The Perhaps To Love

Chapter 59

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Nathan looked focused on Keysa, who was enjoying a free wind that hit him, until Nathan unconsciously raised his left hand to get rid of the fine hairs that covered Keysa's face because of the wind.  But just as Nathan's hand was about to touch the fine hairs, suddenly Keysa's stomach voice that rang it made Nathan wake up and immediately pulled his hand before being seen by Keysa.

“Let's eat yuk Nat, I'm hungry nih” said Keysa while improving his sitting position to the same as before.

Then Keysa and Nathan went to walk around the hospital area to find food sold in shops on the side of the road. After finding a suitable food place they both went inside to find an empty bench and then ordered the food they wanted.

“The food is eaten, do not see me mulu” said Keysa when he realized Nathan was smoking himself.

“Hehe you eat tuh still like a small child ya” said Nathan smiled sweetly then his hand stretched out towards Keysa's lips to wipe the remaining food attached.

Keysa who felt a little shocked by Nathan's treatment immediately distanced his face and spontaneously rubbed his lips with his own hands.

“Ah sorry” said Nathan who realized that his actions just now made Keysa feel a little uncomfortable.

“Iya gapapa” Keysa replied then resumed his eating activities.

After they finished eating, they also did not forget to bring food for sister Caca and om Addison.

Tonight Keysa and Caca return home while Nathan and his father stay in the hospital to look after Aunt Christin. Keysa is in his room and busy

tidying up his belongings again because tomorrow he will return to Indonesia

because Nathan's mother's condition has improved and he also wants to take care of

preparation for the inauguration of his engagement held by his extended family, Keysa actually did not want to hold the event but because of the request from the father would

he doesn't want to follow her. Nathan will return to Indonesia in three or four days.

Tok.Tok.

There was a knock on the door of the room.

“Masuk” Keysa said from inside the room

“Eh sister Caca. How come sister's not resting?”

Caca smiled at Keysa

“Why, anyone want me to help?” ask Caca

“No kok, this is also packing already want to finish”

Caca nodded his head and sat on the edge of the bed.

“Key..” call Caca

“Yes, what's up?”

“Still yes, you already want to help make your mother request. And sorry also because of your mother's request you were forced to marry Nathan”

“Ah sister Caca do not feel burdened like that dong. I will feel bad nih” said Keysa to melt the atmosphere

“Lagian I also have no reason to refuse Nathan brother, he is kind and polite. Besides, it's time I also try to reply to Nathan's feelings even though it still needs a process” Keysa continued.

“You know that Nathan had the same feeling you had a long time ago?” ask Caca

Keysa nodded his head.

“Nathan ga as reliable as he is doing business when it comes to feeling brother hehe” joked Keysa and it managed to invite laughter from Caca.

“Haha, true what you said Key. That kid is really bad when it comes to feeling”

Their discussion eventually continued by telling each side of a Nathan Benedict.

At 00:30, Keysa was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling. Since 22:00 local time Keysa has been trying to close his eyes

but can't go. Keysa's mind seemed unwilling to stay still and continued to wander through every empty space in his head.

“Huffttt..hopefully in the future no problems will happen” Keysa said in his heart.

 Keysa then took back his phone

located on the nightstand and open youtube to search for music

a lullaby who can help him to pick up the dream world.

Around 05:00 in the morning

around the time, Keysa who was not too soundly asleep faintly heard

get off the bed to make sure things are out.

When opening the door, the,

Keysa could hear very clearly that boisterous voice he heard from inside

the room came from the sound of hysterical crying. At first Keysa tried

to keep a positive mind and dismiss all the bad thoughts that exist in his mind, but when the senses

his hearing caught the sound of Caca crying hysterically while

screaming “mamaaa”. Keysa's heart immediately raced with as fast and

his body suddenly felt very cold. Suddenly even his feet

immediately felt weak and almost fell, fortunately Keysa sprightly

holding the door to rest his body.

Keysa felt like

trauma when hearing the news of grief that makes it suddenly

feeling weak, even he felt that his breathing was so very heavy.

“Key, relax. Come on, don't

weak like this” said Keysa to encourage himself.

Keysa tried

controlling his mind and trying to neutralize his heartbeat by pulling

breathe deeply and throw it away slowly. After feeling

his strength had returned, Keysa immediately ran to the first floor.

On the first floor, exactly

in the family room, Keysa saw Caca crying in the arms of two people

middle-aged women, one of whom is a household assistant at home

this and the other Caucasian girl Keysa didn't recognize him. In space

the family also saw two middle-aged men who Keysa also saw

hospital during the ring exchange.

Keysa moved his foot toward Caca.

“Kak...” Keysa said with his voice shaking from holding back his tears.

Caca who heard Keysa's voice, then released the arms of the two middle-aged women and

hugged Keysa tightly, though,

“Hiks..hiks mama has not.

there's Key. Mama has gone huaaa..” said Caca hysterically while hugging Keysa.

The tears that Keysa had been holding back from before finally broke, Keysa was no longer able to hold it

because of the sadness felt by Caca.

“Strong brother yes, aunt already no longer sick sister, aunt already fully healed” said Keysa with tears still flowing but still rubbed Caca's back with

hope that it can make Caca get strength.

For a few minutes Keysa hugged Caca tightly without taking it off a bit before Keysa finally regained consciousness with Nathan. Keysa suddenly remembered and was very

worrying about Nathan's situation is certainly very hard hit at the moment.

Keysa wiped his tears and tried to strengthen himself.

“Sorry, there is no latest news from Nathan or om Adi?” asked Keysa with his voice a little hoarse because he just cried.

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