The Rain of the Message-Bearer Longs

The World Is Really Narrow

Smile from his lips. I looked at his face. I was with him in prayer holding our hands and bowing our heads.

I went back to the apartment and I saw it in the morning. I went to bed after setting the alarm. A few moments later I closed my eyes.

"Tring..!!!! " The sound of the alarm rang me. My eyes are not fully open. My hands fumbled where the alarm was.

"Finally stop too, "my words sighed. I stood up to open the window. Someone I know is doing the same thing as me opening a window curtain. He waved to me. My smile returned. Azura looked pleased. I didn't expect my apartment to cross with her.

Today is my first day of college. I took the bus to college to save money. At least I lightened my brother's burden. I sat on the bus listening to music. Earphones were placed in both ears. The weather today is cloudy. Truly shahdu if you want to encourage. Someone came in a hurry to sit next to me, she was a woman.

I don't give a shit about it. I saw a beautiful view along the way. Living in a country of people for the first time is strange and strange. Just like the first time we met, then we will be both strangers because we do not know each other.

I looked to the side, turning my eyes away, as well as the woman beside me. We are both surprised. He Azura.

"The world is really narrow, "my words are spontaneous.

"I agree. Are we not fooling? " reply Azura.

"Maybe, "my word is short.

The bus stops at a stop close to the campus area. I descended as well as Azura who caught up with me from behind.

"The same campus? " take a ask to him.

He nodded his head. I walked together like a high school boy together. I was glad to see the look on his face. The sad face I saw last night seemed to disappear.

Lord, is this a substitute for the Dew you sent me? If yes, then I would be very grateful. But my heart is still in the past. My love has been drained away by it. I will take revenge by being the best. Not because I'm vengeful for him. I just want to challenge myself that I can.

I took the phone and I intended to selfi, but the blue sky followed by jumping and simultaneously I pressed the snap button. I see the results are absurd. Strange but I like it, Azura's face only looks half with a worrisome facial condition.

"Try seeing! " ask him to me.

I raised my hand up away from his reach.

"Not to be seen. The result was good, "my reply was short of running away on its own. I don't know why the feeling of happiness flows inside me. Chases are fun when stress strikes. So don't be shy about running around like a kid, because that's how I keep my sanity.

I'm in class. Again and again, Azura was in a class with me. I was on the left side while he was on the right. The lecturer explained the material and I watched closely. Because from today I will be determined to forget the past and open a new page.

Class is over. I made a new friend who was both from Indonesia. He is Victor and Faza who both take S2.

"Cantin yuk! " Say Faza.

"Gass! " reply Victor embraces me inviting me to come along.

Comfortable place for lunch. My gaze was instantly sidetracked when Dew was together with other men. I followed where he went.

"Why? "ask Faza.

He followed my point of view as well as Victor's.

I kept quiet and didn't answer. My gaze was distracted at the rows of food in the storefront. I ordered two loaves of bread and one coffee. I sat followed by the two of them.

" If you like to shoot! It's so complicated" said Victor.

"If you are shot, die! Don't be stupid why? " reply Faza.

"Yes, the hunt is taken by people. He was shot, " said Victor.

"Lo doesn't understand the feeling. Putting feelings on someone is a responsibility. Especially if the past is not over. Kayak wrote on the reverse paper that clearly visible writing in front of him, "reply Faza.

I just shake my head to hear them. Really friends. I thought at that moment. I looked outside and Azura was walking along with a man.

"According to you. What is the definition of numbness? " tanyaku.

"Take off it's like Lo's not asking for girl trouble. As good as any girl there is no beauty in the eyes of Lo because the heart is frozen, "said Victor.

"if I think. Numbness is the process of forgetting where the process is painful due to voidness. Starting a new relationship is impossible because the past is overshadowing. Be numb to the past, " said Faza.

"Yes right too. But if I think numbness is a sign that someone's love has run out on one person until when someone else comes, he will not be as enthusiastic as the first time, "i said.

"Oh yeah... Why the confusion like a high school boy, "said Victor pensively.

Me and Faza agreed with what Victor said. We also eat while chatting fun because they are in frequency with me even though they are very extroverted for me. I waited for the bus at the stop. Actually Victor and Faza offered me a ride but I refused. I'm afraid of troubling them and making an impression like relying on them.

From a distance I looked back at Azura laughing with the man. He's really happy. I began to wonder if that beautiful smile I could not have on my own? Or everyone can enjoy it.

A man who is very contrary to me. If I'm 166, then I'm sure he's 186. Very high compared to me. The body is heavy but nice to see. The dimples are on both sides. His teeth were clean when he smiled.

"It's true people say if the past is the winner, "I mumbled slowly.

They saw me surprise me. Suddenly my eyes saw something else. Azura.

"The bells are home! " he said to me.

I looked up and nodded my head. Bus's coming. As usual, he followed me from behind and sat next to me.

"Again and again my heart was made a toy, "my mind sighed.

I came down from Bua, and so did he. I walked towards my apartment while he waved as a sign of farewell.

"Good break, handsome! " cried Azura.

I ignored him and continued to walk until I got to my room. I do body cleaning before sitting at the study table. I opened the phone and I saw the photo with him. I smiled when I saw it as if I had forgotten what happened.

I posted on my instagram. I'll call it 'grey blue ceiling'. I don't know why that phrase crossed my mind. Azura at that moment was wearing a grey jacket. Maybe that's my basic reason.