The Perhaps To Love

Chapter 37

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It is not easy for Keysa to say that, but again Keysa is more concerned with his humanity than his own feelings.

After saying that Keysa immediately moved from his seat, stepping away from Axel.

“Key. Darling...” said Axel while trying to go back to chasing Keysa.

Keysa who realized Axel was back after him then immediately stopped and turned his body to face Axel.

“Stopp...” said Keysa with great emphasis.

“Honey, please forgive me. I really love you so much Key” this time Axel is resting on the grass of the park.

“Cukup Xel, it's over” shouted Keysa.

“And one more stop follow me or I will never want to see you again forever” threatened Keysa full of emphasis then turn around to continue his steps.

Hearing the threat from the woman he loved that made Axel did not dare to follow Keysa again, Axel could only be silent in place looking at Keysa's back that was getting away while constantly shouting apologetically. Axel decides to give Keysa time to calm down and he is determined not to give up on Keysa's forgiveness.

After feeling far enough away, Keysa crouched behind a car in the hospital parking lot, while drowning his face between his legs Keysa cried.

Nathan, who was getting bored, continued to play the phone and his throat began to feel dry, decided to get out of the car to find a stall or minimarket nearby that sells cold drinks. Nathan who does not know where the shop or minimarket just stepped following his heart he believes that with the strength of his heart he can find what he wants.

“It wasn't Keysa huh?” nathan said when he saw a woman wearing the same clothes as Keysa was crouching behind a car.

“But it may not be Keysa, why also he squatted there”

Nathan then walked up to the woman and as he got closer he could hear the clear sound of a sobbing coming from the woman squatting while drowning her face between his legs.

“Mbak...mbak gapapa?” nathan asked slightly lowered his head while shaking the woman's shoulder.

“Mbak why cry here? Why not do it?” ask Nathan again,

Not getting an answer, Nathan finally circulated his gaze to find someone he could ask for help or hope someone knew this woman and was heading here. But the result is nil because they are currently in the parking lot located in the corner so that the area is quite quiet no one passed by.

Nathan began to feel confused about what to do, he also did not have the heart to leave the woman himself here, he said, but when Nathan was thinking about what to do, all of a sudden, Nathan's gaze was fixed on the keychain attached to the sling bag of women that he remembered very well the hanger was also there he saw in the bag keysa. Nathan realized that what this woman was wearing was exactly the same as what Keysa was wearing today.

Nathan quickly squatted down and raised his bowed face to make sure it was really Keysa.

“Ke-ysa? Why are you crying like this? What happened?” nathan panicked

But Keysa did not answer any of Nathan's questions, he just kept crying out all the disappointment and heartache he felt.

Nathan wiped the tears Keysa cheeked using his fingers and then immediately carried Keysa's body into his arms in hopes of making Keysa feel calmer. Nathan deliberately no longer asked what had happened to Keysa and only let Keysa wipe all the cries in his arms while occasionally wiping Keysa's hair and gently patting Keysa's back.

Nathan and Keysa's car is currently stopped in front of one of the minimarkets, after allowing Keysa to vent his cries for several hours in the hospital's parking area and already feeling calmer, they finally decided to leave. But until this moment Nathan also did not know what had happened because Keysa still chose to be silent and did not want to tell a story. Nathan, who understands this, decides not to ask Keysa any more questions and chooses to keep quiet while keeping Keysa company.

Keysa receives a bottle of mineral water that Nathan gives and drinks only a small amount. Now Keysa's face looks a little damp coupled with his eyes are swollen due to most crying.

Seeing Keysa who only drank a little mineral water, Nathan then reached into the plastic of his groceries from the minimarket and took out a chocolate bar and slowly began to open the packaging.

“You brown?” nathan asked softly.

“So I searched on google, he said chocolate can neutralize sadness” continued Nathan

But instead of being happy to accept Nathan's gift, Keysa even returned to tears because he recalled his memories when he was in school Axel often gave him chocolate when he was sad.

“Eh...eh why cry? You don't like chocolate, do you? Sorry..sorry I don't know”.

Nathan panicked a bit as he hurriedly put the chocolate back into his plastic shopping.

“Udah ya don't cry anymore, the chocolate was already singkirin”

The sun slowly began to set, the sky that was still visible was now turned dark. But Nathan and Keysa are still circling the highway without a purpose because Keysa has not been invited home.

Nathan appears to be putting a bluetooth headset into his ear while continuing to focus on the road driving a car.

“Hallo Ben, please prepare food in a moment I arrive at home”

“Good lord young”

Then the call connection was cut off.

After a few minutes driving on the road finally Nathan's car arrived in the yard of a two-story house, a house that looks minimalist but still elegant.

“Come down, we eat first right from the morning you have not eaten rice”

“Where is this?” asked Keysa who had just come to her senses from her daydream and saw a place she had never been before.

“We are in my house, I am sure you will not be invited to eat to a crowded place in a state of kayak gini face, I am sure you will not want to be invited to eat to a crowded place, that's why I brought you here” Nathan then got out of the car and ran around the car and opened the door for Keysa.

“Ga do not be afraid, I will not harm you. Besides I also do not live alone there is Ben my personal assistant and at this hour bi Irma household assistant I am also still here” Nathan said after opening the car door and seeing Keysa a little hesitant to go down.

“Ayoo...” gently invite Nathan with a smile and extend his hand towards Keysa.

Keysa receives Nathan's hand and gets out of the car with Nathan's hand.

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