The Perhaps To Love

Chapter 83

...83...

A few hours in

on the way, Keysa finally arrived in front of Nathan's house.

“Non.

until” said the driver woke Keysa.

“Euehhh. Hitherto

until yes sir?”

“Iya non”

Keysa is preparing to

go down and take his handbag as well as a totebag that contains gifts for

Nathan.

“Please yes sir. Oh yeah

my things ask for help to get down at home, sir. And father

take a break at home before returning to grandpa”

“Good non”

Keysa then went down

from the car, Keysa just got off the car of one of the home assistants

the stairs at Nathan's house came up to Keysa.

“Hallo bik, The shower is there

home right?” asked Keysa with enthusiasm

“Mr Nathan non..” says

the housekeeper with a worried face

“Why Nathan bik?”

ask Keysa who has also started to panic

“Nathan's condition earlier

suddenly dropped and was taken to the hospital”

Hearing this, without

bamitan Keysa immediately ran as fast as possible to chase the car while

call the driver who is not too far away. Keysa's body felt

limp, all worries and bad thoughts came to attack Keysa. During

the trip to Keysa hospital could not be quiet much less he could not

call Caca to ask about Nathan's condition.

“God, may Nathan

fine” Keysa said in heart

At the hospital,

Keysa immediately ran to the front office to inquire about the room or room

where Nathan is.

“Sus, patient on behalf of

Where is Nathan Benedict?”

“Shortly yes ma'am, I check

ld”

Then the house officer

the sick man started typing Nathan's name on the computer.

“Mr Nathan is at

VIP room orchid bu”

“Still sus”

Keysa ran towards

the elevator, but when she gets there, it's full and she has to

waiting again. Because they are worried and can't wait to see the situation

Nathan, Keysa finally decides to go to the emergency stairs.

Keysa arrived on the 5th floor

with breath still panting from exhaustion up the stairs,

a few minutes Keysa paused for a moment to neutralize his breathing and then

go to Nathan's room.

THE CZECHLEKK…

Without knocking more

in the past, Keysa opened the door and saw Nathan lying on an infusion

and a ventilator was attached to his body.

“Nathann...” says Keysa.

he approached Nathan

Keysa held hands

Nathan rubbed Nathan's head gently, actually Keysa wanted to

crying because sad to see the state of Nathan but deliberately he held it because

don't want to make Nathan think and be sad that will later make

his health is declining.

“Kak, why Nathan can

ngedrop kayak gini?” asked Keysa in a voice that was not too loud

didn't wake Nathan.

Caca shook

his head, Caca's face is still clearly visible remains of tears.

“I also don't know Key,

though this morning Nathan was fine” said Caca while wiping

her cheek

“Eeeuhh...” Nathan moans.

and then opened his eyes slowly

“You're gap, right? Exists

who hurts?I call doctor yah” asked Keysa repeatedly when I saw

Nathan's awake.

Seeing Keysa panicking, he,

it even made Nathan smile while chuckling. She feels very happy

can see the woman he loves cares about him and who does not

she once thought that Keysa was reciprocating her feelings. Nathan is so grateful

at least he could feel loved by the woman he loved so much

even if only for a moment.

“Hehe..

nathan said with a small laugh.

Even though Nathan was so weak, he kept trying to keep smiling.

Keysa

his breath was relieved, then hugged Nathan.

“You know not, my heart

it was almost want to undo when you heard you were taken to the hospital” said Keysa

“Still almost right, not yet

dislodged hehe” joked Nathan to melt the atmosphere

“Ihh so anyway.

emang want if my heart really dislodged” said Keysa while taking off

her hug.

“At the time there grandpa

nanyain the progress of our wedding event uda how Nat. Keep grandpa too..”

keysa's speech came to a standstill as Nathan suddenly spoke.

"Oh, are you home yet? Shouldn't be

a few more days at grandpa's house?” nathan asked to switch the conversation.

“Emm.

diluan, papa and kak Kenzo are still there kok”

“Oh that, like us

have an inner bond Key. It just so happens that I miss the same

you know, when I wake up, you're in front of me. Can I hug you again? Hehe”

Keysa nodded

his head as a sign he agreed with Nathan's request.

“By pleasure” says

Keysa then hugged Nathan again

“Still Yes Key. I

so grateful to be part of your life story. I wish

you are happy always yes Key”

Actually Keysa feels

confused by Nathan's intentions, but he paused to ask for fear

it would offend Nathan.

Nathan let go

his embrace and turned his face away, while hurriedly rubbing his cheek. She didn't

want to be caught when you cry.

“Kak, can you please buyin

I'm strawberry and chocolate muffin? I really want to eat it”

Caca is listening

his sister's request felt strange, because after Caca his sister never ate

strawberries and muffins for not liking. Strawberries and muffins are

keysa's favorite food.

“Iya deck, briefly sister

buyin yah” said Caca according to because he did not have the heart to ask or even refuse

sister's request.

“Key, please temenin

sister Caca yes. Brother Caca was not long here afraid later he went to hehe”

“Who are you guarding?”

“Hehe don't worry Key,

papa a little more come kok”

Keysa was still in place

sitting next to Nathan's bed, Keysa was hesitant to leave

leaving Nathan alone. And somehow Keysa's heart felt hard to leave Nathan.

“Udah gapapa, you're temenin

sister Caca yeah. After all, you know best where to sell muffins

best in this city. That if sister Caca herself, she could have bought a muffin

ga tasty hehe” joked Nathan

“But really om

Addison will come?”

Nathan nodded

her head.

“You can ask brother

Caca tuh”

Keysa turned to look at Caca

and get the nod, thus making Keysa sure.

“That's it, I

same sister Caca go first ya”

After getting what

to find her, Keysa and Caca return to the hospital. But when we arrive at

in front of Nathan's nursery, they were shocked by Addison's om who was sitting

crying while lowering his face and the figure of Axel who stood beside him

rubbing Addison's shoulder.

"Papa.." call Caca with a voice that sounds vibrating.

Keysa tried to pull over

all his bad thoughts, but he couldn't do that because of what happened

his eyes did not support his mind.

Addison is rising from

sat down and directly hugged his daughter very tightly while continuing

crying out.

“We must be strong son.

Nathan is happy with mom hiks..hiks”.

Listen to what Addison said

makes Keysa feel like he's been struck by lightning, muffin packs and strawberries

what he was holding instantly fell to the floor. And his body instantly lost energy

to make him fall to the floor.

Axel saw that

immediately ran towards Keysa and immediately brought Keysa inside

her hug. At once Keysa's cry broke, for the umpteenth time he had to

losing someone he loves.

“Why God take Nathan

go Xel? Hiks...hiks why is the evil God like me? hicks...Why?”

Axel hugged

Keysa tightly, actually his heart ached when he saw the woman he was

love crying for other men. But that didn't keep Axel following

his ego, however, must continue to strengthen Keysa.

Addison is coming

go to Axel and Keysa, then give a letter and handycam to

Keysa, which contains Nathan's message. With Keysa still sniffling

take the goods given by Addison.

"Nathan this titip

make you a son. You must be strong. And you have to stay happy” om Addison

she hugged Keysa tightly while crying.

“Thank you son. You always

there and accompany Nathan in his last moments” said Om Addison while patting Keysa's back.

The letter and handycam that Nathan gave contained the message that Keysa should still pursue his happiness and expression of Nathan's feelings. Before exhaling his last breath Nathan also had time to leave a message to Axel to look after Keysa well and Nathan has also apologized to Axel, Axel was deliberately told Nathan to come to the hospital. Nathan seemed to have known everything would happen today so he had prepared everything very well.

.........SO LONG AGO.............