The Point of Time in the Heart of Gendhis

Nehan's jealousy

After hearing Dad's story, I was disappointed when Nayra told him about her encounter with Alvin. Things like this aren't told by Nayra. I can't just keep moving so Alvin can't get through Nay's heart anymore. Although this jealous heart wants to be angry with him I try to soak it and show it well in front of Father and Mother when inviting Nayra to return Yogya. Even in the car I made as usual as if I was not holding back anger because I was afraid of fatal if blind jealousy caused our relationship to break up. I'm not ready for all that. Although jealous I should ask Nayra's honesty before leaving for Bandung.

By noon I turned the car to the famous gudeg restaurant in Yogyakarta which is now a favorite food when I returned home. After the meal I asked Nayra to talk so that my heart would calm down.

"Sir, Dad said that I met Alvin, is that true?".

"Why isn't the same story Dik?".

"Yes Mas, I'm sorry I have no story because there is a reason one of which I do not want Mas in the region to think and prejudiced bad about me so as to make Mas's heart not calm to undergo activities in the region".

"Just be calm even if I've met him my heart hasn't changed course because I'm sure I'm with you for my future".

"I didn't meet him in the Advocate's office in the first place when I was writing exactly".

"Any right Mas I've been interning there for a long time and only realized that the internship in Alvin's brother's office is Bang Emrick".

" Don't you believe Nay?".

"Yes Mas believe that Sister is loyal but what Mas is afraid is that around you at this time Dik, Mas is afraid of losing you Dik".

"The positive thingking donk, Nay around Alvin was forced because of the contract bond yesterday, believe me after completion Nay will come out of it".

"Alright Mas will try to calm down in Bandung but Mas ask our application to submit one month from now and three months after our application to marry according to the advice of Father last night".

"Huh?". "Seriously? Ko was quick, Mas".

"Yes, because of the marriage, Mas wants to take you to Medan Dik".

"Please after Sister comes out change new numbers so Alvin can't find us because I want us to live peacefully in marriage later".

"Well, if that's what's best for us".

After the conversation was over I escorted Nayra to her boarding house. Just up to the boarding yard I saw Alvin was standing on the terrace while busy using a phone application gangam, if you see from his movements he seemed to be contacting someone. Nay's phone rang. Nayra looked confused and looked at me as if asking should take a stance how. I then calmed his anxiety and took him down.

"Hi Alvin has been waiting for Nayra?"my broom.

"I just said hello Mas nobody came out so I called Gendhis".

"Oo what is the need Mas Nungi Nayra?"my many.

"This is why I want to tell Gendhis that the plaintiff is represented only by us tomorrow, the client cannot attend, so I ask Gendhis to contact him because Gendhis has his contacts".

"Why should you go to kos sir?" I can do whatsapp" said Gendhis.

"So all the way so I stopped by, sorry if my arrival disrupted your event, if that's why I'm sorry first" said Alvin.

"He's been to the boarding house too Dim?"ask me after Alvin leaves.

"One time Mas, even that I asked him to come home immediately" replied Nayra.

"Yes, just calm down".

"Yes already Mas go home first yes, later do not need to anter to the airport because next to the night is now far away again, later Mas phone if you want to leave".

"Yes, be careful with regards to Mama and Papa".

"Dear dear" I said, joking.

On the way home from Nayra's boarding house I thought at first glance I could smile in front of you Nay but actually I was afraid if you interacted with him. Jealousy is torturous. My happiness is only with you Nay I hope you can feel that.

I'm sorry, Dik should love that freedom is not curbing like this, but how else would Mas be so afraid of losing you. But Mas promised in his heart will give you happiness in the rest of his time. Mas will free you to achieve your goals and dreams after marriage. Mas ain't gonna forbid you to work and take a post-graduate program.

At home I take a short break and then pack. After arriving at the airport I called Nayra.

"Assalammu'alaikum Dik, Mas has arrived at the airport soon to check in".

"Sik, I hope you keep your distance from Alvin?".

"Wa'alaikumsalam Mas Hotel.

"Kok bahasnya it's mulu anyway, jealous huh?".

"Yes jealous, do you want to go back?".

"Ciee's no more jealous".

"Udah don't let Mas, I'm here to handle it anyway".

"What is important is that you love the same trust I have here and I believe you there will not betray me, do not fear the words of people who want to provoke our relationship if our relationship wants to last" .

"Well, it's Dim".

"Yes first, assalammu'alaikum".

Jealousy turns out to be unpleasant because it is imagined a sense of prejudice, anxiety and fear that is not necessarily the case. It is true what Nayra said we must trust each other so that the relationship we build does not fall apart.

Believing means loving your partner, right? believing in your partner means that you value my own positive qualities. Before we dated each had a life that is not separated from friends, friends and the past. I should have appreciated what was present before we were met because we had no right to judge it.

Jealousy for me is natural because jealousy is a sign of love for a partner and the spice of the relationship becomes more intimate. Sometimes a relationship becomes fractured because in addressing the jealousy that I think is wrong. What makes cracks is not jealousy but a bad way when jealous and only rely on emotions does not use logic.

So I don't want to be rash when jealous against me because I don't want Nayra to stay away from me just because of blind jealousy towards me, don't dare to imagine if he left me, he said, somehow my life will come when he leaves my side.

I am grateful to have a fiancee even though the proposal has not been officially able to calm and resuscitate me when I am jealous not scolding me because it is the duty of the couple in a healthy relationship.

Nayra also has good intentions do not want me to be a person who thinks excessively about something that is not certain to happen.if this happens can be the core of the problem that actually does not exist.