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"Why should you care about me? you should have turned your face so firmly that I didn't expect any more of you Mia." Owen's voice trembled.
His face was still hidden between his clenched hands. At least this way, he could hide the pain that kept piercing inside his chest. "You know how much I love you, don't you? I really love you." Owen said again.
"But look, it seems like I've lost all my chances." That bland laughter sounded faint.
"Are you really happy with her? You love her, Mia?" tanya Owen still did not want to look at Mia.
As a man who had always loved this woman, at least Owen just wanted to make sure of that. If Mia was truly happy, it was possible that she could let it go.
But for all that, of course, it takes time. He will not be able to forget all his feelings. After all, all this time her love was really only on Mia alone.
"Can you be happy if I'm happy?" mia said the same way. Mia is sitting at the end of the same stairs as Owen.
I don't know what they're doing. Even though they weren't kids yesterday afternoon, but it felt this way was much truer. They should sit together and speak truthfully from heart to heart..
That way, there might be other results they can get, rather than having to hurt each other like before.
"I just need to try to be happy, right? maybe, yes." replied Owen trying to smile. But that smile was painful for Mia.
And the answer that was like forced it made Mia's breath turn tight.
His eyes were hot, and his blood rippled rapidly. "Hem." he said. Although it sounds painful, Mia does not want to hurt anyone anymore. Hopefully after this, they can let each other go.
Therefore, the decision must be made correctly..
"I love Elston. And I think I'll be happy with her, Owen." Mia's tears started to drip. Mia hurriedly rubbed it, and with all her might she tried to hold back her feelings.
"This might sound funny to you." Owen listen. At this moment his face began to be turned to Mia.
''I used to love you so much. And I'm also very hurt because of you." said Mia again. Owen knew that well.
"And at the worst moment of my life, that's where Elston was for me. I thought I wouldn't have that feeling again, the feeling I once had for you." Mia smiling.
"But strangely, the longer I've been with Elston, the more I start to change. I started thinking about my happiness. I began to think about what the future would hold, and for the first time I felt that I had found the right home for me to live in."
"Warm and comfortable place. A place that always accepts my existence whatever it is, and being with it makes me always feel full. That's why I'm happy. I'm really happy Owen" said Mia.
This time the smile on the face was really sparkling. The smile Owen always saw. The smile that was also once his.
The girl he loved was really happy..
But that doesn't mean, he doesn't know what it means. He knows clearly. It's just, the person who won't know what he's feeling.
Although Owen had lost his love for both, but he still had that heartbeat, and the beat was still the same. It would never be erased even if the girl was not his anymore.
Ahh.. like her this debaran will continue to last for a time that somehow when...
...Now, is it time to let Mia go?...
Letting go of someone you love to be happy is hard. But he'll do all that. Owen will do it for Mia's happiness.
No one could understand how he felt at this moment. A sense of fullness and crampedness but should be thrown away just for the sake of a happier future.
"Now, can you really let go of me, Hem?" the eyes that always shine every time they meet are now demanding certainty in him. Those eyes were now staring at him with all the feelings that began to erratic.
Eyes that always make his heart race faster, eyes that make him fall in love, and also hurt at the same time.
"Hem. I'll let you go right now." said Owen with eyes that began to turn red. "I will always pray for your happiness Mia, wherever you are, you will always be loved. Although it's really hard for me, but I'll try."
For the last time, Owen wanted to release Mia with a smile. But as it turns out, this is really hard to do.
"Me,-" Owen let out a heavy sigh.
"I will always love you like this. And will also be happy for you, Mia. I will really try to be happy for you." added Owen. Very difficult words for him to say.
"Hem. I'll wait for that Owen. You should be happy." Mia smiled, with tears constantly flowing down her cheeks. "Thank you for loving me. Thanks for everything." Mia hugged Owen. This time really for the last time.
Mia would never regret everything that had happened between them. All the feelings he felt really meant a lot.
The first love of his life. The first happiness, and also the hurt feelings he first felt, were all very precious.
The feeling that came and filled his heart, slowly continued to grow and develop, until finally the feeling also died, and changed with a new one. All of that he will always remember until anytime.
Although he could not continue to have it, at least all the flavors would remain preserved and he would keep it tight in there.
One of the special places that has been created in him for a long time.
"Until any time, I will always remember how this heart once beat for you, Mia. I will never forget you. Never will."
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