
The sun had risen again, the sound of singing birds had been heard again, the thick night sky had gone replaced with a beautiful morning sky.
But all that beauty can not be felt Anastasia who has returned to work. While starting to clean the wound of a patient who lost his leg, Anastasia's thoughts and feelings continued to drift somewhere.
"Miss, you look pale"
The voice of the patient he was caring for, made Anastasia look at him while putting on a diplomatic smile.
"really?"
"Yes, this morning even the two circles under your eyes start to blacken"
Anastasia continued to move her hands deftly in silence while smiling. Some days he could not sleep because he continued to see how the look on Ferdinand's face that night.
Until finally, the patient's wound was finished in the bandage back and Anastasia again voiced.
"Do you remember what you should and should not do during your recovery?"
The patient nodded confidently, then spoke
"I will always remember her, lady, because I want to get well and get back to my wife"
"Does your wife live in the capital?"
Back, the patient nodded with a smile.
"We live on the border of the capital. And I hope, hopefully my wife is not disappointed with my disability"
While tidying up all her equipment, Anastasia smiled and made a sound
"Of course, sir, your wife would be proud to have such a valiant husband as you. Now he must be waiting for your return"
Anastasia spoke softly, and looked at her patient with confidence. The patient smiled shyly as he looked far ahead.
"You're right, my wife is always waiting for me. He was never absent to send letters"
The head of Anastasia nodded in understanding as she began to move to push the trolly, and the voice of the patient was heard again
"My wife also said that if it was as bad and as damaging as my current situation, she would still accept me. Because he loves me so much"
Anastasia's movements stopped for a moment, her gaze staring at her patient who had already printed lips full of proud smiles. Anastasia's lips that somehow became moody, said softly
"Yes, because your wife loves you"
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Solar glanced at Ferdinand who was reading a reply letter from Francia. Ferdinand's face inexplicably from yesterday always made the order in Solar only contains 'careful'
Solar knew something must have happened, especially the outline of everything Ferdinand's bad face must have been because of Anastasia. There is no need to doubt, because since one year lost his wife, a face like this that Solar often faces. And the look of that face came back in a few days.
"One week is too long"
Finally, Ferdinand's voice sounded. And Solar again glanced at Ferdinand timidly as he spoke carefully, very carefully.
"Do I need to check into conflict areas?"
Ferdinand's hand moved, grabbed the lighter, and started burning the letter
"No need, just wait here"
Staring at the burning paper, Solar nodded obediently
"Okay, Your Highness"
"Sol"
"Yes??"
Solar looked at Ferdinand who was directly standing in front of the window, the direction of his gaze fixed on the pitch-black night sky.
"I am a selfish man who, when he wants something, will never give up. Even though I had to spend my whole life trying to achieve it"
Both of Solar's eyes twitched, himself staring at Ferdinand in bewilderment
"Pardon Your Highness?"
Suddenly, Ferdinand's cold ruckus sound slid down from his lips, and it made Solar instantly quiver.
"I just haven't had the time to say that last night"
After saying that, Ferdinand immediately stepped away. Leaving behind Solar who could only stare at him in confusion.
Ferdinand's step straight towards the tents of the patients, himself looking for one by one Anastasia's presence in the tent. To whom he had met, Ferdinand immediately smiled as Anastasia looked at him.
"You haven't taken care of me"
Regardless of the gazes of the patient staring at his steps, Ferdinand casually said as he headed towards Anastasia's place.
"Yes, be patient in a moment"
"OK"
Patiently, Ferdinand pulled out a chair for himself waiting there. Ferdinand's line of sight continued to catch every move Anastasia's movements, especially the look on his wife's face.
A few minutes to tens of minutes Ferdinand waited, Anastasia finally finished her work and immediately pushed the trolly
"Come"
Anastasia's invitation made Ferdinand obediently follow her straight away. This time, Anastasia's footsteps brought Ferdinand into her room. One eyebrow Ferdinand nosedived as he looked at the direction of their steps. Anastasia who was aware of the full gaze asked Ferdinand softly.
"After this I want to rest"
Ferdinand's head nodded in understanding
"Of course"
After entering the room, Ferdinand headed straight for Anastasia's bed with Anastasia heading straight for the window. Anastasia's hand moved to open the window while speaking
"I'll get the equipment first"
Ferdinand nodded and immediately took off his shoes, throwing his body over the Anastasia ranch, sniffing at every pleasant scent that was on the bed.
Not long after Anastasia reappeared while carrying a tray of equipment. He who had just put the tray stared at the bed, where Ferdinand was seen closing the two matany. A warm smile Anastasia rose, herself leaning her buttocks to the side of the bed while speaking softly
"Do you want to sleep first?"
With both eyes still closed, Ferdinand gave a brief nod
"I'm so tired. It's been so hard to sleep these few days"
Anastasia's hands stretched out to rub Ferdinand's hair
"If you go to sleep first"
With both eyes still closed, his head turned to lead to the side of the bed
"Sleep too" Ferdinand shifted his body, making space next to his bed. "You look very pale Ana"
Anastasia again smiled warmly, her hands moved to gently rub Ferdinand's face. Ferdinand, who had yet to get an answer for his sleep offer, spoke as he opened his eyes
For a while they stared at each other, until Anastasia took a deep breath and pulled her hand from Ferdinand's face. Anastasia's legs moved to take off her shoes and began to take movements to climb onto the bed.
Ferdinand further shifted his burly body, giving enough room for his wife. After he was convinced that the small bed had given his wife enough space, Ferdinand placed one hand on Anastasia's stomach.
Anastasia was silent only when Ferdinand's broad hands began to gently rub his stomach, while slipping his face into Anastasia's nape.
As he felt a gentle and warm rub in his stomach, he suddenly felt a pain creeping inside Anastasia's chest. Anastasia bit her lip to endure the pain but, the more she held back the pain, the more stifling it became. Until the mouth of Anastasia spoke softly
"If I don't miscalculate, she's thirteen weeks old"
Ferdinand's hand stopped. Stop rubbing Anastasia's stomach and increasingly insert her face into the nape of Anastasia by giving a close hug. Anastasia took a deep breath and returned to her voice.
"At that time, for a two-week trip from Naderland to Africa. After more than two weeks of exhausting and uncomfortable travel, we arrived in Africa. And when it arrived, it turned out that our arrival was immediately welcomed with the arrival of many newly arrived war patients. We who just arrived could not immediately rest and immediately work. Many days patients always come, which makes us unable to rest even just to close our eyes. On the fourth day of our arrival, when I was just going to go to the room, Sister Bernadeth said I had fainted. And when I woke up, Sister Bernadeth said I was pregnant, but-"
Ferdinand who started to feel the shock on both shoulders of Anastasia, finally opened his voice.
"God just loves her more An, it's not your fault"
"But if I only knew. If only I understood about my mood swings and my body, I was fitting-"
"Sstt. Don't blame yourself. It's my fault, it all started because of me"
Ferdinand immediately snatched Anastasia's words with a chest that felt tight, his hands increasingly tightened his hug on Anastasia. Anastasia bit her lips firmly to hold back her crying, until when she felt that she had calmed down a little, Anastasia again made a sound.
"I'm sorry Ferdinand, I'm sorry I couldn't take care of him"
Finally, after painstakingly holding back her cries, Anastasia's sobs still slid also from her mouth.
And the sound of the sobbing helped make Ferdinand's chest even more painful. All the regret in his heart crept up even more deeply in his feelings, all the feelings of regret made Ferdinand's eyes come together.
"That color's Dinand, I can't go back. I don't-"
"Be quiet, Ana, shut up and go to sleep. You're making me so sleepless"
As powerful as Ferdinand spoke and made a flat voice in his speech. He had to make Anastasia stop crying and talking, because if not he could also cry.
--000--
The sky tonight is quite beautiful because of the stars. Ferdinand glanced back at the window which continued to give the night wind. Occasionally his hands moved rubbing his wife's bare back, and occasionally his lips landed next to Anastasia's shoulder or head.
Ferdinand's lips smiled with delight as he recalled how he had managed to flirt with his wife's little compulsion. His wife who finally relented and resigned in the fierce attack.
The triumphant smiling lips turned into a grin, as he recalled how wild he was when pleasing his wife. His wife Anastasia who finally could only continue to screech and moan satisfied because of him.
Ferdinand's hand again gently rubbed his delicate back full of the faint scars of Anastasia. His jaw tightened when he imagined that the adorable little Anastasia could continue to get torment until all traces of wounds on his body could not disappear properly.
Is this a lash scar? it must have been a whip because the tracks clearly look like a scratch from a buffalo beater.
Anastasia's body wriggled slowly, which made Ferdinand even more rub against Anastasia's back, hoping that if his wife could go back to sleep, but
"Oh shit!!"
Anastasia groaned as she was about to move her legs, body, and hips. Oh my God, it feels so sore and tired. And all that discomfort in her body, finally made Anastasia able to remember everything. All the things they did last night.
"Why?"
The heavy sound and lips that landed next to his shoulder, made Anatasia groan again. This time, her moaning voice was very implied to contain a sense of annoyance. Damn Ana! who do you want to blame, huh! you yourself finally succumbed because you did not have the heart to see the face full of needs and the face full of requests from your husband.
"Damn it!"
Anastasia's return was heard to make the corner of Ferdinand's lips pulled upwards. His Istir must have been able to recall everything.
"Why swear, baby?"
Ferdinand asked in an annoying tone, with a hand that started landing on his wife's plain buttocks. Anastasia who felt a big hand that started to shake her buttocks jerked, and immediately tried to jump off the bed but, Ferdinand directly held back Anastasia's waist
"Where are you going?"
"After Dinand, soon Nora and Cool will be back"
"True again"
Anastasia did not listen to Ferdinand's request, she kept moving to try to flip her body on her face. When he had successfully flipped his body with difficulty, Anastasia stopped moving to sigh long because of the body of her paw and felt quite difficult to lay. The tail of his eyes glanced at Ferdinand who had already raised his head with one hand, Ferdinand's gaze continued to stare at him
"Why?"
Ferdianand asked, moving one hand to the chest of Anastasia, innocently cupping the chest of Anastasia.
"Let's get up, I'm hungry"
Hearing Anastasia's words, Ferdinand's amused smile rose. They had not had lunch and worked hard earlier.
"okay"
Anastasia rolled her eyeballs as Ferdinand's 'okay' did not match her words.
"Keep your hands if okay"
Eventually, Ferdinand was forced to put his hands away. With slowly Anastasia began to lift her body and well, like her guess, if her entire body is very stiff because it is too sore.
Ferdinand felt pity when he saw Anastasia grimacing as she started to move, her body movements were also very difficult.
"What's sick?"
"Hmm. just feels sore"
With care Ferdinand helped Anastasia who had started to put on her dress, her hands petrifiedly put the buttons of Anastasia's dress.
"Am I overreacting?"
Anastasia who was asked just glanced forward, on Ferdinand's face that looked very focused on the ropes of the dress on his chest.
"Do you think not?"
Ferdinand glanced in a bitch as Anastasia was already looking at him with one eyebrow swooping in.
"Actually no, but if you don't like it, next time I'll play it slow and soft"
Ferdinand's words made Anastasia have to wheeze several times because of embarrassment. Goddamnit! Anastasia who started the question but herself who became embarrassed until her face felt heated.
After she finished putting the ropes in Anastasia's dress, Ferdinand who saw her red face chuckle, and immediately landed a faint kiss on Anastasia's cheek.
"Don't be shy.You look so adorable"
Anastasia immediately pushed Ferdinand's chest to distance themselves, then began to move back to get out of bed while speaking
"Wake up Dinand"
With a lazy movement, Ferdinand immediately got up and stretched his muscles for a moment, then immediately jumped up from the bed. Her innocent body shamelessly went around looking for her clothes and dyes. Anastasia who saw that came looking for Ferdinand's clothes and pants while holding her eyes to stay focused on searching. Damnit damnit! her husband has no shame!
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