
Trt..trt..hapeku reads, Mama Rani says, Tumben Mama phone early in the morning, is there anything urgent my mind. My phone calls lift up.
"Hallo assalammu'alaikum Mama, Mama and Papa should you? tumben called Nay early in the morning, what's up Ma?".
"Wa'alaikumsalam Mama's beautiful son, thank God all healthy, this afternoon there is a lecture?".
"There's Ma, nine to eleven Nay there's Ma's lecture, how's Ma?".
"Wait 11 Mama to pick up at college how?".
"By Ma, it's Ma, Nay wants to take a shower and get ready to menggampus, assalammu'alaikum".
"Waalaikumsalam" replied Mama.
Although the curiosity remains, just wait until Mama picks me up. Two classes are over, I'm with Maya on the way out of campus, Maya wants a photocopy in front while I wait for Mama. When I was chatting with Maya, suddenly a car stopped in front of the campus, then Mama called me, I ended the conversation and say goodbye to Maya. I'll take a step to meet Mama. I kissed Mama's hand and Mama asked me to get in the car. It turns out that Mama wants to invite to the fabric store to buy cloth for the inauguration of the doctor's oath Mas Nehan.
"Nay, do you think for a nice lady batik or brocade?".
"Mama wants later after graduation, we take photos with complete family members"
"According to Nay, we use a modern Muslim kebaya aja Ma, which men wear hem batik".
"What color is nduk?".
"Dark green or dark blue Ma if I think it's good".
Finally, Mama decided to buy a dark green cloth. After buying the fabric Mama took me to one of the malls to buy high heels and cream color hijab. After we're tired of going to the food court for lunch.
"Mama, what do you want to eat?" my many.
"Mom wants to eat cap jay and unsalted tea, if Nay himself wants what?"
"Nay wants to eat pempek palembang and Ma's fresh tea" I replied.
"Bentar Nay pesenin first Ma, Mama sat first yes let's not tired".
"Yes dear thanks"sahut Mama.
I also stood up and headed to the selected food stand. This is how the same way in-laws, thank God I was found and surrounded by good people. From the meeting with the family Mas Nehan gave meaning about how important togetherness with people who love us sincerely. It doesn't feel like our relationship has entered a year. At first there was no love in my heart, but with patience and togetherness as hard as a stone can be melted. Like the Javanese say witing trisno jalaran soko kulino. Love comes because of the frequent togetherness, closeness, familiarity and meeting. Time runs fast unexpectedly we can adjust to each other naturally without any coercion. He always gives me color and makes me smile. I'm happy with him.
After lunch, Mama Rani took me directly to the tailor Mama's subscription. After measuring the body and determining the model, Mama took me home because it was late afternoon, worried to hunt Papa home first if driving me to the boarding house. The reason Mama just let me be ushered back with Mas Nehan. Mama oh Mamaaa started my inner mode. Once home, Mama asked me to make a break in the guest bedroom. Just guaranteed eyes, the door there is someone who knocks. Failed my rest again huuh.
"Tock... When I woke up, I went home".
"Yes bentar Mas" I rose from the fall to open the door, pekelek.
"Olderly old man came home? what's it gonna drink?"
"Just fifteen minutes, meet Mama at the park, tell her you're coming home with Mama".
"If you are tired please make coffee and please be escorted to the family room".
"Don't come but forced because of circumstances, Mama can just" I replied manyun.
"OK later I anter Mas doctor" I replied making Mas Nehan chuckle.
Mas Nehan to the family room and I went to the kitchen to make coffee for den Mase Nehan and drove him to his majesty's address. I heard from Mas Nehan's kitchen again laughing it turns out after dullperin, he again watched the cartoon Tom and Jerry. Surprised I was an adult cartoon, I could only shake my head to see his behavior. Well began to look another nature that likes to ignore anyone if you have met his hobby. Turn around the room and go to bed. I got up from my seat, and he realized that he was with me. Go for a goiter if it's like this.
"Sir, where are you going?".
"Reverse the innate cost of doing here waiting for someone who is insensitive" I replied as I walked towards the bedroom.
"Eeh no, Maghrib Mas anter will run out".
"Maleslah wait for the person who cuekin me, mo pesen gojek aja now".
Mas Nehan immediately matiin tivi and look for the car keys and then call me.
" Sir, Mas anter now only if you are tired".
I just stay quiet while entering the room looking for a bag and hape then out to say goodbye to Mama. Not long after Nehan came out of the house to take me. In the car, I kept quieting him. Rasain nyuekin Gendhis, ignored behind the confusion of the fog. As soon as I got to the boarding house I did not have a stale telling him to go into the living room. I'm just saying thank you. He seems to be confused with my craving attitude, but in my heart I hold back to laugh. Gengsilah just a moment. Let's teach him a lesson. He came straight home when I got in the room. He called me but I didn't pick up. Don't know give up whatsapp but I just read I don't intend to reply. It seems like he's getting anxious with me. Hahaha who.have abain Gendhis. He didn't seem to calm down because eight o'clock at night came to the boarding house, because the room light was already on me, Ma'am kos ga dare to door keep saying that I have slept even though I just collapsed because I was tired.
It seems like this morning Mas Nehan returned the cost dear I have gone to college and continue to meet people who will use the services of Mr. Emrick's office in handling the case he faced. When I came home, Nehan was waiting at the Advocate's office. I finally got in the car so it wouldn't be a free spectacle for my seniors. Initially in the car there was silence, Mas Nehan was not at home with my attitude.
"Sir, donk nagged it, Sorry Mas ya?".
"Hmm "I'm still pretending to be in sulking mode, wanting to see where she's trying to persuade me.
"Sister wants what the hell, Mas is confused by Sister's attitude now".
"Don't kidnap Dik, Mas tired".
"Yes, I've been looking for a mature girl, who told me to deketi Nay first".
"Excuse me," I got out of Mas Nehan's car.
My heart was so irritated that she said I was childish that the angry one should be me. When I stepped away from her car, she came out to follow me.
"This is why added rumyan anyway".
"I'm sorry Mas donk, because some days Mas lack of sleep think Nay so mind Mas kayak dead end".
"Mas we should not meet first, we introspect our relationship to continue or break up, mumpung not long together".
Three days of not hearing from Mas Nehan was like something was missing. I don't know why this longing is against me. I miss hearing her voice, miss her behavior and especially miss her face. But to start the phone feels prestigious uh prestige I mean. Trt..trrtt suddenly my phone rang breaking my daydream. I took the phone and I saw the name of the caller Mama Rani, the collision yes Mama suddenly phone in the afternoon. My phone calls lift up.
"Assalammu'alaikum Mama, how are you?".
"Wa'alaikumsalam want news Mama is healthy thank God but the news Nehan is in bad condition son"
"Not good how's Ma?" There was a bad feeling approaching my heart.
"Nehan's in the hospital, son, can Nay go to the hospital now?".
While stammering I saw Mama "Can Ma, please whatsapp Nay room and the name of the hospital, Nay will get ready first".
"Yes Nay, be careful on Nay's path, assalammu'alaikum".
"Wa'alaikumsalam" I replied.
I also just change clothes and make up a la. I pray that Nehan will be well. Once at the hospital I looked for the room that Mama had told me about. In front of Mas Nehan's room I tried to calm my breath that was panting because of running around. After I calmed down I knocked on the door, and as I said my greetings, Papa Radit answered my greetings and opened the door.
"Nay, who's the same night here?".
"Self Pa was riding a taxi to get there quickly, Mas Nehan why Pa?".
"Said Mama was Nehan vomiting, limp, fever, because his face was pale brought Mama to the same hospital sir driver, at that time Papa was on his way home from the office".
"Where's Pa?".
"So Mama said to the minimarket to find cake and aqua".
I approached Mas Nehan's bed which was still closed. I dried his face with a tisue slowly so as not to disturb his sleep. I stared at his thin face, sad to see it, not feeling my tears dripping. Must be Mas Nehan sad for a few days. There was a door that opened apparently Mama had come. I approached him for salim and kissed his hands as usual.
"Mama's girl has come apparently, Nay can Mama ask for help anther to the cafe in front of the hospital?".
" Mama and Papa are hungry".
"Can Ma, who's keeping Mas Nehan who's Ma?"
"Dear daddy, we'll wrap it up".
"okay Ma".
We're out of the room to the cafe. While waiting for the food to cook, Mama asked me to talk.
"Nayra, to the point huh, are you guys fighting?".
"These few days Mama observed Nehan was very agitated, there was no spirit and moody these few days".
"Yes Ma, we fought a little because of each other's selfishness".
"When Nehan gets to know you, he becomes a cheerful person".
"Mama feels Nay is her world, she loves you so much when she tells Mama about you"
"I'm sorry Nay ya Ma if I haven't grown up in dealing with selfishness" I don't feel my tears coming back.
"Dear, Mama sorry, according to Mama you have to learn from this problem".
"Mama hopes Nay can stay with Nehan forever" Mama hugged me for support.
After eating our meal back in the room, Mas Nehan seemed to want to call me, duller he and I held his fingers. I'm confused why he didn't wake up, Mama said the effects of the drug seemed to be slumbering in sleep. I asked Mama and Papa to come home because I missed being next to her. I wiped away the sweat that had re-emerged on his face. I looked at my face while humming I had hurt someone who had soft, patient eyes, and seemed to love me and love me. You are stupid Nayra.
I did not feel I overslept by putting my face on the mattress next to Mas Nehan with my hands as a base. In the middle of the night I woke up feeling that someone was wiping the tip of my hijab. I looked up to see a smiling face. I also smiled back. I offered him a drink he just nodded after I tried to talk.
"Mas, Nay kangen, sorry Nay ya Mas, Nay ask Mas to heal quickly, healthy like first".
"Mas also miss the sister, sorry Mas also yes Dik" he replied very softly.
We are smiling and speechless, let the room be our witness. The morning came, you looked refreshed. Maybe this is the effect called love and affection. Love for me is a white canvas that needs graffiti to give color in the fabric of love itself like our quarrel yesterday which becomes a spice in our love journey.
Mas Nehan stopped the fingers in front of me who was daydreaming.
"Think what the hell was de from earlier called gaahut?".
"I again think we are in pain if not together, we are not aware of interdependence, Mas".
"Yes de maybe I was created to love you and will be your partner later".
We laugh together because we feel funny with the words that come out of our mouths. Today I deliberately did not go to college and internship. Today I want to accompany Mas Nehan because Mama can not take care of, again there is a need. From the observation, Mas Nehan was allowed to go home this afternoon. I tucked in the clothes I was going to take home while waiting for an invitation. Soon Papa came to pick us up. After the administration completes Papa, we go home. Arriving at home it turns out Kak Adel's family just arrived from Solo. After helping Mama in taking care of Mas Nehan and greeting Kak Adel's family, I said goodbye to go home. At first Mama forbade but after I explained that there is a task to make papers collected tomorrow, Mama would like to understand.
Nehan is healthy again. Father and Mother took the time to poke. Our relationship is getting better. Quarrel is the spice of a relationship so as not to be bland. Quarrels are like pebbles trying to injure the foot without a sandal. The leg wound will recover if it is treated with affection by washing with water, given alcohol and red medicine. Likewise, if the wounded heart will heal with the sweetness of the sincerity of love and affection. The passing gravel in every relationship teaches us how important it is to maintain the relationship.
Nehan POVs
I'm happy to hear Mama's story that I didn't choose the wrong candidate. Nayra seemed to love Mama very much. She is a very ethical and polite woman. I made the mistake of ignoring him. Being ignored again is very painful, it deserves Nayra to be angry. He decided not to take the phone call or see me. Whatsapppun just read does not intend to be replied.
I made the mistake of coming back saying he was childish. He looks more emotional than I ignore. He asked me for introspection regarding the relationship to continue or break up. Losing her was scary because finding a woman who made me comfortable, understood me, supported my career and loved me and my parents and was independent was not easy. Most women just like me and are spoiled.
Nayra's words made me restless and I ignored my own health. I fell deeply into Nayra's love which left me uninspired, hollow in her absence. I realized he gave me a lot of color in my life a year back.
When I was sick, she came to see me, take care and look after me all night. It turns out that he also felt pain as we moved away from each other. He looked at me sick. I actually heard him sobbing and saying I'm sorry. Because of the tiredness he seemed to fall asleep on my side of the bed. I actually wanted to wake her up to move on the long sofa so that her body wouldn't hurt. I rubbed the tip of her hijab making me smile. Love is unique. Sickness can be cured because of the presence of the people we love.