The Owner of My Heart

The Owner of My Heart
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Raka Pov's


The sound of an alarm woke me up. I got up and rubbed my eyes around, I don't think I slept in my own room and what is this, I slept Tampa in clothes.


I remember what happened, after all my consciousness was gathered I remembered everything that happened today. "Oh my god, I destroyed Tiara's body" I thought. I've always hated women who didn't keep their pride but now I'm the one who has demeaned one of those women.


Back flash.


After I heard Tiara's confession of love my heart felt bad. I don't want this to make my relationship and Tiara's strained, because to me Tiara is a good friend. Tiara is an attractive woman, she is able to express herself according to her identity, but this heart still loves Sister Raysa. I refused because I didn't want to hurt her.


I decided to go to a club owned by Jackop, share a story with him. Although Jay looks bad boy, he is the wisest friend to give advice when I have a problem. I messed up my cell phone Atik looking for Jay's name and then I called him.


Tut ..Tut's...Tut's..


" hello" Jay's voice picked up my phone.


" Where are you?"


" i'm at the same Club lucky"


" i was there" before he answered, I turned off the call and put my smartphone in my pants pocket.


I rushed off to Jay's club, for some reason after I rejected Tiara's declaration of love it felt like my heart felt guilty for Tiara.


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I've been sitting on one of the soft couches at Club Jay accompanied by Jay and Lucky. The atmosphere was still silent no one spoke only the sound of loud music and the voice of visitors who accompanied our silence. Jay and Lucky are waiting for me to tell you a story but I've been here a few minutes, I haven't made a sound out of my mouth.


" Lo don't make us rich chicken conge waiting for Lo story" said Jay annoyed to see me silent, lucky was silent because he was my quietest friend but the cruelest person when he was angry.


" Tiara feels the same way about me"


" good dong, where's the problem?" said Jay


" don't you cut it off I haven't finished b*g*.


" Lo crazy Ka. What the hell Lo hopein of love Lo made Raysa's sister, you know Raysa's sister was married. You know the pain when Lo's love claps one hand but Lo instead makes people also feel sick like Lo"


" But the reason I don't want to hurt Tiara is because this heart can't love her"


" Lo think right now he's not sick, I know what it's like when we love someone one-sidedly"


" wait, wait don't tell me you like Tiara"


" I ngaku, she's an attractive girl, both beautiful but the cave chose to keep this feeling because I know she likes Lo ".


" why are we stuck in this situation anyway, I don't want to hurt anyone"


" We can't choose those who love us, at least loved is better than loving but those we love don't love us. love is close to the wound so it must be ready to hurt if we fall in love"


" True Ka, try to open your heart to the girl, who knows if she is the best for you" Lucky added to the confidence of my heart.


" don't know...


trut.trut..


the sound vibrated on my phone, there was a message coming in from Tiara.


" You can ask me to come to my apartment for help, I feel like my head hurts"


I answered Tiara's message


" i'll be there soon"


I'm rushing out of Club Jay. Jay and Lucky only saw me astonished to leave after receiving the message, yet they had time to ask, I had already walked away from before them.


It wasn't long before I reached Tiara's apartment, bringing food and medicine for her. I pressed the bell of his house, not how long Tiara opened the door. I was surprised by her extremely sexy appearance and was strong enough for the size of a sick person. I haven't been able to ask if he kissed my lips. As a normal man, I kissed back when all this time I could resist my desire when teased by women out there but why the moment that did it was Tiara, my body was asking for more than just a kiss and something was not supposed to happen.


" the flash back off