
Anya just woke up when it was noon. The reverse sleep clock makes Anya's body feel lethargic and uncomfortable. Anya immediately went to the bathroom to clean her face and took ablution. Anya prayed first so that her heart felt calmer. After that Anya went to the kitchen because her stomach was hungry. There was no one home because Anton went to work. So thought Anya. So Anya decided to make instant noodles only, the most practical menu and definitely delicious. Anya brought the bowl of noodles she had just made to the living room. And there Anya finally saw a thick envelope and a piece of paper underneath.
Anya immediately took it and examined it. The envelope was quite thick and when opening it Anya saw some money. Anya had not counted the numbers and decided to read the writing on another piece of paper first.
Letter from Anton. His heart suddenly beat faster. His feelings turned unpleasant, his hunch saying this was not something good. Anya ventured to read the writing.
To Anya, my noble-hearted hero...
When I read this letter, I may not be there beside you. Relax, I don't mean to go forever. I just went for a while to work and I asked for my salary in front of me so I could leave it for you, and it turned out that my prospective employer agreed.
Anya finished reading the letter Anton wrote. A short letter that was very sweet but made his chest tight. Anton comes into his life all of a sudden and as Anya gets comfortable and used to it, Anton leaves him too suddenly.
The rest of the day was somehow Anya felt less passionate. Like there was something lacking, like there was an empty hole in his heart. Shouldn't he be happy, because now Anton is no longer overburdening himself? Although he has not met his family, but at least Anton is more independent and not too troublesome anymore. But why would Anya feel unwilling, if Anton had to leave?
Anya felt confused and suddenly fear ambushed her. N-no can! He tried to warn himself. He cannot fall in love with any man. For love is nothing but nonsense that will inevitably end in suffering. Like her love story. Anya realized, true love is beautiful only in fairy tales. Not in the real world and not for her, a very dirty night woman. Anya felt she was very inappropriate and did not want to open up hope that would only hurt herself.
Anya tried to stay strong and firm. As before and as it should be, Anya will continue to live her life, working and fighting only for herself. And tomorrow, maybe he should have some fun to get rid of his loneliness.