The Pain Of Regret

Chapter 43. Hugged me for your weirdo

" It's okay sometimes, not to be okay. We are only human, natural if not perfect..."

~ Taken from the lyrics of the song Big Fiersa (Hug me to your weird)

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When they arrive at home. Diandra immediately brought a child under the guise of a sister into the house. His feelings are mixed. Angry, relieved, scared, upset. All tiled into one filled his hot brain.

" Sister has often said, do not easily trust people, do not want to be invited by people we do not know, do you not hear Jo, huh?" shouted Diandra who could not dampen worries. Make him lose control.

Joshua who was angry immediately shed tears. Really, he just wants to be understood. " I'm tired of waiting for my brother. Where are you guys going? Am I wrong if I come with people because I'm tired of waiting?"

" Jo...!"

" Autheno, that uncle wasn't a bad guy anyway. The picture is on the school wall. She was a family mother who helped me the other day. Why do I keep being blamed!" joshua protested with increasingly sagging cries. " I hate brother. I hate Mama!"

" Joshua!"

" Jo!"

BRACKET!

Diandra was even immediately blown away while the door of the boy's room was slammed hard. Joshua was really angry.

" It's On. Let Joshua!" mama said with a lethargic face. " Let him alone first!"

" But Ma!"

" It's all mama's fault!"

Diandra immediately choked. Wrong mama? What mean?

Inevitably, Erika's mother finally told her the reason why she had arrived late.

" Your father came here. That's what makes you late!" said Mama lowered her head. It's unbelievable. They even talked about this kind of private matter when there was a God in their midst.

" Thank you for helping us, son. Auntie go in first!" pamit Mama Erika entered because she was ashamed of God.

The god nodded in response to Mama Erika's words. Trying not to interfere even though the heart is actually very curious. And a moment later, he turned to look at Diandra who was sitting her body with a blank look. Seemed so devastated by what just happened.

" Are you OK, hm?" tanya Dewa gently rubbed Diandra's back. Look, even just by seeing Diandra cry, God felt his chest tight. What a great sister he thought. He knew Diandra's anger was due to excessive fear.

Diandra nodded even though her chest was actually too tight. Absolutely not suspect if the old problem is still not fully resolved.

" Sorry. Makes you have to know if this house is full of problems!" diandra said smiling bitterly. Not only embarrassed, Diandra even felt dwarfed in the presence of Gods.

The gods are getting more and more nervous. Looking at the increasingly sobbing Diandra, the man reflexively hugged the body that had trembled. A foreign swish that suddenly struck the mind, making itself dissolve.

Not expecting, behind such a strong figure, it turned out to deviate a lot of burden.

" Joshua is angry with you. Better talk later." said the Lord concerned.

Diandra nodded. He knew he was wrong to scold Joshua. He who received the sweet and gentle treatment of the Gods instantly fell to the very bottom. He needed a shoulder to lean on at this time. And being on the side of the Gods, really makes one feel a sense of tranquility.

Can not be desired, that there are so many thoughts that make his emotions explode. About his fears about Rando who might just know who Joshua is. About the great secret he hid from everyone including the Gods.

How's this? What's he supposed to do? He likes the gods. Can't be hidden anymore. But frankly, right now he is really afraid that God will stay away from him if the man knows the fact that he is no different from the former lover of God first. Disgraced and confused.

Mama Erika who saw her son being treated well by the Gods could only cry without a sound. Who is unhappy when his son is treated gently by a man as dashing and kind as a God?

But without even being told, he understood very well the concerns of the child. The worry is like a bomb that Diandra always carries everywhere. Moreover, her ex-husband had threatened to tell Rando about who Joshua was if some of the property that was originally given was not returned. Makes Mama Erika so depressed.

Meanwhile, Rando, upset after a fight, is seen entering the house with a rumbling chest. He immediately came to Viona with an angry and explosive voice.

" You, don't let you continue your relationship with that soldier!" rando yelled which shocked Viona.

" What does brother mean! What's this, come straight mad?" asked the confused Viona half-dead.

" Not much to ask. Follow it! If not, then never consider me your brother!"

So the whole family room immediately widened his eyes. What's the problem with Rando with the gods?