The Perhaps To Love
Chapter 81
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This morning, Keysa plans to
to return to the hospital where Nathan was treated. This time Keysa has
determined to fight for his relationship. Although it will get
the rejection from Nathan, it won't discourage Keysa. Today is Keysa
bring Nathan's favorite food that he prepared himself.
Arriving at home
sick and having parked her car, Keysa went to the elevator to get to the car
4 floor. Right in front of Nathan's door, Keysa chose to be quiet
stand up while neutralizing his breath.
“Keysaa..” call Caca
from the left
Keysa has already
raising his hand to knock on the door, he stopped and turned his head
towards the sound source.
“Kak, Caca? Brother is finished
from where?”
“You want to see Nathan?”
Keysa nodded
his head steadily
“Iya kak” says Keysa
smilingly
A question was asked at
caca's heart at seeing Keysa's attitude, instead of being angry with Nathan's attitude of time
it was even Keysa looking so spirited like nothing had ever happened.
“Can I talk to you for a minute?”
ask Caca
“Can kak”
Then Caca took
Keysa sat in one of the chairs in front of Nathan's room. Caca
told Keysa everything, starting from Nathan's request and wish
what Nathan had planned.
Keysa hugged Caca
already crying.
“Maybe this punishment is
given God, because Nathan has ruined your relationship dek hiks.
Sorry Nathan the Key hiks..hikss”.
“Kakak don't talk
like that, I'm sorry Nathan. And I'm sure Nathan will be well
kak”
Keysa took off his embrace.
“Sorry Yes Key, sister
so melow gini”
“So brother, the point
now we are both taking care of Nathan and praying for Nathan Kak”'s recovery
said Keysa strengthening Caca while rubbing his shoulder.
Caca nodded
his head and then took out a ring from inside his bag.
“Nathan nitipin ring
this is to brother and ask brother to take good care of this ring. But brother taste
you are the most appropriate person to keep this ring” said Caca while thrusting
the ring was towards Keysa.
Keysa gave a quick glance
the ring and then took it. His heart was so painful when
imagine that Nathan would be gone forever.
“The shower is inside
right kak?” ask Keysa
“Nathan again in chemo Key”
Keysa and Caca left
in the room where Nathan was, he didn't wait for a nurse for long
get out of the room and say that Nathan's done
chemo network. Caca and Keysa entered the room to push the wheelchair
Nathan returned to his hospital room.
In the room it looks
Nathan, who was being assisted by a nurse, was in a wheelchair, Nathan's face
so pale and limp.
“Hai Nat.
to the room ya” said Keysa smiling as she grabbed a wheelchair
“Kak Ca, please take me
to ya” room Nathan said
Looked at Caca who was staring
he was so pitiful that Keysa could only smile while nodding his head
as a sign that he had no problem with Nathan's words just now. Caca
he took over the wheelchair and pushed it while Keysa walked along
behind them.
Keysa held Nathan's arm up onto the patient's bed.
“I can myself” says
Nathan
“Oh yes, I have brought
your favorite food is Lo Nat. Wait for me readyin” said Keysa then switch
towards the table where he placed the totebag containing the food he had brought earlier.
Until Keysa's night
keep Nathan in the hospital. Keysa is currently asleep
the sitting position and the head lying on the edge of Nathan's bed. After Nathan
fell asleep earlier and Caca said goodbye to go home, drowsiness suddenly
he attacks and makes Keysa decide to sleep near Nathan so that at any time
Nathan wakes up and needs something Keysa can wake up to.
Nathan woke up from
he slept because he felt his throat a little dry and wanted to drink. Nathan
looking to the right and left but finding no one, but Nathan
I felt something touch his hand. Nathan saw Keysa
he fell asleep holding his hand, but the grip was small
loose because Keysa's asleep. Nathan can see Keysa's face
who fell asleep very peacefully even with such a position.
Nathan's heart was broken
seeing the woman he loved, he actually did not have the heart to
be cold towards Keysa but he still has to do that to
keysa's goodness. Spontaneously Nathan's hand was raised about to stroke the head
Keysa, but his movements stopped when he saw the engagement ring he had
loose, reattached to his ring finger it made Nathan's heart
touched, his tears came back and Nathan cried inside
shut up so Keysa doesn't hear it. And Nathan may never feel how the household life he has been craving all along.
Nathan's hand touched Keysa's head
and stroked it very gently.
“Sorry I Key.
I” Nathan said as he continued to rub Keysa's hair very gently.
Keysa felt
his head was touched, he suddenly woke up and saw a tear on his cheek
Nathan.
“So you're sick Nat? I
call the doctor ya” said Keysa panicked who thought Nathan was crying because
feel pain.
“For a moment I called
doctor”
Nathan's holding hands
Keysa was about to get out of his seat and went to call the doctor.
“Why do you confess
all this Key?” nathan asked suddenly
“You mean Nat?”
“Why are you still good
just like me, when I hurt you. And.why are you still back in time
I've already cancelled our engagement. Why Key?” nathan said in a voice
what sounded is already shaking.
“I..I love the same
you're Nat. Do I need another reason so I can keep you here?”
“But Why Key? Wh why? I
it's just a sick man whose age may be any minute. Even I ain't
it's worth your Key. I will only be a burden to you Key” said Nathan
her tears have returned
Keysa gripped tightly
nathan's hands.
“If I feel you
so a burden to me, now I can't be here looking after you. If I
feeling like you don't deserve me, I might not be coming back here again. So then
stop Nat, don't talk like that anymore. I'm here for you, I'm here
will nemanin you. I do this because I sincerely love you. We
equally this streets all”
“And I hope too
in the future this ring will always be installed on your ring finger”
Hearing Keysa's words
that sounded so sincere, made Nathan touched and immediately cried
ruptures. Keysa was moved and immediately hugged Nathan.
“Sorry I'm Key, sorry
i'm hiks. I've done a lot wrong with you hiks..hiks”.
“Its okay Nat, I'm done
sorry you are. Now you just need to focus on healing and I will
just focus on you Nat”
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