The Pain Of Regret

Chapter 48. Deep Regrets

Rando throws his suit into the back seat and rolls his white shirt around his elbow. He then drove his car in an uncertain direction at a very high speed. It looks so fucked up.

If asked if he regretted it? Of course the answer is 'yes'. The problem is, when exposed to the problem first, he is not sane enough and does not have the guts because of his age which is fairly young.

No need to be asked why, of course, because he was very afraid of his mother and made him have no other way but to ask Diandra to abort his pregnancy.

" You stupid Ran, stupid!" his screams hit the wheel. Curse yourself with a heightened sense of regret. His emotions really exploded. But he doesn't know who he's referring to. It's really fucked up.

Diandra hated him so much. Not expecting if the woman was willing to sacrifice for the child she never wanted. Time and time can change everything.

And eight years is not a short time for a Diandra to raise a child alone. Is there still an apology for him?

He who was still driving his car without knowing where the destination was, suddenly remembered with the plain face of Joshua when he was busy sucking a drink with him.

" I'm sorry son!" his screams from within were poignant.

Later that night, Rando appeared to come to a bar owned by acquaintances and ordered drinks with a lethargic face. He sat down with a troubled heart and his mind was still in a jubilee of regret.

" Good, Lord Rando? How are you?" greet someone who looks happy with the arrival of Rando.

But Rando who was not in the mood to make small talk looked annoyed. Making the fat man instantly gulp his saliva.

" Okay sir. Enjoy your time!" said the fat man was clumsy.

" sir, Bryan. Please serve him well!" connect the fat man to his employees when he realizes that the man in white shirt in front of him is not willing to be disturbed.

Bryan nodded. Looks more flexible serving than the fat guy earlier.

" Sir, we have VIP room service if you like! Let me take you!"

Although he had a chance to peck, but Rando was willing to follow the man with arms full of the tattoo. The room with dim lights typical of night entertainment that looks spacious and clean. Very relieving.

" Please wait a minute. I'll be right back!"

Rando did not answer and chose to throw his body on the sofa spring that felt comfortable.

Not long after, came a maid who carried a tray, an empty glass, and a fine wine. Initially, Rando slightly squinted his eyes because only this time he saw the female official. But a moment later, he put on the face as much as possible and chose to look back at the empty table and did not bother the real woman was surprised by his arrival.

" Please sir!"

Rando did not answer. The man immediately gulped down the densely colored wine fermented drink in one gulp. He put the empty glass back and asked the waiter to pour it back. He really can't think right now.

" Again!"

The woman nodded though with a fearful look inclined to worry. Rando drank the same way. He even drank a lot. As if he wanted to forget what he was going through.

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Diandra is desperate to drive himself to his house because tonight he did not get a public transportation ticket. Yes, after finishing his service, he darted towards his residence alone. He had to go to his parents immediately because the matter was so severe.

He departed when the sun was slightly sagging to the west side and arrived when it was dark. It is inconceivable how much speed the Diandra uses when driving.

The woman entered and immediately hugged her mother while crying bitterly. " Why is Dad doing this, Ma?" he said with a voice and a trembling body.

Mama Erika whose tears had dried, now wet again because she saw the child who looks destroyed. " Let's rest first! We'll talk about this later!" the door rubbed the child's back.

" No ma. We need to talk about this and find a way. Now they know. I don't want them to take Joshua!"

Sobs are no longer contained. Mama Erika knew that sooner or later this would happen. It's just that, of the many possibilities and opportunities this secret is leaked, why should the ex-husband himself do it?

Joshua who saw his mother and brother crying was instantly stunned. Why did Diandra come home? Why come and cry directly? Is there a problem?

" I'm afraid they'll tell Joshua about this Ma. I'm afraid Joshua will hate me even more if he finds out that I'm his mother!"

" What does brother mean?" joshua said that he had been sitting next to the road leading to the kitchen without anyone noticing.

So the two women immediately swerved with a body that was increasingly shaking.

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At midnight, the gods could not close their eyes for a moment. His body was very tired, but his mind was floating around somewhere. In fact, this truth he knew was very disturbing, disturbing, and kept him awake.

The man chose to go out and light a cigarette when he had not touched the item for a long time. But not yet spent half the stem, he even coughed because it was too pushy. As a result, the three other residents of the building also woke up.

" What exactly makes you this sad?" ask Yean who also could not sleep from earlier. Staring grimly at the flatest friend who can be sure is not okay.

The god breathed. Regretting the careless self that disturbs his friends who are resting.

" Dee, we're not two days a friend. We know you must have a problem!" reprimanding Zilloey who looks no less concerned.

A god who is like a dead end inevitably ends up telling the source of the problem that is in his head. Diandra is no different than Deby.

" It's hard to believe!" murmured Rayyan who did not suspect that the doctor Diandra apparently had once been that peaceful.

Zilloey looked stunned, while Yean was unable to comment. They were all in shock.

But when they were busy being stunned, the closet that was originally standing upright suddenly shook and the vibration was quite strong. Even so powerful, a globe that was on it fell. They all scatter out.

And when they arrived outside, they saw all the young officers who had married the residents of the official house, coming out with panicked faces.

The earthquake.

The big vibration just stopped a few minutes later. A moment later, there were many notifications from various social media portals stating that the epicenter was on the westernmost island of the country.

Not long after that, the battalion commander was seen contacting the pegasus team of the four best captains of his unit with a tense voice.

" Go ahead commander?" answer the God who was first in contact by the commander.

" A powerful earthquake occurred in Anka. Get the team ready, we're leaving right now!"