THE OWEN HEART BEAT

OWEN-82

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At exactly three in the morning, Mia began to wake up from her sleep. His head felt a little dizzy, but he still forced himself to get up.

Mia circulated her gaze around, and she knew that the place was not her apartment, but Elston's room. Maybe it was because he had fallen asleep before, so Elston was reluctant to drive him home.

When Mia turned around, she found Elston who was also asleep right on the other side of the bed. The man fell asleep while tightly grasping his hand.

Elston looked at him long enough. But for some reason, his heart felt empty. His mind even felt empty. He felt alone, and lonely. Mia could not think of anything. All he knew, he just wanted to leave right then and there.

Looks like he just got hit by a strong wind storm. That's why his chest feels tight, and he needs new air to calm his feelings.

Mia seemed to have just lost something, to make herself growl frustrated. How should he explain all these feelings? like losing something important to him. Is that his heart?

"How do I get these feelings back?"

Mia sighed heavily while lashing out at her chest which felt increasingly tight. He saw Elston again, his sun. The rainbow that always colored his life, but he also did not find it. His heart really felt empty. Even with Elston.

He lost something that made his heart flutter even though they were together. "I have to do what? why does my heart have to feel this way." Mia rubbed her thick face.

The existence of Elston right next to him did not even give the effect like it used to, even yesterday. Could it be because he was crying a lot?

Or maybe, because he was used to Elston, that's why he felt a void that was so real instead of pounding and happy.

I don't know. Maybe he should find that taste again. Maybe everything will come back as before. He will wait. Waiting for his heart to heal.

"I have to let you down Els. I'm so mean. I'm sorry."

With a very careful movement, Mia shifted her body as she was reluctant to wake Elston up.

He got out of bed and took his coat and bag, and left. Mia just left a small note that she tucked on the nightstand.

He must calm himself. It takes itself to find what it really wants. Mia also could not answer Elston's feelings if the man woke up later.

Not in this kind of situation. It turned out like this was all. His heart was not ready to open a new page.

That's why Mia has to go, she has to do it for herself. For their common good. For himself and Elston.

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At four o'clock in the morning, Mia's taxi stopped in front of her apartment. With full awareness, he chose to go home.

Mia found no other place she could go other than that place. Her house. The only place he can do whatever he wants. Crying, yelling, or anything that could make him better.

He is a coward. His heart is really weak. He could not determine which path he should choose without hurting anyone. Just like he's been doing all this time.

He should not have to fall in love. Because the love he has is the only reason that makes him, Elston, even Owen hurt.

Or should he go further? Going from all that tied her up all this time? Go to get what his heart wants. But where should he go?

There was not a single place that the two men could not find. Even though he hid in an ant pit once, one of them would definitely find himself.

And when he is found, will his heart be better? Heh. If only everything were that easy.

...It's really frustrating....

Upon arriving at the end of the stairs, Mia fell silent again. For a while, he was made to sculpt. Because Mia recognizes who is currently sitting in front of the door of her apartment.

Just this time. Mia would not care about anyone else. His heart was too tired to get involved with Owen. He just wanted to calm himself. It's just it's alone.

Instead of continuing her steps, Mia went back down to the ground floor of the apartment. He went to the information room and where the security guards were.

"Sir. Please go up to my apartment floor. Like her Mr. Reaghal got the apartment wrong and fell asleep in front of my apartment" Mia told security on duty that night. "I'm not comfortable handling it myself" he added.

"Fine miss. Forgive your inconvenience. I'll handle it now."

As the officers went upstairs, Mia remained waiting in the guard room because she did not want to meet Owen.

In just ten minutes, the phone in the room reads, "Hallo?" mia answered.

"Miss, please go back to your apartment, we've already taken care of it" said the officer who was still upstairs. At last. Mercifully. "good. Thanks for your help."

...Ting.....

...From: Owen's...

..."I know I was wrong. I hurt you too often Mia. But even so, I will still love you even if you choose to leave me. My heart is only for you. Now and forever. I just want you to know that....

...Who loves you. Owen."...

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...The next day,...

Elston rushed down the stairs not to find Mia in the room.

"Mia?" call Elston in a hasty move. At the end of the stairs, Elston was greeted by Bones.

"Good morning sir." Sapa Bones's. "Bones, have you seen Mia? he's not in the room. Is he in the pantry?" asked Owen with a worried face.

"Miss has returned, sir. He said he died a note in your room. What are you,-"

Not to mention Bones finished his sentence, Elston had already dashed upstairs. He was looking for the message Bones said, and sure enough, a paper folded over the nightstand.

...Dear Elston's...

..."I knew you'd find me when you knew I wasn't next to you if you woke up. I'm sorry." emo smiled....

..."I have to go Els, and I'm sorry for the mess I've done."...

..."I know I might be too selfish. I did something bad to you. But please give me some time. Right now I have to calm my feelings."...

..."And it might be better, if we don't have to meet for a while. I'm really sorry. Mia."...

Elston did not show any expression while reading the message that Mia left behind. Even though his heart was being filled with things that wanted to make him run right then and there. But Elston is ready. He knew something like this might happen.

But it seemed, Mia needed more time than she thought. This is nothing new to him. He could do more than what the girl asked. Provided, Mia was not injured any deeper.

...To: My Afrodite's...

..."I'll be waiting for you. Come back if your heart is okay. Who will always miss, Elston."...

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