The Pain Of Regret

The Pain Of Regret
Chapter 79. The desire of a child



Vida clamped down without being able to speak anymore. Was the man in front of him being embarrassed, or was all that was revealed was earnestness?


He knew Joshua about ten months ago, exactly where he was desperately looking for a job. Every time he got tired of proposing, he always saw Joshua sitting there. In a long chair under a mini Flamboyant flower.


As each day met, Vida ended up questioning the gloomy-looking boy. Later he found out that the boy named Joshua was a lonely boy. Some sort of broken home product. So did Vida in my heart.


Long story short, they finally often met each Vida back to work from the bakery. They exchanged stories. Yes, although Vida must better understand from the point of view of children who often bring up a wishful thinking about the perfection of a family.


In fact, Vida often brought Joshua the bread that became the provision of both gossip and shy together, because they both do not have a full family.


He also knows a little if Joshua does not have a father. Same with himself. The difference is, he still has an adoptive mother, while Josthi has a Mama and an older sister.


But the confession of the man who kept his head sharpened immediately gave one clue.


Is the man who slept on his contract last night Mama Joshua's ex-husband? But Joshua never talked about it at all to him. Is that the guy who broke? But if it's true?


Huh! So, Joshua's a rich kid, dong?


" Jo, what..it's true?" vida asked for clarification directly.


Vida even looks forward to anxiety while waiting for Joshua's mouth to open. But the boy had not yet answered, a shout made the three men jerk.


" Joshua!" Mama Erika immediately shouted while gnawing on Joshua's arm, and immediately showed a cynical face when she found out who was there.


Yes, today actually Mama Erika and Joshua are picking up Diandra to the station. But when Erika's mom was still busy looking for the porter, the boy ran away and someone informed him that Joshua was running towards the city park. Makes the woman chase.


" Let go Ma!" whining Joshua who wanted to cry. " I want to see Dad!"


DEG!


Mama Erika suddenly rounded her eyes." Joshua, what are you saying?" he did not believe what he heard.


Rando's heart even felt like it was pierced by a thorn that hit his innermost mind. It is becoming fragile at this time. Was the child secretly eavesdropping on his conversation with Aunt Erika some time ago?


The child looked up with eyes flooded with clear liquid. Invite a taste of training ready to see it, including Vida.


" I want to see Dad. I want to have a father like friends, Ma!" the real whining Joshua was shocked when he saw Rando there.


" He's not your father!" sergeant Mama Erika with bulging eyes. Makes Joshua more and more hiccuping.


" Mama!"


" How many times did you say he wasn't your father. Let's go quickly!"


Joshua cried as a result of being dragged by Erika's mother who looked angry. Rando can only be bowed lethargic, while Vida is now starting to be able to unravel the tangled threads created.


But wait, is the woman who now pulls Joshua's hand not too old to be called an ex-wife? Because the age difference is so striking that Vida feels doubtful.


" Aunty, please don't be hard on Joshua!" said Rando grimly that would invite anger towards the middle-aged woman.


" You're quiet, how dare you teach me about taking care of Joshua. You know what you know about him, huh!"


Vida chose to remain silent even though she also got a fierce gaze from the woman called Mama by Joshua.


" Let's go!"


Joshua stared dejectedly at the two pairs of red netra holding back the turmoil. Rando can't fight because he's the cause of this complicated situation. At this point, he was really weak.


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A few moments later in the car.


" What did you say, so she's not your ex-wife?"


Vida is shocked not to play when Rando tells what lies behind the woman's anger. He also told Vida everything that Joshua created.


I don't know, he might only be a few hours with Vida, but she already knows and knows Joshua. Make him choose to open up. Because honestly, he needs a friend to just tell a story at this time. His brain is completely dead.


Rando even directly widened his nostrils when he heard the predictions of the slingshot. " What are you thinking?"


Vida was stunned to see Rando frowning. " Yes, because... Joshua once told me he was..."


" Don't have a father?"


Vida nodded at the man who was now letting out a bitter smile. " After all, you said that Joshua was your son, and not for long, that woman said she was his mother. Of course, my brain immediately reflexively analyzes!"


Rando sighed. " Why did you meet my son?"


Vida looks at Rando for a moment before telling Rando about the origin of her knowing Joshua. Vida himself was also surprised, why he could meet with Rando who incidentally is the father of Joshua. The world is so narrow.


Rando also felt that this was no ordinary coincidence. At one time, he was reunited with Vida who had been a friend of Joshua without anyone's knowledge.


" Why do you care so much about Joshua?"


Vida sighed while throwing a gaze outwards. Feeling that he does love the child, because he has the same fate ration as himself.


" I felt that he and I had the same fate" he said, smiling wryly. " It turns out, he instead has a fate more complicated than mine!"


Rando was silent for a moment dividing the focus between the chatter, also a car that was about to cross cut the road.


" You're right. I'm the one who made her life complicated!" rando said regretfully.


Vida didn't say. I don't know why he felt sorry for Rando at this time. And while they were still talking seriously, Vida only realized that the road they were on was not the way to the store.


" Where are you taking me? This is not the way to the store!" panic over.


" You've already entered and you know my problem. I'll call Drax to let you!"


" Huh, you-you know my boss?"tanyanya could not believe it.


" Even the president knows me!"


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Diandra who was told when Joshua just met Rando while in shock was not playing. Didn't think her son would be that close.


" This son of yours seems to have his own judgment Di. Look at him, the more we ban him, the more he rebels!" my mom said this time as if she wanted to give up.


Diandra sees the child's face through the reflection of the glass in front of him. Joshua sat in the back seat. Joshua's face was still grumbling and reluctant to turn his head. Even his mouth was not open at all.


In fact, Diandra wants to introduce the God to his son and intends to start everything from scratch again. But why do the conditions that exist even shrink the guts?


He even let himself go when he arrived at the house where the child immediately darted in without turning his head. And it managed to make Mama Erika hooked back her emotions.


" joshua! Do you know if your mother just experienced..."


" Ma!" Diandra held back the words of the mother who wanted to inform Joshua about the kidnapping case experienced by Diandra.


Diandra. " Let him first. I was wrong too. I shouldn't be hiding something this big. I deserve it!*


Mama Erika crying. He's totally deadlocked at the moment. " What else should Mama do? If only you could forgive that man. But every time I see it, my mom's day hurts. Mama always remembers what she used to be!"


Diandra is the same. He is neither a holy man nor a superhuman who forgives easily. There was still a pile of pain stored in the heart upon seeing Rando.


Do you really want a universe? Why would Joshua want to know this guy?


And in the evening, when Diandra was about to tell the Mama that tomorrow God and his family would come to the house, unpleasant news suddenly came from the mouth of the Mama.


" In, your child suddenly has a high fever. He's shivering now!" mama with a panic attack.


" What?" Diandra immediately ran to his son's room. The child's face was pale, and when touched it was really hot.


" Ma please prepare the car, Joshua should be infused to the hospital!"