
Anya went home to her contract and fell asleep from exhaustion. Lately I have been feeling very tired. Tired of the body because in addition to having to work, now Anya also has to take care of the stranger he hit. But more heavy is the tired heart and mind. However, lately Anya felt unsettled, because the fate of the victim he hit was still unclear. The state of the victim who has been aware is a very meaningful progress, but on the other hand the condition of the victim who turned out amnesia into a new problem that until now makes Anya always wary. When will the man remember his identity? Then what should he do now?
Those questions always haunt Anya's mind wherever she is.
Early in the morning Anya was awake. Anya immediately took a shower and prepared her breakfast and then enjoyed the breakfast by herself. Anya lives alone, so she has to be good at taking care of herself. Especially for health issues. Whatever the problems that befell him Anya still trying to live well and eat regularly, because if he is sick there will be no one who will take care of him. One bitter reality that Anya has received with a chest of air.
Finished with breakfast Anya immediately went to the hospital. Today further examination of Anton's condition will be carried out. Anya desperately hopes that Anton's memory loss is only temporary and can be quickly recovered. Also Anya hopes that Anton's condition as a whole quickly improves. Anya very much hopes Anton back to health and soon meet with his family so as not to burden his mind and life again.
But again hope does not match reality. At the hospital, Anya found that Anton was no longer in the treatment room. When Anya asked the nurse, they said Anton had been taken to do further checks regarding his condition.
Anya finally decided to wait in the treatment room. To kill boredom Anya continues to play around with her phone even without a clear purpose. But on the other hand Anya could not concentrate because her heart felt anxious. An hour later, Anton returned with two nurses.
"Suster how is the examination?", asked Anya impatiently at the two nurses who delivered Anton.
"Sorry Miss, the examination of Anton's brother has indeed been completed, but the results seem to be coming out tomorrow morning..."
Anya took her breath deep. He still has to be patient.
"Well then Sus, thank you very much", Anya replied while trying to control her emotions.
Anya again sat down on the bedside chair of the patient in despair. Anya's facial sharpness that implied disappointment, was clearly read by Anton who had since arrived at the treatment room observing the girl. He clearly looked panicked and agitated. And Anton understands bajwa the cause of Anya's anxiety is her condition.
"Well, I'm sorry" Anton said, holding Anya's hand.
"For what?", asked Anya who was surprised when she heard Anton suddenly talking to her.
"I'm sorry to worry you and to fidget at the thought of my circumstances" Anton said sincerely.
"Ah, you are! Why talk like that. I'm the only one who should apologize for making you this way..."
"You've done it many times, so don't feel guilty anymore, because your mistakes aren't that big..."
Anya was indeed the one who hit him and caused him to get injured, even to lose his memory. But from the moment he opened his eyes, Anton only saw Anya who was by his side and looked very worried about him. Anton could see Anya's sincerity and her sincerity to be responsible.
Anya finally smiled and somehow the burden on her heart slightly lessened.
"What is my situation like this so burdening you, Anya?", asked Anton earnestly.
"Let's know, I'm just thinking about your family.they must be very worried looking for you, and you can't remember them either. I don't know what to do..."
"No. I don't owe you.", I don't know why Anya wanted to hide that fact.
But Anya was in debt, but not with the money she had to pay.
"Your burden to pay for my treatment costs alone is heavy, so don't think about it because it's not your fault. This is fate, after all, you're not intentionally?"
"But I made a mistake, because I was drunk while driving" Anya explained honestly.
"Then don't get drunk again, maybe this is how God rebukes you for the evil you've done..."
Anton's words were subtly spoken, but somehow it felt piercing in Anya's heart.
Maxiat? His whole life was full of mischief. Anya realized it was true. But Anya has good reason to do it. Anya had no choice but to do the motions to just survive.
Anya momentarily fell silent at the words of the foreign man in front of her.
"I'm sorry if I offended you, I didn't mean that..."
"No, it's okay, I'm not offended..."
The day was already noon and to avoid awkwardness, Anya chose a farewell for lunch in the cafeteria.
After lunch, Anya returned to the treatment room. Anya makes sure all Anton's needs are available before Anya leaves him.
"Thank you for watching me. Although there is no family here, but I do not feel alone", Anton said sincerely.
"Sama-sama, I'll go first, take good care of yourself..."
Anya went home. But his heart was still worried about the results of Anton's bullying tomorrow. Tonight Anya decided to shut herself down. Anya refused all requests of clients who wanted to use her services, including Heru who still collect her debts. Anya wants to rest and calm down and pray for healing and especially the return of Anton's memories.
Anya performed the obligatory prayers of maghrib and isya, then prayed afterwards.
Even tonight Anya decided to perform the evening prayer and also pray long afterwards.
No one knows that despite doing the dirty work, Anya is the one who never misses obligatory prayer. More precisely, Anya deliberately did not show anyone, because what she would get must be just a sneer.
Anya has been accustomed to performing mandatory worship since she was a child and could not just leave it. Besides, now Anya feels like she has no one and does not believe in anyone. So God is the only place to rest, even though Anya also feels very inappropriate. Anya just believed that God was the one who helped her so far to survive and Anya continued to believe that God will open the way for her to get out of the valley of sin. Somehow, Anya just kept trying and praying. Anya believes the promise of God, who will hear and grant all prayers. Including the prayer of a sinner like him. Meaki I don't know when.