The Perhaps To Love

Chapter 82

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Three months later…

Nathan's condition is now visible

so thin and his hair has also begun to fall until it has to be shaved off due to one of the effects

chemotherapy has been going on for the past few months. For three

this month Keysa always faithfully accompanied Nathan, even Keysa was very painstaking in

take care of and care of Nathan.

“Pelan-pelan Nat” says

Keysa while helping Nathan lie in his bed after returning from the hospital

undergoing chemotherapy.

Last month, after

consideration made by the doctor finally Nathan allowed to

go home as requested and be treated at home.

After Nathan lay down,

Keysa covers Nathan's body with a blanket, then Keysa

sitting on the edge of the bed holding Nathan's arm.

“Today you want in

what story Nat?” ask Keysa

For the past few months

Keysa has a new habit of storytelling before Nathan falls asleep

it was Nathan's request because he missed the custom

his mother used to be and the main reason Nathan asked for it was because of the voice

Keysa is the most efficacious sleepwalker for her and can be muffling

a little pain he felt.

“No Key, today I

very tired and want to immediately rest” said Nathan weak

“You already know about you

break ya” said Keysa while tidying up Nathan's blanket

But just now Keysa

stepping towards the door of the room, Nathan's voice suddenly sounded

spit something out. Keysa turned around and went straight to Nathan

then help Nathan to sit down so that it can be easier to spit out the contents

her stomach. In addition to experiencing loss due to chemotherapy, Nathan also often times

nausea and even vomiting when finished doing chemo.

Finished vomiting and already

feeling a little relieved Nathan was back lying down weakly. Keysa

directly pick up the wet tissue that has been provided in the bedside bed,

then began to clean up the remaining vomit around Nathan's mouth.

Finished cleaning up the rest of the vomit, Keysa switched with the vomit already

scattered on the floor. Without the slightest disgust Keysa began to rush clean

everything is.

“Sorry I yes Key.I just

can trouble you”

“You're mending a break

yes, do not mind a lot” said Keysa with a smile and rubbed hands

Nathan was soft.

Keysa just doesn't want to

adds to Nathan's burden of thought and wants Nathan to focus only on

his health, after all, he himself did not mind to do either

everything is.

Tok.shock.

Nathan and Keysa switch

looking at the door and then Caca who entered while carrying a tray.

“It’s snack time” says

Caca was excited

“Yeee...snack. Today

what fruit is Ca?” keysa is acting like a child

“Today there is fruit

nathan likes mango, apple and blueberry”

“Waahhh want also dong

kak”

Keysa and Caca

it's been acting like a kid's whim to cheer Nathan up,

but it always managed to make Nathan smile. Nathan is very

I am grateful to have people who care and love you.

“Tenangg... today's sister.

have made a double portion for you two” said Caca while handing over

a plate containing pieces of fruit.

“Yeee.

caca”

“Okey, enjoy

snackya ya” said Caca pamit and went out leaving them both

“You want to eat this first?

Or just take a break?” ask Keysa gently

horrified nagging brother Caca” joked Nathan while smiling weakly.

Nathan intentionally said

it's because he knew that Caca would check if Nathan

had eaten his fruits or not and when Caca found

the fruits are still in the dish so Caca will nag.

“Haha..aku report.

Caca you haha”

Keysa feeds off the pieces

by pieces of fruit into Nathan's mouth, telling stories

funny to cheer Nathan up.

“You and your family

when did you go to grandpa's house?” nathan asked Keysa, still sitting

leaning against the mattress headbord.

“Emm..papa each other

the plan will go tomorrow”

“You?”

“I don't Nat, I want to

here take care of you”

Nathan then grabbed

jemari Keysa then gently stroked her.

“I gapapa dear, there is

brother Caca and papa take care of me. So gapapa you go a quality time together

ya” family

“But..”.

“This is the first time

your grandfather wanted to get together after a few years, that means

now their relationship has improved. You have to be there to capture

this moment”

“Emm..ta-api” says Keysa.

teeter

“It is if you do not go,

I feel like I can only be a burden and a hindrance to you”

“Emm.iyasah I'm coming.

I'll make sure I get back to” soon

“Hehe ga need too

hurry baby, we still have plenty of time kok”

“Alright then.

But you promise you must always be on time to eat and do not forget to take medication. And

always tell me, don't disappear like a few months ago”

“Hehe is ready to do motherhood

bos” Nathan said as he made a respectful hand gesture towards Keysa.

The next morning Keysa

his family went to Ali's grandfather's house, I don't know

talked about his grandfather and his father first when he met until suddenly some

last day Ali's grandfather invited them all to come gather

joint. On one hand Keysa was happy because his extended family was back

gathered yet on one side again somehow Keysa felt heavy to go

away from Nathan. Actually Keysa has a desire to invite and

introducing Nathan to the papa's extended family, but that desire was his

undo considering Nathan's condition is less likely to travel

far-off.

Two days later Keysa

he decided to go home first compared to his family

who will be home in the next few days, Keysa plans to deliver

surprise Nathan because today is his birthday. Keys

he was taken home by his grandfather's personal driver. Keysa's return is just

it is known by Caca because the two of them have agreed to give a surprise

to Nathan.

“May Nathan like the same

the prize” said Keysa while looking at a clock that has been neatly arranged in

a box. Keysa bought the watch while he was at Ali's grandfather's house.

Not only Keysa watches also buy Nathan a brown hodie

that's Nathan's favorite color.

After being satisfied

looking at the gift she had bought, Keysa closed the gift box again

and put it next to his seat. After that Keysa

take her phone to give Caca news if she's already

on the way home. A few minutes Keysa waited for a reply to a chat from Caca,

but the reply did not come and eventually Keysa decided to

put the phone back in the bag and take a position to prepare

sleeps. Keysa thinks if sleep is on the way then time will not be felt

and you have arrived at your destination.

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