The Owner of My Heart

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I've been in this place for a week. I'm starting to live here, chatting with people here. I haven't thought about what kind of effort I'm going to make to continue my life here.

I was watching TV in the living room. This house is quite simple, there is only one bedroom, one bathroom, kitchen is not spacious and TV room that doubles up to be a living room. But for me, it is very comfortable.

I pressed the remote looking for an interesting canel for me to watch and suddenly I stopped at a drama show starring Raka. I thought back to him, somehow this heart became congested just by looking at Raka on TV. I miss her so much that I want to see her and hug her but I don't want to selfishly hurt the woman Raka loves. Let what happened between me and Raka be our secret.

Without being able to hold back my tears flowed profusely hinting at how sad my heart was. I cried as I let go of all the sorrow in my heart, hopefully this pain can be less swept away with my tears that spilled.

"I won't be able to forget you Ka, but I can't have you either. I have to be like Ka. hik.hik. Had we never met, my heart would not have been this sick Ka. hik..hik..hik...hik". my crying voice broke the silence of this house.

I don't know how long I've been crying my head was heavy, I fell asleep accompanied by the sound of the TV forgetting to turn it off.

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After waking up I chose to busy myself cooking my own food to reduce my boredom. I chose fried chicken with spicy sambal accompanied by kale stir-fry as a menu tonight.

 

I enjoy the food that I cook with the blessings that God has given me. I'm still given Rizki, while there are still many people out there who even eat it is very difficult.

Ah it feels really\-boring alone here, usually when I get bored I go to the Jackop club to tell a long story to make my spirit back again.

"Well, any of them miss me. What about Mama and Adit's sister, they must be worried about me." My inner.

Among the boredom that struck, I chose to play a smartphone look\-see things that could be a little entertaining, I've replaced all the things that could connect me with my old world.

again in the sosmed a lot of news about Raka, making me a little frustrated. I saved the smartphone then switched to taking the wallet rushing away around who knew anything was interesting.

I walked towards the shop, then sat in one of the seats for the customers. A waiter came up to me with a menu book.

" Please" the waiter put the menu book on my desk.

I flipped through the menu book. In the menu book there are many types of meatballs provided but all spicy levels may even be super spicy seen from the images in the menu book.

Baby Meatball..

Lava meatballs

Mini meatballs

Meatball bla.bla.bla..

In this stall can also be adjusted the level of spiciness from the start

level 10 cayenne pepper to level 100 cayenne pepper.

" order a level 20 Lava Meatball a serving, the same lemon teanya one and fried mini meatballs the same spinach chips one serving" a message that is enough to spoil my stomach.

The waiter repeated my order and asked me to wait for them to prepare the order.