The Owner of My Heart

04

We are already in one of the luxury restaurants in the city of j. This restaurant provides food for the elite at exorbitant prices even though for raysa this food does not fill his stomach. Ah why do I think of Raysa, how is my sweet boyfriend who is chatty more than his mother - the mother who lacks the money to buy from her husband. The sweet girl I always say is ugly but always warms my heart when my heart aches to see my mother grieving.

" o Adit my name is angnes" said one man managed to break my imagination. I saw a beautiful girl dressed in fashionable clothes extend her hand to me whether when the guest we were waiting for was in front of us. I shook his hand and returned his greeting "him too". The girl smiled at me my guess she danced at me.

I just quietly watched papa and om darsa talk about their business while mama and Aunt Ketie occasionally chimed in on her husband's words really boring my thought.

Agnes kept watching me sometimes - sometimes she smiled very sweetly to make me interested I was a little uncomfortable with this situation.

I prefer to focus on the food we have ordered until I am finally surprised by papa's question.

" Adit you agreed your engagement was done in two weeks"

Hearing papa's question it felt like my neck was suffocating, I took water and drank it to help me make it easier to swallow the food I ate earlier. oh god what I have to answer, God, how about raysa thought me but I know papa's decision can not be challenged.

" whatever you want" I replied in my lowest voice.I don't know why this heart really hurts.

"means it's been decided for two weeks" said the father, hugging Agnes' father.they all look happy only I feel sad.

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I was in the corner of my room sitting on the floor, my tears could not be weathered describing how hurt this heart was. I could not let go of raysa, he was my life, my happiness, my happiness, the second woman I love after my mom.

what I have to do is tell raysa my pertunagan, I don't want raysa to get hurt.

oh god, there is not a little happiness for me, I am really desperate with all this. I am not a weak man, I am not, I never even cried as much as the reality of my life, but this time I really could not hold back my tears.

I heard someone open my door, I saw my mom staring at her son crying in the corner.

mama was surprised by my situation, she approached me and hugged me

I cried more and more to spill all my pain in my mother's arms.

"what's dear, tell my mom if you're not happy with agnes, I saw you were really unhappy" my mom asked me.

" Ma Adit loves raysa ma, Adit can't be away from raysa she's alive Adit ma" I replied with a trembling voice holding tightness in my chest.

my mother was surprised by my statement that she did not know my relationship with Raysa.

" o God how this mama do not know son, forgive mama son mama can not fight for your happiness mama's children" mama joined in crying to feel pain when her son in this state.

I could only hug my mother to share my sadness with my mother, whether it had been how many hours we hugged each other and the same - the same crying, the same crying, I cried because my love had to run aground while my mom cried to see her son really slumped.

" don't give up our son can be the same - just fight for your happiness and keep praying that God will give way to your love story son" said the mother strengthened me.