The Perhaps To Love

Chapter 3

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Keysa could not lie to his own feelings when he heard the news that his father was injured and was in a coma the news really made Keysa shocked, her hands instantly shook and Keysa suddenly felt her heart pounding but she tried to control herself to keep calm and not look worried.

Yes, although Keysa used to feel very disappointed with his papa, but over time the feeling began to fade and Keysa also could not continue to lie to him if all this time he actually missed and still loving her papa, it was proven because Keysa secretly still kept a photo of her papa and took her to the Netherlands without anyone knowing. It's just that to meet in person he is still not ready for fear of past memories and that disappointment grows again.

“dek are you okay?”

“ I’m okay kak” says Keysa lied

“you go home yes deck, meet papa. Please deck brother please this time just you go home ya”

“sorry, I can't”

“dek want until when do you think you continue? When can you make peace with the past? Do you want to wait for papa to die first you want to go home?” said Kenzo in a slightly high tone

“sorry kak” says Keysa

“oke it's up to you Key, brother won't make you go home. All choices are in your hands. Sister just hope you please consider returning to Indo before being a regret later for yourself” said Kenzo.

After getting word from Kenzo two days ago, Keysa persisted with his stance not to return to Indonesia even though he felt unsettled for two days, especially since that day Kenzo had no more news to Keysa, which makes bad thoughts about the state of his father began to emerge and haunt Keysa's mind. Until the third day after receiving news from Kenzo, Keysa's defensive wall collapsed and decided to return to Indonesia to ensure the state of his father, Keysa, because deep in Keysa's heart he actually felt afraid that he would lose his papa.

Keysa picked up his phone and sent a message to Kenzo.

“Keysa wants to go home to Indonesia kak”

And did not wait long, Keysa's phone immediately rang.

“dek you are serious the same message you just” said Kenzo with enthusiasm

“iya kak”

“kakak happy you finally want to go home too. brother sure papa can quickly recover if you know you want to go home. Thanks deck and sorry because brother already snapped at you, sister nyesal dek”

“it’s okay brother, it's only natural that brother is angry adek this naughty brother hehe”

“you are indeed brother's favorite sister. Continuously when do you plan to return to Indonesia, tomorrow morning? Afternoon ? or night? Let brother book a ticket for you now”

“lusa sak, I need time to pack my stuff again”

“oke okay , brother no problem if you want to leave the day after the most important for the brother you want to go home to Indonesia”

“iya sis, how are you now?”

“you're not worried about the deck, papa's condition is much better. You focus on your return, yes, here there is a brother who takes care of papa”

“iya sis, but papa is already sad...”

Not yet Keysa finish his words, Kenzo has cut it off

“oh yes deck, already yes brother already want to meet this. You take care of your health bye” deck

“ehh, wait a minute brother ”

“buset has been playing in aja” grumbled Keysa and then put the phone on the nightstand.

After the call with Kenzo ended, Keysa then laid his body on the mattress while staring at the ceiling of the room, in fact he was not too sure about the decision he took to return to Indonesia, his heart was not yet completely ready and still hesitated to meet his father in person but the fear of loss and not wanting any sense of regret would later be able to defeat the wall of selfishness in his heart.

Keysa's relationship with her father is unlike most other father-son harmonious relationships, keysa's relationship with her father is cold and rigid like a stranger even though Keysa was very close and spoiled to her father but that changed since his father married again.

“you can key, it's time you dare to face reality and do not constantly avoid” Keysa inner.

Before the day of his departure to Indonesia, Keysa busied himself shopping for souvenirs for his extended family and his girlfriend in Indonesia. Keysa's return to Indonesia was deliberately kept secret from Axel because Keysa wanted to give a surprise on Axel's birthday which was a day after he was in Indonesia.

At 06.00 am, Keysa woke up from his sleep because of the sound of an alarm that had been in his partner since last night so he could wake up at my time.

“hoamm..duh very fast the morning” said Keysa while shaking his blanket then get off the mattress and go straight to the bathroom. After a few minutes in the bathroom, Keysa came out wearing her pink kimono towel while rubbing a towel on her head to dry her hair,

“whose clothes are you wearing?” keysa said as he opened his wardrobe.

Keysa stood in front of her wardrobe looking at the clothes inside.

“wear white hoodie only time well, the same black jeans like deh” said Keysa then took his choice of clothes from the closet.

After getting ready and checking all his luggage, Keysa immediately ordered a taxi and left for Schiphol International Airport.

Keysa arrived at the airport at 08:00 while his flight at 11:15. Keysa went straight to the check-in place of the airline he was going to ride to Indonesia and then dropped off his luggage that would be put in the trunk and then to the immigration place.Done to undergo all the procedures in Keysa directly to the gate written on the ticket. Keysa Flights from Schiphol International Airport (AMS) to Kualanamu International Airport (KNO) will take approximately 15 hours 45 minutes with one transit at Singapore Changi International Airport (SINS).

After a few hours on the air, Keysa finally arrived in Medan, the hometown of his mother at 08.00 wib. Actually Keysa was born in Yogyakarta but when Keysa was still sitting in 2nd grade, exactly three years before his mother died they decided to move to Medan because of the mother's request.

Finished through the immigration process and taking care of his belongings, Keysa went to the toilet first before going to the arrival gate where there must be Kenzo who was waiting. For some reason, when he arrived, Keysa suddenly felt hesitant and was not ready to meet his father, so he decided to go to the toilet to wash his face and reassure himself.

“Honey, you do not blame the time of the arrival of Keysa”, Olivia told her husband who had been waiting since.

“don't love, really Kok Keysa arrived at 8 o'clock. Try to see for yourself if you do not believe” said Kenzo while giving his cellphone.

“oh yes yes really, but why Keysa is not yet visible also yes dear, even though the people from the door of international arrival have begun to quiet tuh”

“emm may be Keysa long time because in immigration or waiting for baginya”

“maybe also the baby, mbak the Daffin it I was a gendong” Olivia told her babysitter.

“well bu”

“sadly this mama has been impatient to meet aunty so do not want to bobok” said Olivia while kissing the cheek of the puffer Daffin.

“ta..tata..taa” said Daffin who is still learning to speak.

“iya dear, just a moment later came. I'm really mengegegegegemasin the kamunya nak” said Kenzo while menoel-noel cheek Daffin.

“sayang Keysa” said Olivia slightly shouted when she saw Keysa who had just come out of the arrival gate while pushing a trolley containing his luggage and luggage.

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