
Husein felt that after that night Fara's attitude towards her was slightly different. Fara looked nervous and her expression looked like a frightened kitten. Husein did not know why, but seeing Fara like that Husein felt pity. Is it possible that Fara feels guilty for not being honest about her condition that is not virgin?
Their first night did not make a good impression. But Husein did not want to dispute that. In marriage there is no requirement that women should always be holy. And Husein did not want to be a colossal man who demanded that his wife should be perfect. If in the past Fara had committed adultery, it was Fara's business with her Lord. Fara's attitude to cover up disgrace and not tell stories is correct. Although there was a feeling of disappointment, but Husein did not want to drag on thinking about it.
"Let's go out.", take Husein to Fara.
Husein wanted to slightly dilute the atmosphere so that Fara did not feel burdened.
"Get out, where?"
"Let's go on a date today..."
"Dating? where to?"
"Where do you want, amusement park beaches or shopping?"
"I want to go somewhere quiet and cool..."
"All right, we're there.."
And that day Husein really took Fara to the top. At the top they just take a short walk in the flower garden to see the scenery and clear their minds. The rest of them just spent time inside the villa. Husein used that moment to correct his mistake. Husein understood that perhaps Fara felt guilty for her rather cold treatment after they had done it last night, so this time Husein would fix it.
That night they finally did it again. Somehow even though he managed to channel his passion and feel satisfaction, but his feelings remain empty. Husein felt like a jerk who did nothing out of love.
Even so Husein tried to cover up her feelings by being warm to Fara. Husein said thank you and held Fara tightly until Fara fell asleep. It seems his efforts are bearing fruit. Fara looked a little more cheerful the next day. They came home from the top in a better mood.
In the following days Husein always did his duty as a husband while fulfilling the inner living for his wife. Hussein does it regularly one to two times a week. His work was done to channel his needs. And somehow despite doing many times, Husein still did not have any feelings for Fara. But despite that, Husein always strives to be a good husband. Doing all his duty. Always be kind and gentle with Fara. The rest, Husein chose to focus on his work in the office which is quite time consuming, mind, and energy. That way the household problems can be a little distracted. His heart said he felt himself a hypocrite, everything seemed fine on the outside but inside was nothing but empty. The logic says this is no big deal. Everything is still going as it should. Maybe this is one of the tests in his household.
Until then there was one thing that changed Husein's self and way of thinking. One day Fara gave a surprise to Husein in the form of a pregnancy test. In the test kit it looks two blue lines, which means Fara is positively pregnant. I don't know why Husein was so happy with the news. Soon she will have a child. Husein did not expect it to feel this extraordinary when he knew, there would be a small creature that was part of him.
Husein felt his life was more meaningful, like finding a new purpose in life. Husein hopes that he will be a good father for his baby later. But before that, Husein had to be a good husband first. In his heart Husein was determined and tried more to be able to love Fara. The Lord who has united them in the bond of marriage, then surely God will sow the seeds of love in it. Husein just had to be patient in a moment, that love will surely grow as the seed grows in the womb of Fara. So thought Hussein. After all if there is only one woman he deserves to love in his life, it is his wife Fara.
And since then Husein became more attentive and pampered Fara.