The Pain Of Regret

The Pain Of Regret
Chapter 34. The mature personality



God was astonished as to why the doctor Diandra could exist in this place. Wasn't that woman an extension in Tidom? Jesus, because of his problems he forgot to ask this to his friends. His sudden return really made him forget everything.


The god rushed to see Diandra because he wanted to know how Tidom's last condition was after he left. But strangely, once he arrived at the room where the doctor Diandra had been sitting, he did not even have the guts to say hello.


He was confused by himself who suddenly left immediately after seeing the figure of the doctor Diandra was there. And now, he even wants to go back outside because he is suddenly afraid to think about what to answer if asked about his existence.


But it seemed, all his intentions had to be dashed that very second when a voice sounded so loud and drew every attention


" Ah that's my son, God!"


End him!


And when the loud voice of the mother managed to surprise him, at the same time he had caught a round eye flash when he saw her standing there.


At that moment, he had to smile full of clumsiness.


" Captain!"


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The god had to smile stiffly as long as introduced by the mother who seemed so proud of her. Diandra who was initially surprised not to play, can now control himself. About how the man could be here when obviously he should still be in Tidom.


" Oh, so he's your young officer's son Ka. Oh my God, he looks so much like his dad!" praise someone else.


" That's it. I've been taking him everywhere for nine months, and he doesn't even look like me at all!" the grumbled Mother God who made her friends instantly chuckled.


During the time the parents spoke to each other, the God had several times staring at Diandra who continued to look down and was embarrassed. It seems, the incident in Tidom some time ago is really difficult to neutralize just from the inside of his feelings.


" We haven't really seen each other in a long time. I didn't even know you were adopting a child?" said the Godmother touching Mama Erika's arm when she heard who Joshua was.


Diandra who heard that immediately rippled uncomfortably. He suddenly dissolved in a breeze the atmosphere spread out the noise that attacked the mind. Who Joshua really is.


" It's because you guys have been out of town for too long!" sahut mama Erika chimed in so casually. It was very different from Diandra whose hands had even felt cold.


" So your son's a doctor at Medica Care Hospital?" ask Erika's other mama's friend. Makes the Mother of God look amazed at the beautiful figure who had always smiled when asked.


Mama Erika nodded, "Not too long ago. I'm so proud of him!" he spoke with tears coming out. I don't know, every time I talk about Diandra, the woman's heart is straight. " His ideals since childhood finally materialized after a hard struggle!"


Mama Erika's friends were also moved. They did not not know if his partner's household had long run aground because of the third person. Raising a child alone is not easy. Perhaps that was what made the middle-aged woman adopt a child. The woman must be lonely at home, especially Mama Erika has no interest in remarrying. So it is better to find other activities by caring for children. So thought Mama Erika's friends.


Although there were many questions in mind, about why the Captain could be in this place, but Diandra chose to postpone it. Of course he has no guts. Moreover, every time he stared at those natural pink fresh lips, he became ashamed of himself. Remembering impulsivity that actually makes it fall into the abyss of shame.


Some time later, he was forced to leave when Joshua dragged his hand towards the Playground in the restaurant.


" Ma, I'll go there first!" pamit Diandra whose body has been leaned because it was pulled by Joshua. Feeling relieved because finally able to be free from sharp observation of a God.


" Be careful!" yell Mama Erika.


And somehow getting a boost from nowhere, upon seeing Diandra leave, the Gods were instead interested in following. " Mom, I'll pick up the phone for a second!" the God who lies again.


Mother God immediately nodded and immediately returned to the exciting speaker with her school friends first.


The god walked after Diandra towards the new Playground inhabited by three children.


"So that day the doctor decided to go home?" he suddenly made a sound just as Diandra helped the little boy remove the sandal hook. Diandra was shocked to death until Joshua almost fell.


" Be careful!" sahut Dewa who was also shocked because the little boy who was with Diandra almost hit the blocker.


The god helped hold both bodies. And the accidental touch that just happened, managed to drain the electric current that makes both misbehavior.


Diandra was a little groggy and did not expect if the gods followed him.


" come inside. I'll be waiting here!" diandra said after all the sandal hooks were removed.


Joshua nodded and immediately darted towards the area of the game which would definitely become a paradise for him.


" Sister?" asked the God while watching Diandra who put Joshua's sandals on a special shelf.


Diandra nodded then sat himself in the chair that had been prepared by the owner of the restaurant so that parents could still supervise.


" That was your mom?" chasing the gods this time looks more proactive than ever before.


Diandra nodded back. " I didn't think so. It turns out they were a school. Yes, although different forces!"


The god nodded despite not being looked at by Diandra.


Not knowing why, Diandra now does not even have the guts to just look into the eyes of God. He has now learned that doing things without calculation makes things messy.


" Your sister, that one?"


Diandra nodded back.


" The right one?"


"really so. Why, surprised because we're so far away?" sembur Diandra who finally provoked to turn his head. Yes, all the questions concerning Joshua were very sensitive to him.


" Not really!"


And because the Gods look ordinary without showing a queer attitude or discussing the events in Tidom, Diandra finally has an assessment if the Gods are truly adults. Evidently, he did not discuss events elsewhere when he was in a different place like today.


" Normally people who see it are immediately shocked!" diandra smiled bitterly but was not known by God.


" If my sister lives, she may be like your sister!" reply God suddenly remembered with something that hurt the inner.


And bitter seaut that suddenly appeared, making Diandra immediately notice. Something has happened to the gods.


" Sorry!" diandra looks sorry.


" Why apologize?"


" Make you think back to..."


" I'm not a sad person!" the error was quick when he saw the Diandra reaction.


Looky. He was really good at lying when it came to dealing with Diandra. Gosh darn.


" So, that day you came home?" ask God deliberately change the topic quickly.


Diandra again nodded for the umpteenth time. " Captain himself, why did he decide to go home? I think the Captain still has to standby there!"


" We are not in the work area. Stop calling me that!"


But what was asked to stop was chuckling. " What should I call you then?"


" Just name it. It's not good to hear anything else!"


But Diandra was smiling to herself. The God's negligence in discussing the events in Tidom became the bright spot of their relationship. At the very least, Diandra knew as mature as what God was thinking at the moment.


" Thank you, the captain helped me!"