The Perhaps To Love

The Perhaps To Love
Chapter 5



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“can-can they again make me as the reason of Keysa's inner” when hearing Kenzo's explanation.


“not that deck, papa also already nyiapin your room on the second floor designed itself equally papa so that all your goods and equipment in the room also has been prepared papa, papa, although actually papa do not know for sure when you will go home or you want or do not live here but papa still nyiapin your special room. Though my brother has often said that papa should not expect too much for your return but papa always said that he was sure someday you would go home and occupy the room. And yes papa's speech is now proven, you go home and will stay here”


“kak kenzo gausah ngarang indah so deh, Keysa ga will be touched by the talk of sister justan”


“serious deck, even papa also intervened himself to clean the room, almost every day papa would enter the room for hours. You know not for hours in that room papa why?”


“ya where Keysa knows, Keysa besides also does not want to know how papa does there”


“in the room papa cry while curling your photo even papa often fall asleep there with your photo still in his arms. If you do not believe in the same words of your brother you can ask kak oliv or people who work in this house”


Instantly, Keysa's haru feelings arise, Kenzo's words this time managed to touch Keysa's small heart. Never once thought by Keysa that all this time his father still cares about him.


“excuse me sir, these non Keysa items will be placed where ya?” Mr. Kardi suddenly came while carrying Keysa's luggage and belongings.


“directly put in the keysa room aja pak”


“baik tuan” said Mr. Kardi then left Keysa and Kenzo who were still sitting in the living room


“loh why is still here key?why not rest in the room? Darling you why even make Keysa talk anyway, pity Keysa it must be tired, tired, I know you still miss Keysa but justin Keysa rest first dong darling” said Olivia while patting her husband's arm and directly sitting next to Kenzo.


“aauww pain dear”


“haha gapapa kok brother, anyways Keysa himself kok earlier who asked to chat here”


“nah dengerin tuh babe”


“but you have to rest first key, let brother anterin to the room. If you wait for your sister you can be taught to chat until later tonight”


“eh gausah kak let Keysa to his own room, all Keysa also want to look at this house first. Brother Oliv same brother Kenzo continued other activities again”


“Judah, if you want that. Later on the two-room floor you immediately look deck because there is a hanger of your name on the door. Oh yes this is something for you from brother and sister Kenzo” while giving a paperbag


“what is this sister?”


“itu new phone for you, it is complete with sim card and internet quota. Oh yes one more” replied Kenzo while taking out his wallet from his pants pocket and taking out a credit card.


“ini credit card for you, you use to buy your needs” while handing over a credit card.


“waahh thank you so much brother liv, brother ken”


“iya deck both. If you need something you say to your sister yes, Oliv's sister's room and Kenzo's brother are there” said Olive while pointing towards the room.


“oke kak liv, yaudah I went up first ya kak”


“wait dek” call Kenzo


“ada what sister?”


Olivia spoke before Keysa answered Kenzo's words.


“udah Key you go up aja first, shower keep resting ya”ucap Oliv


“hehe ready sister Liv, yes brother calm aja Keysa will come later in the afternoon to the hospital.Yaudah Keysa rest first ya”ucap Keysa then leave Kenzo and Olive in the guest room


“sayang, why are you impressed maksa Keysa so that earlier? do you want Keysa to stay here later? You remember what Lydia's mama said before we went to the airport, let Keysa rest first and we don't make Keysa to meet papa first wait until Keysa is really ready. With Keysa want to go home only we already have to be very grateful dear”


“iya dear yes sorry I was released nanya kayak gitu”


 


THE CZECHLEEKK...


Keysa opened the door and walked slowly into the room looking at every corner of the room. Wallpaper room shades of white and light blue stripes and some doraemon dolls with different sizes neatly arranged on the mattress remind Keysa back when Keysa was a child he once asked to his papa to make a white and light blue room nuanced doraemon and have many doraemon dolls, but because papa is busy taking care of his mother who is sickly, Keysa's desire was not realized.


  “turned out he still remembers the same request I used to” said Keysa and unconsciously a little smile was seen on the corner of Keysa's lips.


      In the room there are also many photos of Keysa as a child, a shelf containing comics and dvd doraemon, complete learning table with a set of computers and bedcover patterned doraemon. As a child, Keysa loved the character Doraemon.


Keysa walked up to the mattress with his gaze focused on one of the doraemon dolls that were slightly dull in color compared to other dolls located on the mattress.


“this is my favorite doll first, which my mother bought when I was birthday” said Keysa then took the doll and sat on the mattress.


“so long ago yes we did not meet monmon, I thought you already no longer exist. So miss the same mama”


Keysa hugged the doll and did not feel her tears dripping just like that because of the memory of her mother.


“hiks..hikss really so mewek gini anyway ah.  I promised my mom that she could not crygeng”, Keysa said encouraging herself and immediately wiped her tears.


Keysa laid her body on the bed staring at the ceiling, her mind now filled with questions about how she should behave when she meets her father and aunt Lydia, whether he will stay at home for the next month and whether he is able to control the disappointment that he has been trying to forget. Soon Keysa, who was engrossed in his thoughts, slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.


      In the afternoon at 17:00 WIB, Kenzo entered Keysa's room and saw Keysa who was still fast asleep on his stomach with a pillow covering his head area, Kenzo walked slowly to the mattress where Keysa fell asleep and took a pillow that covered Keysa's head and covered Keysa. Then Kenzo sat on the edge of the bed looking at Keysa who was asleep.


      “gak feels yes now you are an adult like a deck, but it also feels like first brother ngajarin you ride a bike, you are always whining to ask to be carried, but also, who if you want to sleep should also be read a fairy tale and accompanied, a meal that must be fed”


Kenzo smiles briefly as he recalls his memories with Keysa.


“your face really looks a lot like mama dek, surely mama there is happy to see you have grown up like gini” said Kenzo while tucking in the hair that covers Keysa's face.


“kakak hope that with your return this time, you can make peace with papa and we can stay together like again”


Kenzo's gaze suddenly turned to a picture frame on the bedside bed, which was,


“turned out this photo is in Keysa” room said Kenzo then took a picture of their family before Indira's mother had not died.


“ma, Kenzo kangen mom. Look at me now Keysa is here. Kenzo promise ma will try to re-establish the relationship papa and Keysa kayak first again.Mama doain from there ya” said Kenzo while wiping the picture frame.


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