The Owner of My Heart
11
I opened my eyes, I looked at every corner where I was lying at the moment, in my hand was also dabbed with a needle. Next to me Raka fell asleep in the waiting chair holding my hand. Right now I'm hospitalized I don't remember what happened after I heard my mother's departure for good. Mom what about mom, I tried to get up to see mom but my body was so hard I felt so weak. Raka woke up from feeling my hand move. He rubbed his eyes to collect his life then Raka smiled at me.
" sister is awake, Kaka has fainted for three days. For a moment, brother Raka call me father first" said Raka and rushed to call om Bram leaving me alone in this room. from Raka's story I've fainted for three days and how about mother whether mother has been buried.
Raka and om Bram came and then om Bram checked my situation.
" Thank God all is well, you have fainted for three days. Fatimah's mother's body was buried with the girl who hit your mother aided by her parents.
the girl's parents also apologized to you because their son had already run over your mother until she had to lose her life. You have to be sincere yes, you want to calm down there is still the same om Raka beside you. Raka also has three days to keep you here waiting for you to wake up". said om Bram estimated everything to me while I can only listen to om Bram, but, it felt like my mouth was reluctant to let out its voice just tears that described my current feelings.
" if you've recovered we're heading to your mother's grave, but now you have to eat and take medicine so that your body is strong".
Raka tried to feed me but I was reluctant to eat it, right now I just want to catch up with my father and mother. I can't imagine life without them.
" eat yes brother, just a little bit" said Raka
" i'm not hungry" I replied
" just a little brother let brother recover, it's been three days Kaka has not eaten".
" sister says sister isn't hungry ka" slightly snapped at Raka
Why am I yelling at Raka when Raka has been good to take care of me without thinking about my inner health but my heart is really sad right now. My tears flowed I couldn't bear to remember my terrible fate. Trouble comes to me - test my patience.
When I realized I also saw news on TV hanging on the wall of my hospital room.
This news added to the thorns that pierced my heart adding to the pain in my life. I really can't bear all this.
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I've been treated for a few days, I'm lazy to eat and even talk. The days I spent crying brought out all my sadness with tears. Raka also does not want to do the treatment he continues to accompany me to give encouragement to me. Om Bram also can not persuade him to maintain his health to not be too tired because usually the health of Raka drop if he is too exhausted.
Today, Bram came to me talking to me in the hospital garden.
" Sa om wants to ask you for something, please follow om and Raka to country A. Persuade Raka so that Raka will perform heart transplant surgery.
om has found his donor but Raka does not want to leave you in this state, he is worried about your situation sa". said om bram to me begging me to accompany Raka.
Hearing Raka's words I felt myself very selfish just thinking about my sadness. Raka ignored her health just for my sake. I can't go on - I just keep getting worse with my situation. I must rise up and fulfill all my destiny. I have no right to be angry with the creator - it is not God who created God who took everything from us.
God takes people I love but replaces another love for me through Raka and Bram. Today I decided to come with Bram and Raka put together a new story in my life.
