
After a few days of not going to the office due to stress, today I decided to enter the office. I'm mentally prepared to meet Gendhis today. From today I try to ignore him is my strategy to deal with him. Today's the first trial that contained mediation, surely he came. Battle began. I stepped out of the house to the office. Until the office he came in was reading the file like it. I kept walking without greeting him to my room. Bang Emrick has been preparing a room for my work space for the past few months.
The new Bang Emrick came to my room.
"Where did Vin go in a few days?"ask Bang Emrick.
"Refreshing Bang ilangin stress" I replied origin.
"Stress why, Mama said you've been careless for a few days".
"Stress because of work, brother love work ga roughly for me lack of rest".
"It's a lie don't look Vin because you're not good at lying from childhood".
Checkmate I can't respond to Bang Emrick. I was just idly silent to respond to make Bang Emrick wrong. When Bang Emrick wanted to talk again, someone knocked on the door, apparently, Gendhis. When I accidentally looked at my face I did not want to see again.
"For the sir, I want to remind the trial of the case that we will handle at ten" said Gendhis.
"I didn't forget!"my answer.
My words surprised them. To overcome the rigidity between us Bang Emrick had a brief stale
"For Nay, congratulations on graduating and getting another award".
"Want to go with Alvin, Nay?".
"Thank You Sir".
"I brought the motor Pak because it ran out of court I had to go to campus to give materials to replace my lecturer".
"Good!" my answer.
"Nay cool is trusted to be an Assistant lecturer, ga all students get trust, it could be a lecturer experience".
"Yes sir" replied Nay and then excuse me from the room.
"Hi Alvin what's wrong with you, a few days to the office and now the sewot mulu same Nayra" asked Bang Emrick.
"Again the mood and lazy to meet him Bang".
"Tumben what wind?dong's story with Brother".
"Dilangin no, Abang kok ngeyel anyway".
"Vin, we met not just from a week but from orok, we were born from the same mother, so I know exactly what your nature and attitude is".
"You don't have to be ashamed of the story to Abang, Mama said you were frenzied".
"Please dong Bang, give me some time to do it yourself".
"OK if that's what you want" Bang Emrick walked out of my room.
I'm sorry Bang if I haven't been able to tell you. I'm not in the mood to share a story. I continue reading the file that will serve as the first trial. Half an hour before the hearing was held I walked out of my room, I saw that Gendhis was no longer at his desk. He has been going to court since. Thank goodness he's gone so I don't have to talk to him.
Arriving at the Court, getting down from the car saw a sight that made my heart fall in love with the small treatment of a girl named Gendhis. He helped a grandmother carry food trays that seemed heavy towards the neighboring porch. Genphis brought me grandma's tray. After arriving at the portico, Gendhis handed over the remaining portion of his grandmother's property and seemed friendly in his speech and smiled at Grandma as he ended the conversation. Grandma looks very happy with her help.
I soon followed him. Up to the front of the announcement room I saw Gendhis having a friendly chat with a girl his age, probably his college friend. I also passed by without saying hello and he also felt reluctant to greet me. Was he angry with me because I was sniffing at my inner office. See how he deals with clients. Five minutes before the hearing he was in front of the courtroom and greeting our client. He was so friendly he didn't look angry with me when memorizing other people. Hard to guess like that. After talking for a while we went into the room. The first trial is mediation. Gendhis I saw again practicing the role of hakam as in his script. After negotiations between the two parties, my client as a plaintiff still wants a divorce from her husband. Waiting for the next trial.
After the first trial is over we're out. I saw Gendhis after talking and saying goodbye to my client he walked to the parking lot and then he walked out of the Court. I also left the court to go to a cafe. I'm back at the office again. I decided to sleep in my apartment tonight. Suddenly it crossed my mind if the need for an apartment ran out I decided to shop at a supermarket.
When I again chose the toiletries suddenly there was a little boy stripping and then there was a girl who helped and held, the child's embankment subsided, then the girl asked the child.
"Who's sister here?".
"Mama" replied the boy.
"Where is her mother now?".
The boy only showed with the finger where his mother was. Right up the alley where I stood the little boy's mother arrived.
"Helen, Mama looking for no one, duh make Mama just hang".
"It looks like my sister ran away and kept falling, ma'am"
Then the little boy asked to come down and kept asking for his mother's carrying.
"Mama, that little sister fell and continued to be helped by that big brother" the little boy accused the girl who was carrying.
"Thank you Ma'am has helped my son".
"Whose name is Mama?"said the mother while greeting the girl.
"My name is Gendhis, ma'am".
"Oo my name is Lia, Ma'am".
"Once again thanks Ma'am, I'm sorry you want to continue shopping earlier".
Deg. Gendhis oh Gendhis why is your heart so soft and kind the other side I just know besides you are an independent person, having integrity, having integrity, have a positive attitude and give a sense of comfort around you and you are a smart woman to put yourself, the quality of your personality is very good. How can I forget you if it's like this. How can I let you go with another guy. Do I sin if I lie? It seems like gakpapa before the curved yellow janur is still a public property. From now on I promise in myself to melt the heart of Gendhis. It would be foolish to say I'm an ambitious man. Let's Alvin fight to conquer Gebdhis. I give spirit to myself. I'm speeding up my groceries so I don't see Gendhis here.
A week after the supermarket
I haven't met Genphis. Ma'am Diah said, he had permission to again interview several places. Well can't be left, I have to move fast before Nay gets a job. I'll try to contact him by sending him a message.
/Gendhis don't forget tomorrow Second trial, no permission/
Long time not read and answered. Again busy my mind. After waiting two hours I got an answer. Do you ilfeel the same me to read and reply reluctantly.duh so prejudice against me.
/Yes sir thank you for being reminded, I did not forget/
Geez the answer is not what I imagined. Patience Vin all need process is not. I try to be patient soaking up emotions. Tomorrow our battle begins with Gendhis. Gendhis who is now different as a child, maybe time and age changed him.
The next day I came to the office, and I saw that Gendhis was at his desk reading a book. Waktu.
"Gendhis what are you reading? It seems serious".
Gendhis did not answer just showing the book being read. It's cold and jutek nih chick if I'm the same. Patience and spirit Vin, I continue to encourage myself not to give up. I tried to be immune to the indifferent, jutek and cold attitude of Gendhis.
"Gendhis, let's go together to the Court so as not to be late".
"First, I'll bring my own vehicle".
"There is no denial of this commandment from Gendhis" I said.
I saw him surly with my words but he wanted to follow me. I'm glad he wanted to follow me even if he had to and there was no talk in the car. I tried to speak to him without getting any response from him. Be extra patient in dealing with it. He is still friendly with our clients. After the trial I decided to take lunch without asking first.
"Gendhis we'll eat for a while, yeah I'm hungry".
"I'm not hungry sir" he replied.
"Please my friend, I beg you".
"Good but not for long" said Gendhis.
She refused to eat with me even though I was forced to. He just plays his phone. He was as comfortable as a smile when reading messages or articles on the internet, I don't know. His attitude actually made my appetite disappear but still I was forced because I wanted to take advantage of the time to be with him longer. After eating I tried to reopen the communication.
"Gendhis, can I talk to you for a second?".
"It wasn't that I was talking" he replied.
"Gendhis, I like you, can't we like repeating old stories?keeping promises in the past?".
"Sorry sir, I already have a fiancee, the promise of the past made as a child is just the love of monkeys, after adulthood we have different personalities".
"What do you mean, Gendhis?".
"The father I met now was different from when I was a child".
"Alvin who used to be a gentle person is loving and reserved".
"Alvin is now an arrogant, talkative and coercive man".
"I don't know Alvin's character now because it's so different from childhood".
Is your judgment of me so bad that you choose another in my mind.
"I'm sorry, Gendhis, if circumstances and time change me".
"Please don't hate me" I said.
"I don't hate you but I keep my fiancee's feelings in Bandung from misunderstanding between us".
"Do you love your fiancee? Has your heart turned away from me?".
"The time that I made the decision to accept my fiancee, I was tired of the endless waiting".
"Open your heart, Gendhis, the wait is not in vain because it is now here, near you".
"Sorry sir please forget me, let's live each of our lives".
"Sorry Gendhis I keep fighting for your love, don't force me to love you".
"It's up to you, who obviously I'm tired and tired of, to want to end our story as a child".
"I'm sorry I have to go to college".
He got up from his seat to the exit and by the time I chased him he had already gotten a taxi. I've got the answer that he doesn't love me and asked to end the promise we made. It is heartache to hear your statement, Gendhis.
Genthis POV
I feel Alvin is a modyan, when he's not in the mood he'll be angry for no reason. In good times he will pay attention. He expressed his feelings about liking me. Actually this heart was confused to answer because he suddenly had no signs first. Fortunately I remember my promise to finish my business before I married him. Maybe this is the right time to talk to him so that I immediately escape the shadows of the past. Alvin refused with my request, but I have to be firm, right? Stupid he'll fight alone. Actually pity her when she asks me to open my heart to her but coming back alive is a choice. My heart is tethered to Mas Nehan so I have to keep his heart so that it does not happen later.