The Night Woman the Savior of Lord Amnesia

Chapter 23

Anya was happy to hear the answer from Anton, but on the other hand was also scared. What if one day the truth is revealed? Will Anton be disappointed in her and leave her side?

"Why do you trust me so much? What if you get disappointed someday?"

"Of course I trust you, you're the one who's helped me this much. And the man's words made no sense at all.So I see you as a man who is quite obedient to worship..."

Several times Anton saw Anya wearing a mukena and doing movements that felt familiar to him. Then Anya explained about the worship she did, and miraculously Anton could learn and remember quickly. Maybe because Anton was also a devout worshipper, so that the memory was stored in his subconscious. A habit that is ingrained. And after that Anton always pray as he should even though his movements can not be perfect.

But hearing Anton's answer leaves Anya haunted by a great deal of guilt. No longer for fear of the truth being known by Anton. But Anya felt herself to be a hypocrite. Obedience in worship but easily perform acts of worship.

"Astaghfirullahaladhim..."

Lirih Anya recites istighfar.

"It's night, I'm going to bed first..."

Anya said, then left Anton to enter the room. Anya did not want to extend her chat with Anton which made her feel even more uncomfortable.

"Yes, good night. Don't think about anything about that incident. Let's just forget it" Anton said to calm Anya down.

It's Sunday night, Anya's schedule for a break from her dirty work. Even so, because he used to work nights, Anya so never able to close his eyes.

The life he is living is not the right thing. Although repeatedly Anya tried to deny and act as if everything was fine. But deep down, Anya always felt uneasy. Always feeling unsettled. Always feeling tired and lacking even though everything looks fine. Although the work is light and although the coffers are quickly filled. But his life felt empty. Sometimes Anya misses her family, longs for the moments she is still at home and is overwhelmed with so much affection and family warmth. But it felt that it was all impossible after he made a big mistake and was expelled. So this is where Anya is now, trying to reconcile and survive with the reality that is in sight.

Anya finally managed to sleep soundly on the prayer mat still wearing complete face. Until the dawn of Adhan reverberated Anya just opened her eyes slowly. Anya then went to the bathroom to get water ablution. The water in the morning was cold. Makes Anya undo her intention to take a shower. After the dawn prayer, Anya just want to sleep again because her head still feels heavy. Sleeping too late and the burden of thought due to yesterday's commotion seems to make his head become dizzy. So today the plan Anya will only spend all day at home. Rest. That was all that his body and soul needed right now.

But it seems like the plan is just a plan. Because, just now Anya wanted to close her eyes, the door of her room had been knocked from the outside. Of course it must be Anton.

"There's someone who sent you food through an online application" Anton said as Anya opened the door.

Anya immediately opened and examined him. Inside is a small note containing the farewell and the name of the sender. Herus. What else does the man want?

Of course Anya just put it on the table without intending to touch it.

Anya decided to continue her sleep.

But not until his eyes closed the door of his room was knocked back.

"There's a woman looking for you in front of me" Anton said at the door.

He doesn't feel like he has any friends who know where he lives. Not even Aunt Bela knew where she lived.