The Point of Time in the Heart of Gendhis

Opening the Heart of Uhuiin

When the time showed at six in the morning, my phone rang with the name of Kak Nehan and then I pressed the green button to receive the call.

"Assalammu'alaikum, brother, what's the call early in the morning".

"Well, what time do you want to go back to Yogya?" ask Brother Nehan.

"Plan at eight or nine kak so that at the boarding can rest for a while before college".

"Well, Brother at eight to your house, please share the location".

"Not exactly repotin Kak?".

"Casual dong Nay, don't feel so bad".

"Alright Brother I wait at home, I get ready first brother".

"Ok" replied Nehan.

Right at eight in the morning when me, Daddy and Mommy were in the dining room, the bell rang.

"Bi Sumi please see the guest" said Mommy.

"Gendhis alone Bun, it looks like it's a friend of Gendhis who wants to invite Gendhis to return to Yogya".

Dad and Mommy looked at me in wonder because my best friend did not go to college in Yogya. I stood up from the dining chair walking towards the living room, checking the door open.

"Sorry, old sister".

"Gakpapa Nay, relax".

"So Brother, Brother must not have eaten, let's eat first all I know with Father and Mother".

"Dad, Mommy knew her friend Gendhis, her name was Brother Nehan".

"He's a young doctor who's still in school and one University with Genphis".

"Ayook nak Nehan we have breakfast first let us have morning ammunition, let the spirit undergo the activity" said Father.

"Please Om be allowed to eat together" said Kak Nehan.

"This is the caramel chicken of Gendhis cuisine, dicipin hopefully satisfying" said Bunda use all promotion.

"Good Aunt".

"Tan, is this seriously Nayra's cooking?" ask Brother Nehan.

"Seriously donk son" replied Mother.

"Not good, son?".

"If it's not good to change the others".

"No Aunt is so good" said Brother Nehan.

"Wah Nay is smart to cook as well, Tan, the plausibility value added nih Tan".

"Gendhis your face is red why, son?" ask Dad.

"You're sorry for the praise of Nehan's son".

"What the hell is that Daddy and Mommy don't have to overdo Gendhis's teasing, you're so stupefied" I replied with a frown.

The excitement in the dining room makes us forget time.

"Sister, have a chat later until Yogya".

"Casual Nay, brother goes in the night shif at the hospital".

"Well Om and Aunt, Nehan and Nayra back Yogya first yes".

"Yes, be careful, please take care of Gendhis in the region, be advised away from the family".

"Beres Om and Aunt, Nehan will gladly look after him".

We immediately say goodbye. When I hugged Mother, Mother whispered to me

"Nduluk kowe debt explanation karo Bunda" (Keep your debt explanation same Mother ).

"Later the night of the phone Mother yes son".

"Yes Bun answered me resignedly".

"Yok, it's noon".

"Let's Om, Tan, Nehan go first".

"She'll play here again sometime".

"Of course, with pleasure" he replied.

In the car, on the way, there was no silence at first, but when Kartosura arrived, Nehan suddenly asked.

"Where do you plan to go after graduation?".

"I have a dream Kak wants to be a lecturer".

"To become a lecturer, Nay must take the Master Program.

"If you have plans after the doctor's oath?".

" Sister wants to propose to you soon Nay".

Blush my cheek suddenly hot to hear his words.

"Sir Nehan has a really big pinter".

"It needs to be underlined we are not in any relationship, sister, so do not bother" I replied.

"So if you have a relationship with Big Brother, you can propose now to Nay?".

"So don't joke just look at the road, danger Brother" I replied with annoyance.

"Hahaha Nay why did your face from earlier keep red".

"So nyebelin, tomorrow I don't want to be invited again if Brother to Solo again".

"Waduh don't flirt dong Nay, you're funny if you're pouting again, so it's the same sister you are".

"Don't sulk later when you don't have a lecture schedule Brother take to the beach".

"Well! Seriously nih Kak, want dong Nay invited there because it has long been not seen the beach".

"Do try the terms" I asked.

"You're not angry and want to smile now with Brother".

We both laugh at our childlike behavior. It doesn't feel like we're in front of my boarding house.

"Thank you Kak for the cane, quite good as a boarding child can save expenses, often Kak so a free grab driver for Nay".

"Every Miss" said Brother Nehan who made me chuckle.

"Bye...Be careful on the way to see you again".

It doesn't feel like Sunday is coming, it's time for laziness. After dawn I usually sleep back again, but just closed eyes, hpku rang ttrt..ttrt ..tone ring waiting by the fleet sounded, when the lyrics returned him to me, ttrt, I picked up the phone without seeing the caller's name.

"Hallo Assalamu'alaikum Kak Sinta don't bother dong, I'm still sleepy Brother, last night stay up to watch Korean drama".

"Waalaikumsalam wake up Nay, pray first shajuh, so to ga beach?".

I woke up and opened my eyes, this is not the voice of Sinta. I saw the name of the caller, the astaghfirullah, Brother Nehan apparently.

" Eeh Kak sorry I think Sinta likes usilin if I have a holiday".

Nehan laughed when I heard what I said.

"Eatya Nay if there is a phone first seen do not immediately nyerocos aja, ntar become a habit".

"Hehe yes Brother I will always remember your message, by the way is there Kak phone early in the morning".

"If you don't have an event today, we go to the beach?".

"Hm Ayuk Kak, I also need recreation before the even semester exam".

"OK Brother pick up at six, let's not get the beach too hot".

"Siaaap Sis" I replied.

At six in five minutes, Nehan's brother has arrived at my boarding house. When he got out of the car, I waved my hand to get to me who was sitting on the boarding terrace.

"Depart now yes Nay so that we do not oversleep until the beach".

I just nodded my head in agreement. The journey that took me an hour and a half made me fall asleep in the car. When I reached the location, I woke up because of the glare of sunlight that entered through the car window.

"Sister, why wasn't I built?".

"No one can't bear Nay, look at you like you're tired and sleepy".

"It's not good for me, because I don't feel like I'm driving".

"Don't relax, let's go out".

Me and Brother Nehan finally got out of the car to the beach wearing a hat even though it was veiled.

"Baron Beach is beautiful and unique, Kak, the beach forms a basin".

Crutches.kruk... "Sister, nay is hungry, let's eat yuk first".

"O pantes Nay it's ten o'clock so your stomach protests hihihi".

We look for a fish market to choose the menu we want.

"Nay, what do you want to eat?" ask Brother Nehan.

"I want shrimp chili powder".

"What do you want to choose?"ask Nayra.

"Bingung Nay, you choose it all, I'm easy" I replied casually.

"Alright shrimp powder and squid oyster saos aja Mbak and drink two coconut ice" message Nayra the same waiter of the restaurant.

We were looking for a place near the beach. While waiting for the food to ripen I tried to talk to Nayra.

"Nay, someone wants Big Brother to take you seriously".

My gut feeling Nehan wants to express his feelings. Dag.dig.dug is afraid that the decision will hurt him.

"Nay, I've loved you for a long time since the first glance at the orientation of study and the introduction of campus".

Well, really my guess, my inner self.

"You don't want Nay to be Big Brother's girlfriend?".

Hm..."Sis, Nay will tell me first, I'm still tied to my first love".

"Him and I met fifteen years ago".

"Until now, his whereabouts have not been known with certainty".

"It may sound strange that I, who was five years old, promised that we would marry him".

"Maybe for others it's just a monkey love story, but for me it's not because he always taught me to hang on when I was sad when all my friends were away from me because I was so fat at the time".

"He who always made my days cheerful when I was a child".

"According to Big Brother, is it fair if I open my heart to Big Brother but in my heart there is still another man's name?"

Now Brother is asking "Until when will Nay wait for endless certainty?".

"Let Nay realize your time will only be wasted, if he remembers you, or what?"

The words of Brother Nehan slapped me, what was said to be all true, I must be tired of this endless wait.

"Well, sister, I love the opportunity to open your heart to Brother, but I'm sorry if Nay can't love Brother yet, Nay needs time and process".

"Alright thank you Nay for your trust, we're slow in this relationship".

I also smiled while shaking.

"Today we're Nay?".

I also chuckled at the words of Nehan.

Nehan POVs

The time that passes is impossible to turn or stretch. Nayra should be aware that she can only remember memories created in her past not to be re-entered with her little friends because sometimes God makes a story of someone's life just as a friend in a time but not as a couple.

It hurts me so bad to hear this explanation from the person I love. Jealousy is certain, but I must not be selfish. It's not his fault. Time and circumstances that make him survive in the search for his first love. Although now he accepts me without love, I must understand because it is not easy to turn my heart back. I have to be patient in leading him, hopefully, in the future, he will love me.