THE OWEN HEART BEAT

OWEN-81

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While wiping away her tears that still did not stop, Mia cried in silence. His heart really hurt.

In the end, he had to go back again to feel all that pain. Although it was not as painful as it used to be, but the pain he felt right now was wrapped in guilt.

Because not only did he feel it, but Owen did too. Because now, it was precisely Mia who was instrumental to scratch the wound. But he didn't want to do it.

"I beg you to come here, Owen. Please." Mia sobbing. With hands covering his face. "I'm sorry. But I don't feel the same way anymore. That feeling is long gone." Lie!

"I don't feel it anymore." A lie! "I've loved someone else." A lie! Why does everything have to go so far? why would I do that? mia's heart is getting sick. All because of the guilt that increasingly gnawed at his heart.

Maybe he was hurt because of Owen's dishonesty. But for him it was already past. Mia has forgiven him.

He was well aware, maybe that time was also heavy for Owen. Especially considering how their status, and the corn-like relationship they just had.

Mia is really okay. He even started to forget everything. And when they meet again, Mia is determined that her heart does not waver again.

And he also hopes, if their relationship is fine even though not as a lover.

"You sure Mia?" owen's voice shook. His clenched hands grew stronger, until his handbooks turned white. Things that Mia never expected. Mia doesn't want Owen to hate her.

At least they wouldn't hurt each other like this. "You don't love me anymore? Did ya? Have you really forgotten that promise?" Owen's voice grew weaker and weaker.

The man was hurt. Really hurt. Owen was helpless with Mia's decision. The girl doesn't love him anymore.

Is this the end of everything? Why does it have to be like this?

Weren't they able to talk to each other, though not as close as they used to be. They can remember the good things that happened between them. Mia wants everything to be okay.

Mia is still crying. Neither Owen's heart nor his heart was doing well.

Owen steps in, but Elston pulls Mia away, until the man undoes his intentions. "Look at me Mia. Look at me, please!" said Owen raising his voice.

"I beg you to tell me the truth. Do you really not love me anymore, even if only a little?"

It was because of this that Mia wanted to keep her distance from Owen. He hoped that the man could understand and accept his decision. So that they come back okay like before.

"Hem. I'm,-" But it turns out that it's just his heart's desire. Mia can't do that. Apparently, he was too greedy. His heart and feelings were too greedy.

Mia raised her head and looked at Owen's eyes which showed a wound. That look now ripped Mia's heart apart. "I don't love you anymore." A lie!

He was too selfish because of the pain he received. He thought he was the only victim there.

Mia never thought if it wasn't just her. But that guy too. The man was also injured, just like him.

"Back to Owen. It's all over." Mia said with a stern voice. "You and me. We can't be together anymore."

Owen didn't want to admit to all that. His heart said something else. Her heart was even very confident that Mia still loved herself.

"You lied to Mia. You lied! You should be as honest with your feelings as we promised. Because I still love you. I still love you so much."

After saying all that, Owen left behind the two. He left with all his disappointments and jealousy.

"It's all really over."

Bruk! Mia fell down. "Mia!" Elston caught the girl and hugged her, tightly.

Depressing. Did Owen feel this too, first? Or maybe until this moment Owen still feels what I feel now?

"Mia?" call Elston, while his hands still embrace the girl's body tightly. "You've done the right thing. You've really ended it all. Just like a year ago."

Those painful memories, Elston doesn't want Mia to feel them anymore.

"Don't cry, my dear. I'm here with you." Although he did not understand what he was feeling, the feeling of pleasure was now mixed with sadness, but Owen did not want to be weak in front of Mia.

He knew that the girl was reopening the old still festering, and he felt the same.

His heart was also feeling fear. He's not okay either. Here, right now. "I'm sorry." Elston tightened his arms.

"Let's go home." take her while lifting Mia's body. The girl did not answer. He only nodded faintly hiding his face in Elston's arms.

While on the way home, Mia said nothing, as did Elston. Back then, I don't know why their world felt so empty.

And for Elston, it wasn't the right thing if he still forced Mia to answer his current feelings.

This time, he had to be patient again.

Elston breathed heavily. Is love really this complicated and painful?

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Tonight Elston doesn't drive Mia back to her apartment, even though the girl asked for it beforehand.

Elston doesn't calm down if he has to leave Mia alone at a time like this. At least tomorrow morning he can confirm whether the girl is okay or just the opposite. Elston always wanted to be on Mia's side.

"Master?"

"Ssttt. You didn't see?" elston said, because Mia who was asleep in his arms.

Bones who originally wanted to help canceled his intentions when he saw how his young master wanted to take care of everything by himself.

"Use the elevator, sir." Bones directed the two to a door that was directly connected to the elevator on the upper floor.

The elevator is only used in emergencies, and probably in current situations.

"You need anything else, sir?" bones asked as the two got into the elevator. "No. You rest too." replied Elston in a low voice.

"Good sir. Good night." after pressing the button, Bones returned to his workspace, watching the two from the monitor. And Elston knows about it.

In just a matter of seconds, the two had already reached the third floor. The place where Elston's room is. Without feeling the slightest difficulty, Elston carried Mia's body and laid her on the bed.

The girl's eyes look puffy. And there was still a trail of dried tears in the corner of her eyes that were covered in plump eyelashes. "I'm sorry Mia. I shouldn't have yelled at you" said Elston, who still felt guilty.

Her hand grabbed Mia's hair, and stroked her gently. He also kissed the edges in silence, "It seems like I'm getting greedy over you. I'm really sorry. I'm sorry."

Elston knows exactly what happened. Had he not been so jealous, maybe tonight would not have ended like this. Perhaps also, Mia would not come back injured. "It's all because I love you too much Mia."

"I don't know how to contain this feeling. I'm jealous to see you smile at that guy. I'm afraid that you'll fall back in love with her and leave me."

"I don't want to lose you. Ii'm sorry. I'm sorry."

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