
Anya thought carefully of Husein's advice to see her family. Actually Anya was surprised, why suddenly Husein discussed it and told her to go home? Like there was some other meaning he didn't know. Don't know what. But the more mused Anya increasingly realized that she had long missed her family. Anya can vividly remember her memories of living in her warm and loving family. He was the one who made a big mistake to make his family angry until finally he could throw him out.
How are his parents doing now? Anya became more curious. Were they still angry and no longer considered him a child, just as he had thought all along?
If you remember that, Anya is still afraid to go home. But at least Anya wanted to know about her parents' circumstances. Are they healthy and okay? Anya did not want to be a child who regretted what Husein experienced.
Go home. A very scary word for Anya. Even to think about it Anya did not have the courage. Therefore all this time Anya deceived her own mind by always considering herself to have no family anymore. But what Husein said yesterday made him think and reflect. Being pregnant out of wedlock has already led to her being kicked out of the house. Especially if until his family knows that he was once a prostitute*r. Surely his family would be very embarrassed to admit it as a child.
The anxiety continues to haunt Anya's mind. Anya then brought her turmoil in prayer. Anya asked God to step up and convince her heart. Anya wants to go home, even if just looking from a distance, making sure that her family lives well without her. That was enough for him. Anya no longer expected to be accepted or returned.
At least after praying and praying, Anya felt her heart become calmer. And Anya was increasingly convinced, that she really had to go home. Anya does not want to be a coward who runs away from reality. Anya has made her decision. He will go home and ask forgiveness and forgiveness to his parents. After that Anya will only accept whatever she has to accept as an ungodly child who has humiliated the family. Whether it's anger, maki caci, even if he will later be expelled again. Anya will accept it and obey whatever she wants her parents later.
That day I went to work as usual. If allowed, today Anya will apply for leave for tomorrow for three days. Anya will return to her hometown, meet her parents and family she has long left behind. And maybe after that, Anya will need some time to calm down for a while.
As soon as Husein came and entered his room, a few moments later Anya immediately followed. Anya knocked on the door, then entered after Husein invited her.
"What's wrong?"
"I want to apply for leave" Anya replied without further ado.
Hussein smiled meaningfully.
"So you're really going home?"
"Yes, I think I should go home.I want three days off..."
"All right..."
Husein immediately signed the leave form filed Anya.
"Use your time as best you can, spend your time with your family and enjoy the togetherness while you still have time..."
Hussein smiled so optimistically.
Anya just smiled bitterly. He wasn't even sure if his family would take him back.
"Yes, please pray for me.."
Anya finally said.
"Of course, I always pray for your happiness" Husein said sincerely.
"I will finish my job today as best I can and leave it to Rayhan, thank you so much for giving me permission..."
After saying that Anya immediately came out of Husein's room and tried to dispel her bad thoughts by focusing on work.