The Perhaps To Love

Chapter 36

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With a feeling that was still shocked Axel immediately ran chasing Keysa towards the elevator, but unfortunately the elevator door was first closed because Keysa had pressed repeatedly the button to close the elevator door from the inside.

“Sialll” grumbled Axel while hitting the elevator door.

“What's Xel?” ask the woman wearing the patient's clothes in a weak voice.

“Gapapa, you go back to the room only yes. I have a sudden business”

Axel then rushed straight to the emergency staircase to chase Keysa. Axel's feelings are now in chaos on one side he wants to solve this problem without having to involve Keysa but on the other hand he also does not want to lose Keysa the woman he loves so much just because of the problems he has he's facing now. It has been a few days Axel wants to tell the problem he is facing to Keysa but Axel has not found the right time, until today all the fears that have haunted Axel finally happened.

Keysa came out of the elevator crying, his tears could no longer be contained. Because of her love for Axel, Keysa still tries to think positively if the woman is a patient Axel saw that the woman was wearing patient clothes and Keysa still believes that her lover is doing his duty. But that all changed when a few seconds later Axel seemed to gently stroke the woman's stomach. And it was enough to make all the questions and doubts Keysa over these few days finally answered “Ya Axel cheated”.

Arriving at the hospital, Keysa was confused about where to think now is really very chaotic so he can no longer think clearly.

“Nathan" is just that name that is currently on Keysa's mind.

With tears still flowing on his cheeks and hands that still tremble Keysa tried to wipe the screen of his phone to look for Nathan's contact. When he managed to find Nathan's name in contact suddenly Keysa's arm was held by someone who was none other than Axel.

“Sweetie sorry I, I beg you to listen to my explanation first”

“Lepas” Keysa rebelled while brushing off Axel's arm

Then Keysa walked away from Axel while wiping his tears rough, even though Keysa actually felt a deep pain in his heart but Keysa still tried not to look weak in front of Axel. For Keysa to be weak is just to make himself appear to have no self-respect. Living away from family for years makes Keysa's personality accustomed to always behave as if strong when his heart and soul are crying.

“Key please calm down first, listen to my explanation first baby. It all doesn't match what you saw. Please give me time to make it clear” Axel continues to talk while following Keysa's steps.

Hearing those words Keysa stopped his footsteps and turned to face Axel. The sad face and tears that are still clearly visible on Keysa's face make Axel's heart as if sliced by a dagger, really, Axel was very unbearable when he saw the woman he loved the most after his mother was disappointed because of the mistakes he had made.

“What do you want to know again?not all is clear. I think our relationship can no longer continue Xel”, Keysa said

“Darling you mean what talk like that? Please don't talk like that, baby. We sit on the park bench first yes, we say this is fine” said Axel softly.

But Keysa ignored Axel's request and went to leave Axel.

“Honey..” call Axel while running small chasing Keysa.

“Lepas” Keysa continued to rebel but failed because of his power that is not comparable to Axel.

Arriving at a bench precisely located in the corner of the park far enough from the crowd Axel immediately sat Keysa and hugged him tightly.

“Sorry I love, actually I have planned to tell you all this but I have not had the courage and the right time. I beg you dear, whatever you will hear later please do not stay me, I beg Key. Because I love you so much, Key. I-i..”

Axel paused his sentence, then a few seconds later Axel's body shook and Keysa could feel a warm liquid dripping on his shoulder. Yes Axel was crying while hugging Keysa. Even though during the relationship with Axel, Keysa had never once seen Axel cry in front of him, but at this time somehow Axel shed his tears for the first time that Keysa himself did not know what caused Axel to cry.

“I'm sorry Key hikss..hiks” Axel tightened his arms and gently stroked Keysa's hair.

Keysa remained silent not flinching in Axel's arms, for some reason at this moment he was losing his soul and mind so as to make him unable to do anything. But in silence Keysa still hopes to come out of Axel's mouth if all that is just a misunderstanding.

“I was framed by someone who caused the woman was pregnant with my child” said Axel still with a vibrating voice.

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Keysa's heart was shattered into pieces, his body suddenly felt so limp as not to have the slightest calm and a speck of hope that he was still holding tightly as if lost to the wind just like that after hearing Axel's words.

Keysa was still silent in Axel's arms while closing his eyes for a few seconds along with the tears that came dripping.

“I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry. Please stay by my side. I really, really love you Key. I promise you I will finish this as soon as possible” Axel said again.

Keysa took a deep breath while trying to gather all his remaining strength. Then Keysa pushed Axel's body to release his embrace.

Keysa looked at Axel's face, which had also been soaked with tears, but Axel said he was trapped by someone, Keysa did not extend it too much. Because whatever the reason Axel still has done wrong and as a man he must be responsible because there is a life that grows in the woman's heart. And as a woman who still has a conscience Keysa does not want to be selfish and blinded by love.

Keysa knows very well what it's like to live many years without feeling the affection of a father and Keysa doesn't want that innocent baby to feel the same way he feels just because self-selfishness.

Keysa can't lie to himself if he still loves Axel, considering that only Axel always accompanies and makes him feel happy. But inevitably and even though it feels very heavy Keysa must still be willing to release Axel for the happiness of the child later.

“Married the woman, be the man in charge” Keysa said with his voice already vibrating.

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