
Who exactly am I?
What the hell happened to me?
How could I not remember anything?
The man had familiarized himself with the name given to the people around him. Anton. That's his name now. The name he obtained from the identity card abal-abal used to take care of the administration of the hospital.
Initially Anton thought nothing of it, only focusing on recovering the condition and enduring the headache that often suddenly struck him. But then, as his condition continued to improve, Anton began to think about how his fate in the future.
Anton really felt like a very weak and helpless human being. His life now depends only on the kindness of those who helped him. Anton does not blame fate on him, but sometimes he also feels frustrated and hopeless with the circumstances.
Many times Anton tried to dig up his drowning memory. But Anton feels lost in the endless labyrinth. All the roads seemed deadlocked and there was not a single clue he got to remember. Even as he tried to remember harder, it was not the memory he got but the intense headache that hit until he unconsciously cried out in pain.
"Sir, what's wrong?", asked the nurse who approached him as he shouted.
"My head is so dizzy", complained Anton while continuing to massage his head.
The nurse checked her condition. Check the tension, body temperature, as well as the infusion attached to his wrist. Then the nurse left and not long after the doctor came in to see her.
The doctor gave him the medicine he immediately took, then began to speak.
The doctor's explanation at length actually makes his hopes even faded. How can he remember, if what is around him now is a stranger who does not know him and does not know anything about him. Realizing that Anton was getting frustrated. But Anton also tried to calm down. Many times Anton tried to convince himself that everything would be fine and he could definitely get through it. Even so, all he can do now is to be calm and think positively to restore the spirit of his life that had plunged freely. Besides, Anton always takes his medicine and eats regularly. Because that's the only effort he can do so that his condition quickly improves.
But of course, the problem will not be solved just like that.
The next problem was, how should he continue his life under these circumstances? He was alone, had no family, and no memory of anything. Even the location of the house where he lived he did not know. So where does he go home?
On the other hand he did not even hold a penny for survival supplies. And right now he was just leaning on the mercy of strangers. Depressing. That is the picture of his life today.
And then, when all her troubles were deadlocked, Anya, the sweet girl of her savior angel offered an absurd solution.
"Anton, how about after you recover you stay where I was?"
A proper solution. But somehow it's hard for Anton to accept it. His pride as a man is hurt. How could he possibly have to hang on to his miserable life to a kind girl he had just met.
But then Anton thought back. He had no choice but to accept the offer.
"Alright, sorry if I always bother you. Hopefully later after I remember everything, I can repay all your kindness..."
That was all he could finally say in response.