The Rain of the Message-Bearer Longs

Both Friends!

I closed my eyes hoping that tomorrow would improve quickly with a calm heart. Maybe the sedative I was taking started to react.

"Tringgg!!!! "The sound of the alarm ringing woke me up.

I woke up tired, I don't know what. Maybe because my mind is hurt. I stood up to clean up. When I took a new bath I realized bruises were everywhere and luckily my face was unharmed. If others knew it would be troublesome.

I finished and prepared breakfast. The sound of knocking on the door kept me from starting to eat. I stood to open the door.

" Morning bro! "said Victor along with Faza snuck in. I closed the door to look at those who had been sitting sweetly at the dinner table like children waiting for their mothers to prepare food.

" What's up? "took me to them.

" usual. He ate, "answered Victor.

I took out more food and served it on the table. We eat together. I felt a strange feeling at that moment. Like a feeling of happiness. I forgot I ever ate with my family at the dinner table.

" Hello! "said Faza waving his hands in front of my face.

"Why is it daydreaming? " ask Victor.

"It's okay. Still sleepy, "I replied.

"Jude we're gas leaving! " reply Victor with spirit.

I nodded my head following the two of them. In front of the building were two bicycles.

"You guys ride a bike? " i was surprised to see the bicycle parked in front of me.

"Yes. Let's save a little, " replied Faza.

"Gue bring a bike! " said Victor came with a bicycle. He gave it to me. I was surprised how he disappeared and came so fast.

"It's not stolen, is it?" many doubt.

"Safe! " reply Victor.

They both drove first. I looked back where the stop I and Azura were waiting for the bus. I wanted to look at her apartment, but my heart said no. I started riding my bike to college.

Suasaba is crowded. Me and my two friends are like a gang of teenagers where it's crazy to see beautiful girls. I felt dizzy watching the two of them comment on each other. I thought Faza was a calm kid, but my mind was wrong. He's too bar-bar. The two of them suddenly looked at me with an unusual look.

"Ehmmm!! " said Victor.

"Why? " manyaku wonder.

"What kind of girl Lo kayak. Biae si Faza cariin. He's a lot of acquaintances with pretty girls pinter and kalem. Guess what kind of girl you are like Azura!" said Victor.

I silently heard Victor's chatter. I wanted to tell her that my girlfriends were like my type, but they didn't make me feel comfortable and at home. Just the Dew that I consider to be the house where I came home.

"No, "my reply was short.

I'm busy today. Besides college, I took art classes. I try to reopen the feeling of comfort and calm when painting. I went home alone in the afternoon. I carry chocolate in my bag.

I walked towards Azura's apartment. When I wanted to knock, I saw that the door had a gap. I went into it. There was a strange sound and I was sure it was from Azura. I stood in front of his room. I peeked out of the door that was not tightly closed. I saw the man Azura thought was her boyfriend moving back and forth and I knew what he was doing. I dare not make a sound and turn my face to the side. I intend to leave. Before I came out, the chocolate I bought I put on the table hoping Azura would see it. My door is shut tight. The man came out of the room. He kissed Azura before leaving.

Door tightly closed. Azura sat down weakly while clutching her head. He saw a chocolate.

Azura's smile was back. It was as if he did not want to eat the chocolate.

"I like you, but if I'm asked if I want to have you my answer is no. Because you deserve a better life partner than me. I know your intention is to tell me that a glimmer of hope remains even if it is small. The motivation I hold on is you" ucao Azura smiled bitterly.

I sat down quietly leaning against the door. My feeling somehow suddenly sad to want to cry but can not. I am a crybaby in this useless world.

"If I die, will everyone remember me? " my word to myself.

I tried to do what my doctor said. Take a deep breath, hold it for a while and throw it away slowly. I calmed down and walked towards the kitchen to make coffee. I pensively drank coffee facing the window. Today is not the same as yesterday. I want to be angry to see Azura being sputtered by another man, but am I ready? Just a friend no more. I have no right to interfere in his affairs. I don't want to add to the burden of trouble in his life.

"Why is everything so complicated? Why would I want to protect him? " just ask myself. The feeling I was feeling was strange. Floating is unclear.

In order to get rid of my excessive overthinking, I wrote something in a book. Back again with a short poem entitled "Too Confused" I closed the curtain intending to sleep. The coffee I made didn't work for me.

My eyes were closed to the mystery of tomorrow morning. Back again with a loud alarm. I wake up doing morning activities. I got out of the apartment building intending to take my bike.

"really! " say someone.

I turned to see Azura running small towards me.

"I'm coming! " said.

He sat gracefully sideways. I without speaking took my bike to college. Along the way he told me about the idea of making a story again on an online platform.

"Where do you think. What good is the title? " ask Azura.

"Never be united, "I replied.

"Hmmm. Your title is short, solid and clear. But it implies a sad ending. I want a happy ending, not sad, "Azura replied grumbling.

"What do you want? Ask me to answer and you reject it, "I said with care.

"Yes, don't dong. But come to think of it as good as your idea, "reply Azura.

I didn't feel like I was getting to college. I saw that Faza and Victor were not far from the parking lot.

"I go first, " said Azura saying goodbye.

Faza and Victor approached me in a hurry.

"Udah confses? " ask Victor.

"It's not like that yet. Just want to say, don't get stuck on Friendzone, "reply Faza.

"She was just hitchhiking, nothing more, "I said refuting all of them.

"Nothing bro, nice try. Later let Faza know you to his girl friend. If I need a blind date, I pay for it all. Need hotwl calling me, " said Victor dramatized.

I just don't know what to do to get back at them. Having a friend is a gift from God. Especially when I've been traumatized by them.

"Yok! to the classroom, " said Faza.

The three of us walk with me in the middle. Victor Gabriela with extrovert nature and clever in terms of romance makes him get a variety of compliments. Faza Aditama sicowok introvert misleading quietly washed away. His mind exceeds Victor when it comes to girls. Although they are sometimes bar-bars but they are all good. While I who was in the middle of the two people sometimes felt dizzy