'm not angry or sad, just empty.

"That's the choice, "I said, leaving the place to go to art class.

There I made a lot of new friends. I like it because they are friendly with me. I came home in the afternoon. My body feels tired but I do not feel good if I refuse the invitation to dinner both of them. I got to the apartment cleaning up and getting ready to go back out. According to the appointment, I waited there.

"They where? Am I late or are they late? " just ask myself.

It's quiet and I hate solitude. That night the wind blew softly. I sat waiting for them to arrive. After a while of waiting they finally arrived as well. We don't talk much we go together. Faza's restaurant is the best. The three of us ordered food.

"Later my friends come along too, it's okay right? " ask Faza to me.

I nodded his head. It doesn't matter if they come.

The friend Faza meant finally came.

"He female? " my inner and feeling is starting to be alert.

"This is my friend, her name is Angel. He is both from Indonesia, " said Faza.

Angel extended a hand. I accepted introducing myself.

"Figures, "I said smiling kindly.

"You're no stranger, are you? " ask Angel.

I nodded my head because the question was correct. I'm really no stranger to him.

"We're painting class. Actually, I was just messing around there. I'm from the art of music, " said Angel.

The waiter delivering the food has arrived. We eat without talking.

"Aren't you interested in art classes? " ask Angel.

"Ditawarin! " ucao Victor nudged my arm.

"Compared to unclear, mengingan follow him. Busy yourself better than yourself" said Faza.

I also think like that. Busying yourself is a good thing.

"I agree, "I said with passion.

I earnestly tried to make a good impression on them. The cheers from them when I managed to make me really happy. I found a place where I was appreciated. Angel saw from a distance clapping with a smile. I replied with a smile until my dimples were clear.

The screams of the women made me realize, I cleared my throat trying to eliminate the awkwardness. Music class is over. I'm with Angel in the park.

"Where? Happy right? " ask Angel.

"That's sweet. They're friendly. I can practice my communication skills, thoroughness and focus on seeing the tone. I feel comfortable and safe, "I replied enthusiastically.

Angel laughed at my reply.

"Do you know why I laugh? " ask Angel.

I shook my head because I didn't know why he was laughing.

"Because you're funny. I just saw you express your feelings. If you are happy to smile. Stay like this because I love to see it, " said Angel.

A feeling of joy and joy arose within me. Someone's watching.

"I'll go back first! " i waved my hand.

Angel replied by waving her hand to me as well. I rode my bike with excitement. My mood's good and I don't want to ruin it. The cold night wind I don't mind. Heart warms. Someone praised my prowess. Really am! I'm really happy.

I got to the front of the apartment. I hurried into the clean room. After the shower I made coffee. I saw Azura opening the window curtain. I waved my hand at him. He's returning me too. I grabbed my phone and looked for Azura's number.

"Hi! " my words started a conversation.

"Emmmmm. Gk usually this handsome mood is very good, "reply Azura.

"Yes! Today I took my first music art class. I met Angel, who took me to a music art class. He was kind and friendly, "I said typing quickly because I felt really happy.

When I am in a good mood then the things that happen in a full day I will tell the people closest to me. I want to share my happiness with them.

"Foot dong... Let no one take it, "reply Azura.

I smile. "If taken by someone means that it is me who is lacking, "reply me to him.

"Jaudah sleeps too late. Keep the mood is handsome. " said Azura sent a funny sticker to me.

"Ready! " reply to him.

Our conversation is over. And just because of what else you want to talk about.

Day by day passed. Weeks changed into years and I did a positive routine that I made myself. Some time I kept telling Angel to Azura, she wouldn't let me meet on certain days. I impeached. One year has passed I feel like one more year I'll finish my post-grad school if God allows me to graduate on time.

Angel is friendly. One year he was with me in art class. I became an active student and began to abandon my bad activities such as hurting myself or other things. Angel was one of the most important people in my life in the Netherlands. Today I will meet Azura at her apartment. Even though I'm not allowed to meet today, I want to surprise her.

I walked towards Azura's room. There was the sound of things breaking and the angry shouting of men. My breath began to race, myself from a small trauma will be snapped and scream someone. I put my ear to the door. I vaguely heard their conversation.

"Evicturize your womb! " snap the man.

"Will not! " reply Azura.

"PLAKKK!! "

"BASIC CHEAP WOMAN! "