THE OWEN HEART BEAT

OWEN-55

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Owen knew it would be difficult for him. From the attitude Mia showed, the girl would definitely hate her.

How stupid is it. He should have said everything sooner. He thought by delaying for a while would not make the problem more runyam. But it turns out he was wrong.

What Vivian did to her caused new problems. Not only for social views on themselves and their companies. But also on the relationship he is currently living with Mia.

This was a late mistake for Owen to prevent. He thinks he can fix everything. But not so with his current relationship.

Mia stayed away from her. Even her lover did not want to look her in the eyes. Owen didn't know if things were going to be like this. If only he could think faster. Mia will definitely forgive herself. It's probable.

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The next morning, Owen was waiting in front of Mia's apartment. He knew he shouldn't ruin a beautiful morning for his girlfriend. But he couldn't calm down as long as they still hadn't spoken.

Whether it was instinct, or Mia did know that Owen was standing there. The door in front of Owen opened just like that. Mia stood up for a moment before turning back around.

The girl was as beautiful and fresh as ever. But behind that Owen could see the expressionless face Mia was showing.

"Come in. The air outside is cold." Mia was acting as usual. But the girl still continued to avoid Owen's gaze.

"Sugar palm, -

"Sit Owen. Don't you want us to talk? I'm ready." She sat on the sofa quietly. While Owen hesitated for a moment. But in the end he sat there.

It is time to admit to all the mistakes Owen has made.

"I'm sorry Mia. I know very well that I've made a mistake that you probably can't forgive" Owen said solemnly.

"I lied to you too." Mia was silent. "I want to tell you who I really am, really. It's just my stupidity is delaying doing all that."

"And about Vivian." Owen was silent for a moment to see Mia's reaction. But the girl was still so calm. Even his facial expression did not change in the slightest. Like he knew it all first. Even without ridiculous confessions that are clearly proven. This further caused owen frustration.

"I'm really sorry. It just happened." Owen approached Mia and grabbed her hand. Hands that are currently cold. Hopefully just hands. It was not her lover's heart that turned cold.

"You know that I don't have any feelings for that woman. Vivian's just my dear ex-fiance."

...Ex-fiance, but you guys spent a hot night together? that so?...

Mia still did not answer or comment. He didn't know what to say to Owen. He was angry and felt hurt. But more than that, Mia just lamented why she was so easily dissolved in feelings she wasn't ready for them to begin with.

The sincerity and loyalty that Mia has still can not make her heart can take for granted the fact that spending a hot night with a former fiance is something that does not need to be taken seriously. Mia could not accept such a thing. Her boyfriend cheated on her with another woman.

Maybe cheating is not the right word, but still, spending the night together is evidence that Mia can not deny has destroyed her heart.

Seeing Mia who did not respond to anything about the confession she just said, made Owen move his lips in frustration.

"Just be angry with me Mia. Please just be angry. Saying something. At least you can curse or say all the bad things to me. Because I deserve it." Mia's gaze changed. Those eyes now showed disapproval as well as anger.

"But don't leave me like this. I feel like you don't care about me anymore. I'm sorry." Owen kissed Mia's hand. He sincerely apologized when he confessed all his actions. He's mistaken. And he had broken the girl's trust.

"I beg Mia."

...A few moments after a rather excruciating silence......

"Owen." Mia held her lover's hand back. Owen. Her silent gaze was met with a foreign look from Mia's eyes. "Let's change everything. I know everything's happened. And that was just a mistake."

Owen's eyes looked troubled. But the man did not interrupt. "We shouldn't fall in love with each other." Deg. Mia saw Owen's forehead wrinkled. "Because we don't know each other better."

"Mia I'm really sorry. I promise I won't,-

"And I hope we don't make any promises. Because we don't know what's going to happen tomorrow either." This time Mia has to make the right decision for their relationship. Mia will put everything back in its place. Including heart.

"You should know Owen. I mean it when I say I like you."

"I'm Mia too. I mean it too." Owen hugged Mia tightly. He seemed to know what the girl wanted to say. But Owen swore if he didn't want to hear everything this time.

"I think I love you too, Owen." I love you too Mia. "I'm the same." Owen hugged Mia tighter and tighter. "Let's just end this relationship."

Owen's body froze. Not just his body. But also his heart. It seemed that everything he saw was not where it should be. All the hopes that had been with him seemed to go away at that moment. "Mia, you.."

"Owen. We're not ready for this relationship." Mia clasped Owen's hand tightly. "I know I'm very childish. But really, I don't trust myself to be your lover. So please. Let me stay in my world."

"Can't you give me a chance, Mia..?" owen's sad eyes pierced Mia's heart. He knew that all this would happen. But this time alone, Mia really wanted to take care of her heart.

"Love is just Owen's illusion. And I don't want to get lulled in it."

Mia let go of Owen's hand, and looked at that face one last time. "I have to go now. It's time for me to work." Mia hopes Owen isn't too hurt by her words. Like his heart that was currently in pain. Mia hoped that the man would be happy later.

"You don't love me Mia? you're not gonna miss me? aren't you gonna feel lost when we're not together anymore? because if it doesn't. Then I'm the only one who'll feel all that."

Owen's hand was getting stronger. Mia knows what that means. He also felt hard to do this. But he did not want to once again be on top of the pile of sharp crystals that would make himself even more hurt.

Mia let go of Owen's hand and lowered her head so that she could see Owen's eyes clearly. "I'm really lucky to have fallen in love with you, Owen. You are my first love. But you know, people always say, if first love always has its own curse."

Owen held Mia's hand on his face. His heart feels so painful. He does not want to lose his girlfriend again. "Mia me,-

"We'll be fine Owen. As time goes on, we will forget each other. And all this will just be a memory." Mia kissed softly Owen's forehead. And her tears just flow. Because he was sincere about what he felt for the man.

It was just that the world they had was a very different world. And Mia knew that being with Owen was something she would never be able to accomplish.

"Mia, promise me." Mia heard with her hands still clutched in Owen's grasp. "If we meet again later, and you still have the same feelings, promise to confess your feelings. Because I'm gonna do that Mia."

For the last time, just this time. Owen would hold Mia and hug her tightly. Because he knew that he would miss that girl very much. Heart lover.

..."I really love you."...

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