The Pain Of Regret

Chapters 80. Forgive massalu

It has been almost the past week, the Mother of Gods is in Santara. He deliberately wanted to accompany his son who must come several days and go back and forth to the central detachment to take care of this-that.

On the last day of reporting the action, God looks ready if today he will be punished for doing the mission without collaborating with the central leader. God's determination is unanimous, he will not be obsessed anymore if this is the end of his career in the military.

But according to the decree of the defense minister, the God who was originally about to say goodbye and ready to quit his position was suddenly made to raise his face that was originally bowed.

" How could we not thank a brave hero like you God!" said the gallant man who has now replaced the general Gustav.

Yes, after the incident, all the ranks that were signaled to be Gustav's henchmen were immediately disrespectfully removed from office and they had to account for his actions legally.

"Print brave Captains like you in the body of the unit even more!" said the man again which confused the Gods.

Printing captain? Wasn't he a captain himself?

" I mean Father?"

The man returned to smile. "Wait for the inauguration ceremony. And one more thing, I'll also be waiting for your wedding hearing!"

The gods blushed in shame. Oh, my God, just getting married makes her cheeks hot. Fortunately, his three best friends were not there. Otherwise, he would definitely be in an all-out bully.

" New department, new status!" said his new leader while smiling full of curvature.

The god immediately smiled haru while respecting his new leader. " Thank you general!"

He immediately reported the exciting news to his parents as well Diandra. He even planned a quicker return because he wanted to go straight to Diandra's parents.

But when he just sent a message to the future wife if he and his family will come tomorrow, a less pleasant news even made him not calm.

"Joshua has a high fever, he's now hospitalized!"

Even the god who had just come from Santara with his parents, immediately shot towards the hospital where Joshua was cared for. He immediately hugged Diandra who was crying while waiting for her son to be handled.

" Where is Joshua now?" ask the Lord to worry.

" He still won't see me. My mom is inside!"

The god breathed. He gently rubbed Diandra's back giving calm as well as strength. Diandra, who remembers the incident this morning, immediately told God about Joshua who had met with Rando when they picked him up at the station.

" I must how God. I'm really confused?"

" Dear, calm down. Joshua was too small to be forced to understand. I'm sure the fever this time has something to do with Rando!"

" What do you mean?"

The god invited Diandra to sit down" Don't be angry. In such a situation, put aside the ego. Fever is not always associated with disease. There is one emotional condition that accumulates and makes the body's reaction become abnormal!" the Light of the Gods was full of patience. He knows, this is all hard like Joshua.

" You mean, Joshua got a fever for thinking too much about Rando?"

Gods nodded. " I'll accompany you. We can postpone our show. Most importantly, Joshua had to heal!"

And all the assumptions that God utters are very relevant to those uttered by the pediatrician who handles Joshua.

" If he has a wish, it's best while he can fulfill it. That will open up the mood of the nice kids and speed up the healing process!"

Diandra looked at the gloomy figure who was still reluctant to tear down the thick walls of resentment towards him. Mama Erika initially disagreed with that, but when God convinced her, she finally relented.

" You're the only one who's seen him, son. Aunt couldn't!" mama Erika said.

Gods nodded. After his father and mother came to accompany Diandra and Aunt Erika, the god intended to find the man. But apparently, God did predestine them to meet quickly.

As the God was waiting for the elevator to open, from the other direction it was like seeing a figure like Rando walking with a woman.

Made him run after. " What was that Rando. I hope I'm right!"

The god walked a little quickly to ascertain the figure that he suspected Rando. The man even ignored the feeling of stitches in the abdomen that still feels pain when in use running.

And sure enough, that guy was Rando. The god kept shouting as the man was about to press down on the elevator. Not losing track.

" Rando!" he called out to the man who was already standing at the elevator door.

The one called directly looked over with a shocked face. Making a grumbling-looking woman beside him instantly speechless.

" Joshua is looking for you!"

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Mama Erika who was sitting with the Mother God continued to throw her face when Rando came with the woman he had seen this morning, with the God of course. Vida even immediately felt awkward when she saw one by one a foreign figure staring at her full of intimidation.

Diandra who saw them came directly to the gods. Makes Rando's heart feel really sick. Vida who saw Rando burning with jealousy immediately began to analyze. As before, his guess did not miss. The beautiful woman who is now clutching the burly arms of a dashing man full of charisma must be Mother Joshua. He must be called Diandra.

" come inside. He wants to see you!" diandra said without looking at Rando's face for a moment.

And when he arrived inside, a little boy with pale lips greeted him with the most moving words.

" Dad!"

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Diandra who tailed behind Rando with God did not even believe what he heard. The god who knew the emotional condition of his future wife was unstable, immediately clasped his hand tightly.

" Everything's gonna be alright!" whispered God when he knew the surprise of his lover.

Diandra nodded. The warm gaze of the God really made him calm down.

But another look containing disappointment was precisely seen from the look of the firm eyes of a child who saw his mother's hand in the grip by another man.

" Jo!" said Rando who did not know how to divide now. He was too happy because Joshua seemed more willing to accept it. He feels very inappropriate at this time. If Joshua also hated him, perhaps his guilt would be less and less. But the boy with the bright eyes did the opposite. And this greatly tormented his mind.

Looking at Joshua's gaze that led to his hand grip, the God-savvy directly asked Diandra to come forward.

" But.." elak Diandra was reluctant to do the Lord's request.

" I'll wait here!"

Diandra advanced despite being annoyed. He finally stood on Joshua's right side, while Rando was on his left. Rando glanced at the semblance of a face that seemed indifferent to him.

Yeah, he deserved it.

" How are you doing Jo?" rando asked as he could not successfully greet Diandra even through a gaze.

" It's so good!" answer Joshua.

Rando looked desperately holding back his tears upon hearing that. If he had not darkened his eyes, if he had understood the meaning of consequences, perhaps all these painful things would never have happened. Perhaps he would be happy with Diandra and his genius son.

" Can I be like anyone else. Have you and Mom in one house?"

So the two people who became the reason for Joshua's existence were immediately shocked not playing.

God recorded Joshua's wishes well with undoubted patience. Although his heart ached a little when he saw the hand of Diandra and the hand of Rando united by Joshua, but he must understand Joshua's current point of view.

Diandra immediately pulled his hand slowly as soon as the man's hand touched his. Although gasped, but Rando immediately took part so that Joshua did not feel disappointed.

" Daughter, you already know what happened between your Mom and Dad. I am so happy and grateful that you still call me Dad. I'm happy about it all!" rando said with a trembling voice as it held back the crying.

Diandra who heard the most poignant voice immediately felt awkward. He turned his head towards the God but the man's gesture instead asked him to hang in there and wait for Rando to finish speaking.

" Dad deserves all this. I'm so sorry, but none of this can be changed. I was the one who had hurt your mother!"

Joshua immediately released the hand that was originally held by Rando. Was it even though he was sick that he could not bring his parents back together?

" I'll make amends as much as I can and as much as I can. We can still be a family even though your Mom and Dad can't be together!"

" Why?" asked Joshua with eyes that were about to slide a clear crystal. " Why can't. Even if I'm like this, you can't be together?"

" Joshua!" diandra said this time could not stand it.

Rando closed his eyes holding tightness in his chest. A moment later he gently rubbed the head of his son who was already crying. He felt like something big when he saw disappointment in his son's eyes.

" Because God's uncle is the one who can make your mother happy."

Joshua immediately looked towards the God who was still willing to patiently wait for the three people to straighten the tangled thread. The god smiled towards Joshua even though the look in his eyes was still filled with doubt.

" Daughter, after this you won't be sad anymore. You'll even have two fathers. We can go for a walk like your friends later, hm?" hibur Rando tried to accept the defeat he deserved.

Although not sure, but somehow Joshua even more captivated with the eyes full of softness from the man in blue shirt at the end there.

" Will you forgive me?"

Diandra gasped as Joshua called her Mother. I feel like this is hard to believe.

" Try saying it again, son?" he said with a trembling voice.

" Do you want to forgive me?"

Diandra couldn't answer. He turned his head to look at the God and the handsome man nodded convincingly. So the woman immediately hugged the body of her child whose temperature was still warm while crying sob.

At that point, it seems like Rando must begin to realize that he is very happy when he sees Diandra nod when hugging the child. He has been forgiven.

He then turned to the God whose eyes began to glaze over to see the situation.

" Thank you!"