
"Please don't leave here, Mona. Our son still needs your love. Don't you love him too?" ask a man who was holding a new red baby a few days ago.
"I don't want to, Wan. I can't continue our marriage, my ex-husband is back. I want to go back to her, I have another child too." The woman, called Mona, walked away leaving a man still standing begging with a red baby in his hand.
"Mona, please don't leave Disya. He's your son too?!" yelled the man.
'Degh's'
Madam Mona instantly woke up from her sleep with a breath of stinginess and sweat the size of a seed of corn dripping on her forehead, she immediately grabbed the drinking water that was on the nightstand with her hands shaking.
Why...why should I remember that again? It is impossible that the girl I met in the garden was my son, the inner Lady Mona while rubbing her face violently.
The face of the girl he could not remove from his shadow, the guilt that he had been damning back in his heart. Although time has passed for decades, but in fact he can not eliminate the feeling.
In the past, Mrs Mona had separated from her first husband, Gryson's father. They separated because her husband had betrayed her and had a relationship with another woman, making Madame Mona sue for divorce. After divorcing Gryson's father, Lady Mona marries an ordinary man from the village, their lives harmonious enough for several months, before finally her ex-husband persuades Madame Mona to return to her. Ms. Mona, who still has feelings for her ex-husband, chose to leave her a week-long baby red and return to the city with the father of her first child. Especially at that time Madame Mona in the lure of abundant treasures that make her heart to leave her baby daughter with a husband who loves her very much.
After a moment of silence, Madam Mona chose to get up from her bed and walk towards the balcony. He hopes the night wind can make him sleepy and forget the events that have passed about 21 years.
But his hope was not also fulfilled, the more he felt lonely, the greater the guilt he felt towards his son and ex-husband both first.
"Wan, are you deliberately telling your son to mess with my life now?" ask him on the wind.
Ms. Mona does not know if her second ex-husband is dead, since they divorced and Ms. Mona married Gryson's father again, she no longer knows how the two are doing.
Madam Mona guessed Disya was her child because their face was not much different when she was young, only that the girl had a height that exceeded her with black hair, straight and long, like his father, Irwan. While he himself has dark brown hair and slightly curly the bottom.
After being content to be alone on the balcony, Madam Mona went back in and laid her body on the bed, she chose to force her eyes to be closed and forget her past, rather forcing her to forget.
***
Elsewhere, Disya also experienced the same thing. Somehow his heart felt claustrophobic for no reason after he met the middle-aged woman who had harassed Filia this afternoon.
There is a painful feeling that cannot be expressed when remembering it. The girl chose to get up and sit on the bed while taking out a picture she got of her grandmother.
There is a picture of him as a child being held by his father. From childhood he never knew his mother, grandmother and grandfather always seemed to cover it up so that Disya never again asked about the mother and considered her dead. However, when after meeting the figure he knew as his Miss— in-law, the question reappeared. Disya was very curious, but she could not ask Bah Ija because Disya knew her grandfather would never answer her question.
"Dad, is there really a mother?" ask Disya in the photo. "But if you're still around, why did she leave me, as if she didn't want me?" continued again.
The more curious he was, the more afraid he was of knowing the truth. But his curiosity grew, especially after he met the woman who stood by his master's in-laws.
It seems that I have to find out for myself, it is impossible that Abah will answer my question, Philia's mind.
"Dad, please take care of me from there, 'yes. If I get hurt later, I'll tell Dad. I'm sorry, I'm really curious about Mom, so I'm gonna go find her. Don't be mad, 'yes." Disya kissed the photo long enough before she put it back under the pillow she slept on.
***
"Lia, you're okay, right if Disya drives you?" ask Mr. Dean when they're having breakfast.
Filia nodded and smiled at her parents. "Mama and Papa don't have to worry, me and Ms. Disya can certainly take care of themselves" he replied. "After all, you also have to take Brother for therapy, right? Hopefully after coming home from there, Brother Rain will be healthier" he continued.
Madam Rini and Mr. Dean nodded in agreement to her daughter's words. Of course they really hope Rainer can recover and live his days normally, they want Rainer who runs his business because Filia chose to focus on her pregnancy and marriage.
"She, you don't mind 'would you take Filia to the gynaecology check?" asked Mr. Dean to look at the girl he trusted to take care of his son.
"It's okay, sir. I can definitely take care of Miss," Disya replied as she nodded and smiled at her master.
"Alright, I believe you can definitely take good care of Filia."
After the breakfast was over, Mr. Dean and Mrs Rini immediately said goodbye to Rainer to begin their journey.
"Mama, Papa and Brother be careful on the road. Let me know if you get to your destination" Filia said before the car passed from her yard.
"Of course, honey. You and Disya are also careful later. Let us know if anything happens," said Mrs Rini, who was immediately accepted by Filia.
Disya and Filia stared at the car that was slowly starting to disappear from their sight. Although their direction of view was the same, but not with his mind. Disya is determined to find out about her mother today, of course after she drove Filia to check her womb.
"Mister?!" Filia touched Disya's shoulder with a slight wiggle, and she called Disya. However, the girl only fell silent unmoved with a blank look towards the fence that was already tightly closed.
Disya looked at Filia with a surprised look, even she was holding her chest which was already beating fast.
"Miss, why surprise me?" ask Disya.
Filia looked at Disya with her eyebrows raised, she was astonished that Disya had just fallen silent when she called a few times, but was not responded to by him.
"Bak Disya daydreams, 'yes?" filia asked while pointing at the face and smiling nosily at Disya.
"What the hell, Non. I'm no longer daydreaming, ko'," he said. He did not want Philia to know the problems she was facing. Because according to him, if he can still solve his own problems, then there is no need for anyone else to know the problem.
"Mom why daydream?" philia asked who did not respond to Disiah's words. He was sure that the woman in front of him was having a problem.
"I don't daydream, Non" Disya replied. "Udah, 'ye. We go inside." He drew Filia's hand to invite her into the house.
Filia followed Disya's steps lazily, knowing that Disya might be having problems, but she couldn't force her to tell her stories either.