
“What is this?”, my question is to receive the parcel that Karen brought to my room.
Karen shrugged both of her shoulders. “Do not know. Brother Zero
asked me to give it to brother”
I moved my hand to open the parcel.
My eyes grow to see it. A bow for archery athletes.
“Kata sak Zero, brother does not have to wear sword”, said
Karen slow. I heard him gulp at the end of his sentence.
I raise my eyebrows. I can guess what
karen will say next.
Karen turned her eyes away from me, as if she wanted to
hide out. “Do you have to do it?”, the question slowly almost like
whispers. “Can't undo brother's intentions?! Are not hunters and
vampires out there looking for vanBlood too?! Sooner or later someone will
punished him. Isn't that enough?”
“Sorry, I can't” I grabbed that bow and walked
get out through the balcony, jump on the ground and run into the forest.
I recently decided to improve the atmosphere between
Karen and I. But it doesn't seem to work at all. What I did
it only makes things worse. It might be impossible for us to return
like earlier. Or maybe not. Not for us, just me. Karen
it seems to have begun to recover from the trauma it had gotten when the vampire snatched away
the lives of our parents. Although he
just like me, I won't be able to erase that memory until at any time.
It seems Karen has started to find new footings. I quit
running as it reached a fairly open area, it began to pull my bow and
aim for the small animal behind the shade tree in front of there. Wish I could
a little emptying my mind about Karen, about me. In the past
my consciousness sometimes seems to escape my control. Apparently, everyone knows my condition is getting worse.
A few days ago I overheard a conversation between Karen and Shine.
"Why don't you ever say anything about Key
who rejects blood? You know that there's no other choice but to accept it,
or he could lose himself”
“What does sister mean?”, asks Karen.
“I mean, you don't take it seriously. If I exist
in your position then I must have been scared to death. He could be mad
vampire”, said Shine. “Could you have a vision about this?”
“I don't need eyesi”, says Karen kalem. “I
already know. My brother is a very strong man. He won't change
become mad vampire”
There was a moment of silence. Then Shine spoke again.
“I know that this is hard to believe. But, I've seen it, how
they changed”
“I've seen it too. How strong my brother”
Karen's answer made my heart break. I don't know I'm happy
or sad to hear it. She trusts me. How could? Why Karen
trust me even with my condition now? Even I started to doubt myself
will I survive until we find vanBlood.
"Key.uh.um. So you heard it?"
"Hmm" I nodded. "It's okay, Shine. I see what you mean"
“Oh.sorry. I just worry about you guys”
“So..I think I'll turn into mad vampire.
someday?”
Shine sighed softly. “Most likely so. If you
keep stubborn”
“So ya”
The shine.
“There is nothing I can do”
“Ada”, timpals. “But you refused”
My tongue suddenly felt bitter. I really
hate this topic. “I can't do it. If you're in my position, then,
can you drink blood of your own kind?”
“I don't know. But what if you end up as
mad vampire?”
“If that happens, then you have to kill me”
Shine's eyes widened at me. “What?”
“For Karen, Shine, promise me you'll kill me if
I lost my consciousness”
“And what if I can't?”
I put on a faint smile in response. That
not a choice. Shine's gonna have to kill me if I really change
becoming a mad vampire. Only Shine can I ask for help. She will
do it even if you don't want to. For Karen.
But the problem of my consciousness arising drowning seems to be getting more and more complicated. Reckon
I spent the whole day in Humphire. There are prohibitive rules here
his students did any activity that spilled blood. The point is
fights are prohibited as well as the activity of ‘minum’ vampire. The cause of my consciousness is
the voices that kept popping up inside my head. The vampire voice
vile grin, vanBlood voice. Surprisingly, my body will move with
himself followed his words. As if I wanted it. ‘Drink! Drink
and satisfy your thirst!’, exclaim that voice. ‘Didn't they smell delicious? Bloods
from these humans? Come on, you want it, don't you?’ Such sounds appeared increasingly
frequently. I sometimes fall with my knees limp from desperately stopping
own steps. But sometimes I don't remember what I did.
“We have rules here, miss Wilder”, said prof.
Quinton, principal of Humphire. “This time I'll give you a warning
and you just have to write an apology. But if you do more than
this, maybe we have to take decisive action”
That's prof. Quinton warned. ‘Taking decisive action’ said. I heard it from some students. Toughest punishment for vampire pupils, isolation rooms. Vampires are most humiliated when treated like captive hunters. And somehow I wasn't surprised when
one day I opened my eyes in that dark, narrow room. There is no window
or luabng on the wall. There was only one thick iron door, other than that plain wall.
‘Any, why can't I move?’, my inner self. ‘Ah’
I just understand now. Right, I'm a prisoner. So they
tied me up with a hunter's rope. As Shine and Shane said, guns are hunters
he has a secret behind his power. The rope that binds my hands and feet
it's not just making me unable to move. My body feels weaker than
ordinarily. Almost like no vampire blood, like when I was human.
Its bad. Wait, why bad? This way I can't do anything. I won't hurt
whomever. That voice can't make me attack anyone anymore. Possibly
it's even better if I die here. Without anyone seeing. Possibly
I can disappear in the dark.
This darkness strangely brought an uneasy sense of comfort
i-i understand. Dark and alone. Surprisingly, it's comfortable. I was half asleep
when another strange thing arises. It feels like someone is here. I
hearing voices. And my eyes are open. This is not a dream! Someone's coming!
Not long after that a hand reached me. Holy hooch! I can't squint
now this! I have no energy, weak and bound like a mouse. What is this guy
want me?! I tried to scream for help, but a hand
others closed my mouth before I could make a sound.
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