The Owner of My Heart

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Me and Tiara are on their way back to the Graha residence. All the families have been notified of our return and they are all waiting for us there. Before returning home I took Tiara somewhere she did not know.

We were both in the car. Me and Tiara just kept quiet no one started the conversation, Tiara just looked at me driving a car that was not moving too fast.

" Why look at me like that" I startled Tiara making her face red withholding embarrassment and averted her eyes.

" No. anu .. emm.

I just smiled cutely at Tiara's nervous behavior but added to the anxiety on her face." I'd like to introduce you to someone"

" who"

" you know later" Tiara did not answer, she looked straight ahead at the road we were going through but her expression showed she was guessing who I would introduce her to.

We were already at one of the TPUs where my mother was buried. Tiara seemed to wonder why I brought her here but she did not ask just to follow me from behind.

" Sorry mother Raka can only visit mother, Raka with the prospective Wife of Raka. Introduce her name Tiara".I spoke to the tomb as if the mother buried there could hear me.

" Assalamualaikum mother introduce me Tiara" said Tiara following me speaking to a tomb.

" You know I've never felt the affection of my mother, I've also had heart problems since I was born so I almost gave up because I was too tired to undergo various treatments. Until finally sister Raysa came to give color in my life. I began to love him even that feeling grew into love, but I knew Raysa's love was only for Adit. "I paused my sentence and breathed my coarse breath.

" I've wanted to avoid you because I don't want to give you false hope but you're still around me and I like it but I don't know what that feeling means. I'm just afraid I can't love you and it makes you hurt. That's why I rejected you but when you're not beside me this heart misses you, misses your ignorance, misses your attention as well as your childish nature. I realized I was starting to love you" I stopped my words and turned to Tiara. I looked at him, reading his face at this moment. Tiara just quietly listened to my every utterance." From now on don't leave me again, I beg you".

Tiara clasped my hand resting her head on my shoulder, enjoying the scent of my body seeking her calmness there.His eyes stared at the mother's vortex.

" Mother, I promise to love Raka for the rest of my life, giving her affection that she has never felt and also carving rainbow colors in her next life because she is my life, my world and my purpose, she said, I beg our mother's blessing" I was moved to hear Tiara's words.

I hugged Tiara's waist that was leaning on my shoulder. Feeling this happiness together hopefully after this there will only be happiness in our lives and from now on the test of life we will face together. " Thank you, Creator, you have sent two great women in my life, Sis Raysa and Tiara. I will keep trying to make them happy" my inner self.