THE OWEN HEART BEAT
OWEN-61
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After returning to the room, the drowsiness that had forced Mia's consciousness to fall back asleep now gradually disappeared.
How Mia could go back to sleep, if their planned departure alone had made her fully aware. In fact, Mia felt something strange behind Elston's words.
First, Mia did not know the reason why she had to go to LA. Second, there was really nothing Mia could do but just accompany Elston as a companion. Mia couldn't help Elston in the least.
Could it be that Elston needed himself to arrange personal items like he usually did here? But shouldn't it be more appropriate for Bones to leave instead of her?
And that makes Mia again wonder, why Elston's attitude actually makes Mia feel a little worried. Is it right if he decides to leave? As far as he is concerned, he has no other choice.
Going to LA and leaving the city for a while was an unexpected stroke of luck for Mia. Because it is the same as he was given a chance to forget all that has happened between himself and Owen.
But can he do that? Go and forget everything? Although it was only for a moment, but what he felt for Owen was a sincere feeling. Because for Mia, Owen is still her first love. The first love that made her happy and hurt.
Recalling all those times made Mia's feelings turn restless and uneasy. There was a handful of foreign feelings that made the darkest side of his heart feel even more miserable. He is disappointed and hurt, but loving and unwilling at the same time.
To be honest, Mia was scared right now. Afraid that he will forever not be able to let go of Owen completely. Although he had said that it was for their common good, but on the deepest side of his heart, Mia still wanted them to be together. But fear has overcome all those shameless desires.
Despite that. Mia always entertained herself with the reality that she always wanted to believe was true. Mia always thought that breaking up with Owen didn't mean they couldn't see each other again. Because they should be able to return like before. Those days when they were just neighbors.
Exchange each other's greetings. Paying each other attention, and also sharing something they can give while smiling warmly. At least it can happen again.
Or maybe it was just a false hope that would obviously go to waste. They have hurt each other anyway. How could he think so naively. Isn't the opposite what will happen? they will become awkward and in the end hurt each other again.
It was from the beginning of this kind of relationship that Mia feared. But everything's already gone. And he cannot repeat the time that has passed.
Even Mia would not be able to see Owen's back even from a distance. Can he do all that? leave London and Owen? Can it?
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Mia walked gontai towards the balcony. His feet led him there. What Mia needed right now was not sleep, but air. That's why Mia chose the balcony. Sure enough, blowing the night wind made his brain function back to work. Mia sat down and was silent for a moment to pay attention to her phone.
Since the last time he met Owen, the man had not sent any more messages. Even if it's just an unintentional call. Mia sighed furiously. Because his phone doesn't have that kind of notification.
...What exactly did you expect Mia? you've already left her. Owen must be busy, not like you....
...Mia's mind started to drift off somewhere......
Is Owen back on his fiancee? are they currently spending time together? that's why Owen didn't send a single message. Because there was someone else with him.
Or is it just because of her? because he hurt Owen? stupid Mia. He should know what he's up against. This is the reality. The reality that really makes him have to go back to feeling hurt.
"I'm sorry Owen. I miss you. I really miss you." The emptiness that suddenly took hold of Mia's heart made her tears flow without her noticing.
"You shouldn't do that if you really love me. You're not gonna hurt me like this."
"I love you, but I hate you too. I hate you Owen."
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