The Pain Of Regret

Chapter 50. When I see you again

To be honest, Diandra is very heavy leaving Joshua and his unfinished problems. But watching the screams, cries and wails in Anka in one of the amateur videos, managed to shake the call of his soul.

" Go. Mama will persuade Joshua. We can't be rude to Joshua. Because the more violent we are, the more distant the child will be. I hope you're a little patient in this!" so said Mama the day after she decided to go home and skip work.

But his spirit suddenly broke while listening to the answer of the chief doctor who handles the field of vulnerability.

" No, you're in trouble. Your mental and physical condition are disturbed. You can't leave in that condition!" refuse the head doctor to Diandra who has returned the next day to Santara.

" I am a healthy and spiritual doctor. Look, that I've got the release. Please, Anka is a city with a very limited number of medical personnel!" diandra said expectantly. Indeed, he could not see the suffering of the people when he could and was able to help.

" no. I won't allow you!"

Diandra stared unsettledly at the senior doctor who was determined not to allow it. In fact, he had already left his problem in order to join.

"Actually, besides me there are many people who are not ready to be sent to the Anka region today. There's Vivian whose son is sick. There's a clock that his wife is pregnant old. There's Helena who's her own son. I'm not the only one with a dependant at home. Their mental state is much more disturbed! But now I know what kind of person you are Doc. You are a person close to the Ferdinand family right? Is that why you banned me?" diandra said in a voice full of disappointment, "If so. So what's for this suit because when I'm needed, I'm willing, I'm not allowed to leave!"

" And one more. Ask yourself, what use are we to be doctors if we're just spectators when thousands of humans scream to call our names!" diandra continued with a flash of anger in her eyes.

He then came out with a chest that was touched by disappointment. He is sure, Rando must have made his movement difficult as it is today.

Diandra walked out of the room and stared glumly at Vienna while shaking her head. It seems there is no hope.

" I'm sorry doctor. Yesterday I was asked about the problem of the doctor who suddenly came home. I can't cover it!" the word Vienna bowed grimly because it felt guilty to Diandra.

Diandra nodded with a faint smile. Vienna is not wrong, the girl is just doing her job. " Go. Do your job well!"

Viennese tears almost spilled when Diandra gently rubbed his arm. But when the beautiful doctor was about to leave. The chief doctor came out and called him.

" Wait!"

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The volunteers are taking a break this afternoon. On the third day there are still many people who are trapped in the ruins, most of the material is difficult to lift.

" Wow, I was very moved when I saw the man who was still alive under the rubble earlier" said Rayyan happily before sipping a bottle of mineral water.

Their uniforms look very dirty. With his fourth face. But the spirit in their chests was burning. Unyielding, for the sake of the beloved country.

" I'm sure under the factory building there are still many trapped. Dead or alive, we have to find him!" Zilloey.

They all agreed.

" But I heard, the medical personnel are insufficient. Even medical from the army, sea, and air that have been plunged have not been able to cover patients who are the majority of severe injuries" said Yean with an agitated look.

" Today there will be Hercules who brought medical from Santara!" sahut Rayyan super informative.

Yean hoped that God would turn his head when Rayyan informed him of the information. But the reaction seems to convince the three men if the heart of God seems to be closed to the talented doctor from Santara.

Until, during the welcoming procession of doctors and volunteer nurses who came, Dewa who stood at the front row scanned all the doctors present. But his heart was made to break because again it did not find Diandra among them.

" Why am I still thinking about that woman after what happened. I'd go crazy if I kept going like this!"

" Srrr, God!" whispered Rayyan while nudging the God who was even daydreaming," Forward. And give me a word. CK!"

Yean was certain that the mind of God was drifting somewhere. The man finally came forward and did his duty to welcome the arrival of the doctor at the ceremony this morning swiftly.

After that, the doctors and nurses and other medical personnel immediately spread to the point of treatment that has been recorded. But just as he was about to turn around, he was stunned to see the last person standing looking at him with a deep gaze.