The Pain Of Regret

Chapter 51. The distance between us

The gods soon realized that Diandra had come to Anka. Although he still doubts why the name of the woman was not listed in the data he saw. Without waiting any longer, the God immediately left. Through it was just a figure who looked at him expectantly.

The diandra that the god holds can only be bowed. Not upset, let alone protest. He is fully aware. Although the silent figure had settled in his heart it now hated him, but at least he could still meet.

I don't know if he has a chance to explain. Given the God's completely cold attitude change. It makes everything foreign again.

Rayyan, Yean and Zilloey decide to shake hands with volunteer doctors including Diandra.

" Welcome to the doctor!" rayyan is friendly.

Diandra smiled. " Thank you captain!"

" Stay with another doctor before work. Come on, follow us!"

He immediately followed the three men while holding a bag with a gaze that could not be separated looking at the God who was busy coordinating with the rescue head. I don't know what the hell is talking about.

A few moments later, Diandra immediately jumped into the fight to treat the residents who were found one by one in a limp state because it had been three days trapped in ruins. He is tireless. And this alarming state, made him forget a little bit about the problem.

He continued to do his job well, although occasionally he had time to steal a glance at the God whose jaw was always hardened.

" Doctor, my leg!" complains of people who just arrived with Iwan and suffered serious injuries.

Diandra hurriedly shifted his gaze as the God who heard people shouting also turned his head towards him. He then handled the newly discovered victim with great care.

" Please get me a lactate ringer!" pinta Diandra to Iwan.

" Where's the doctor?" answer Iwan confused because it is less familiar with medical goods.

" In the white cardboard!"

They're fighting me with each other royong. Ignore the bigotry of limiting tupoksi. There is only cohesiveness, and the same mission. They all just rested when the night greeted.

Diandra is really tired today. But seeing the God sitting quietly on a pile of rubble walls, Diandra ventured closer.

" drink. You must be tired!" said Diandra thrust a bottle of water but God immediately darted away without saying anything.

Yean who saw that looked at Diandra's concerned. But the man did not dare to interfere. The next morning was the same. As they passed by, the Gods still looked indifferent like people who did not know each other.

It all feels dark. Dingy.

But at about two in the afternoon, Iwan is seen coming with Yean to the doctor's tent while forcing the wounded God to be treated. Although the man initially refused because of the potential to meet Diandra, but the threat of Yean made him lose.

" If you keep resisting, I can file a report!" said Yean who had to speak fiercely.

God grunts. And once inside, the God who saw if the doctor who was on duty there was Diandra immediately turned around. But Yean's heavy hand came first.

" Take care of your wounds!" the real Hardik Yean knew the reason the Gods turned around.

" I want to see another doctor!" the word God averted his eyes.

Diandra who heard that immediately gulped. While Iwan was confused. Were the two not on good terms all along? Looks like he has to go to Vienna to get to know the latest gossip.

" All the doctors are busy!" the Yean slack was losing patience.

" I'll wait for them!"

" Captain God!" jean shouted this time really angry.

Make the God harden his jaw and inevitably immediately open his uniform and throw it on the ground violently.

" Take him doctor. We're waiting outside!" yean said as she stared intently at the God who was constantly turning her face away.

After the death of Iwan and Yean, Diandra who sculpted until confused to say what because of the awkwardness created more than he expected.

" You hurt?" diandra asked trying to break the silence.

" Didn't you hear what they said?" replied the God in an ordinary voice but with a haughty look.

Diandra was bowed when an unfriendly sahutan came out from the mouth of the God. Diandra again gulped in shame when Dewa opened the typical green T-shirt apparatus, and looked at the chest of the field with a muscle print that made Diandra's face bristled.

Seeing the God throw away his face, Diandra chose undisturbed. The gods deserve to be angry. It is dirty. Unworthy.

And frankly, if you look at this angry God, he really does not have a gap to just explain. He did not even have the courage to discuss his problems on this disastrous field.

" Srrr, awwhh!" god Ringis was a little annoyed as she felt a sting as Diandra began to clean the wound on the chest of the God. It was the only sound that finally sounded a bit friendly.

" Sorry. Your wounds are deep enough. Looks like it's got to be stitched!" diandra said hesitantly while observing the stiff look in front of her.

But the gods did not. He still threw away his face with an unfriendly look. Not resisting, but also not agreeing. All of the ashes. Indistinct.

And when Diandra began injecting anesthesia and his face began to get serious, the God who reflexively turned his head instead accidentally saw Diandra's eyes were swollen.

 And as soon as the woman also turned her head, their gaze even accidentally met. Silent. Close-up. It emanated an aura that was difficult to explain.

For a moment, Diandra was finally able to look at the man who was now angry with her. While the God who was suddenly conscious, instantly threw back his gaze with a chest that seemed to explode. Confused by his mixed feelings.

Given that he had to control the patients, Diandra continued his treatment quickly. He painstakingly sewed a tear wound that somehow could hit the handsome man's chest.

" It's!" diandra.

As soon as Diandra finished the stitches. The god who was about to grab his shirt turned around a little. But Diandra's eyes first stared at the wound on the side abdomen that seemed to be a new wound.

" captain. This wound!" diandra said dumbfounded and reflexively touched the wound but the God hurriedly dodged.

Yean, who had gone in and seen everything, could hear Diandra's unresponsive shock. But instead of answering, the one who was worried even went straight away without even saying thank you.

Makes Yean even more annoyed. Such was the God, if it was already angry it actually instantly turned one hundred and eighty degrees.

" It was a new wound when we were on a mayor rescue mission the other day" said Yean, who was forced to tell this one secret because she could not bear it to Diandra, " Actually that day he came to check that wound on you, doctor. But, like..."

As Yean hung up her sentence, Diandra's tears suddenly trickled down. So that's why the gods left suddenly without news?

" Do you, are you okay?" said Yean who looked worried because Diandra suddenly cried.

"That day we met. But he suddenly left. Have you guys always been like this? Going for days without news because of a dangerous mission?" diandra said with a trembling voice.

Yean was confused to explain. But he has no regrets about telling Diandra. As long as possible, Yean wanted to help the relationship to be as it was. Even though he has not found a way.

" As a protector of the state. The wounds imprinted on our bodies are nothing. This is at our doctor's risk!"

Diandra felt more guilty. And saw Diandra crying. Yean who could not stand it finally chose to say goodbye. He does not want to add to the sadness of Doctor Diandra.

"Representing God, I would like to thank you very much for the help of the doctor. Happy duty!"

Diandra nodded. Staring at the figure who began to flick the tent towards the outside with a feeling of unworthiness. The god was injured and it should have been that day he could have treated his injuries.

Given that, Diandra even more sobbing. The wound along the back of the man is really a real proof that God is a very meritorious person for his country. He was very sorry for thinking badly of the God who disappeared without cause.