The Night Woman the Savior of Lord Amnesia

Chapter 71

Anya and Fitri continue to be busy chatting until without feeling the day has gone up in the afternoon. But it looks like they are not going to end the conversation. I don't know why both Anya and Fitri are comfortable. When else can spill the contents of this heart without feeling embarrassed or afraid of being stamped negatively? Of course, only with friends of fate will be the most understanding and will not judge. Perhaps their only need all along was to want to be heard without being judged.

"Fit, have you ever thought that life feels empty and empty? Sometimes I can always smile, try to be happy, find entertainment here and there.starting from the guts, shopping, eating, watching, let me not feel too lonely, so I do not feel too lonely, but it turns out that still when I return home alone the feeling remains.I guess something continues to haunt my mind, until when will I get stuck here? how will my future be? Then other bad thoughts began to arrive. I live as trash. Until society. Everyone who knows my job will hate me. I have no one and no one loves me. My life is useless, it's even better that I die. Is it better to die than this kind of life, yes Fit, at least we will not continue wallowing in sin?", asked Anya with a bright look.

Yeah, that's what's been on Anya's mind all along. Thoughts that often come to disturb him and always try to be pushed aside as hard as possible. Anya had nowhere to share and complain. All just in his own room. But now he could actually say it in front of someone.

"Astaghfirullah Anya.kamu can not think like that darling, our work is dirty, but this is not our desire. Change the way we think. Do not let us give up and die in a state of sin. We should try to get out of this vicious cycle, and then fix our lives..."

"Yes, you're right, it should be like that, I don't want to die in this state either, but how is it fit? Do people like us have a chance to change?"

"Actually I am also like you Anya, I also had such thoughts, until then I met a woman who invited me to follow a study and enter the community. There are various kinds of positive activities that we can do there, since then my mind changes.All we can do is continue to pray and try while continuing to believe, if God will open the way...are you interested in coming?"

"There is no shame, because in that community it is people like us. The night workers, as well as the transgender people. The one who initiated it was a beautiful doctor, if you want I'll take you to the next meeting..."

"I'd like to come along, it seems like it would be fun rather than continue to spend some obscure money, but is it really okay?"

"Of course, I'll let you know later.."

"All right, thank you very much.."

It's getting dark. Anya and Fitri chose to ride the prayer in the mosque that was in the cafe before then moving home to each other.