
Today I spent our time having fun. Shopping at the mall even though I initially refused but Adit forced me to accept all the gifts. Trying various rides on the playground, hunting for food - good food and other things that are fun but it turns out there is a pair of eyes watching us from earlier.
that man was Adit's father's man
Today I really feel the happiness of a day with Adit.
until it was dark we decided to have dinner at one of the restaurants that sold my favorite grilled chicken. we sat down to enjoy the grilled chicken I ordered despite the sweat pouring on Adit's forehead because the sauce here is quite spicy but it tastes very delicious.
" Honestly, I never feel the food on the roadside rich gini Sa but the food is very good" said Adit while continuing to chew his roasted chicken.
" you like it?" ask me a lot about Adit
" likes Sa, when - when we're here again ya."
"yes I want to add more" bargained me because Adit has twice ordered his roasted chicken.
" that's enough, my stomach can explode if you add more, yes have finished your food this evening after this we go home, there's something I want to talk to you about".
" i'm full" I said.
We rushed home because it was dark enough, I was afraid my mother would worry about us coming home too late.
On the way Adit still clasped my hand it felt like he was afraid of losing me. I also saw his face like the face of a worried person.
" Sa, actually, I've been betrothed to my friend's son. All this for the sake of the cooperation of the company papa Sa. papa decided our hermitage in two weeks" Adit told me
My heart is really tight to hear Adit's words.How not the person I love is betrothed to someone else.
" Did that girl like you" the question came out of your mouth.
" It seems like he likes me but I don't want to hurt him one day for marrying without love.
I will try to convince you to bless our relationship so please be patient Sa, wait for me to come and pick you up. Tomorrow I leave for country x to continue my education."
I felt no tears in my eyes even though I was trying to hold it. I knew Adit was hurt more than I was between his love for me and his parents. I also don't want to be the cause that made Adit hurt his parents. O Allah give us the best path of my do'a to the destiny-bearer.
" I will wait for you, we are equally trying if we are God's match will unite us" my hope.
I saw Adit's tears also falling from his cheek even though he was trying to smile.if I could choose I wanted Adit to be born from an ordinary family so there were no rules blocking our relationship. But I know our destiny has been decided.
" Can I hug you"
I just nodded, my mouth locked, unable to say anything more. It was hard just to breathe
Adit hugged me in his sobs against my cries. After a long time we hugged Adit kissed me on my forehead, a sad kiss our farewell sign either time we could just meet.