The Owner of My Heart

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Why is my life not entitled to love, Papa who has never given her love since I was born, My real mother who was able to use me to threaten Papa and exchange me for money and now Raka can't love me either. Is this the destiny of a child born without being wanted by his parents.

This room bears witness to how I went through my miserable days. But before when I was sad I shared my sadness by talking to the Poto Raka photos that I displayed on the wall of the room even though the potanya did not talk but could slightly reduce my sadness.

But now it is different, Raka herself who became the source of the sadness.

"I continue to work like this, no matter how I have to have Raka. I can't bear it if Raka has to be with another woman" My inner self is very selfish but this is my way.

I picked up the smartphone and sent a message to Raka. After that, I cleaned myself up as beautiful as possible and only wore a white shirt that only covered half my thighs so that the white skin of my legs could be exposed. Not until there my king size bed sprinkle rose petals and I spray perfume make anyone must be tempted.

I waited for Raka to come and execute my devious plan, even though I was actually worried that she would hate me and consider me a cheap woman but this is the way to have it.

Raka also did not seem to refuse him to join the lure with R*ns*Ng*n that I gave until somehow his hands have unbuttoned my shirt, I have, his hand was looking for the most beautiful thing God had created in a woman. I stopped what Raka's hand was doing then removed our b*b*r link.

" I'm sorry Tiara, I missed it but you drove me crazy" Adit said regretting his actions.

I just smiled at Raka's words because I was actually the one who teased her. I pulled her into a room I had decorated with a romantic impression. Arriving in the room I put my hand back around her neck and then again kissed her B*b*r. Raka did not let go of me this time, she pushed me slowly into bed then she overstressed me, opening up the remaining interior in my body. enjoying every inch of my body starting from the neck down to the twin mountains, he played there enjoying it. I also enjoyed the Raka game which gave me a great sensation that I felt for the first time and our game continued until finally tonight my honor was lost with Raka. After the first******Raka, I didn't let her let me go. I kept teasing him, until we did it somehow.

Finally we were exhausted too Raka had fallen asleep beside me after she said an apology to me for taking away my honor. My tears just flowed not because I was sad to have lost my virginity but I regretted having pulled Raka into something we shouldn't have done.

I was too late in this feeling of love that I selfishly wanted to hurt more than one person. I decided to let go of Raka letting her be happy with her loved onesj "forgive me Raka, I'll get away from your life and I hope you're happy" my inner self.