The Hate His Touch
Abraham
"RICK FIND ANA RIGHT NOW!!" I snapped to Rick.
"Well, sir," he said.
I entered the car and massaged my throbbing forehead. I want to kill people to vent my anger. Ana you're making me angry at what you're doing. I suffered so much when you left. I won't be lenient with you when we meet. I won't care if you'll cry until your tears are dry, I won't let you walk away from me.
"Br*ch!" detangku annoyed.
I could see Clara who was screeching in shock hearing my swearing. I just silently stared out the window in hopes of seeing Ana.
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I became more and more angry when my men did not also get satisfactory results. I really can't believe those who have never failed so hard to find Ana's whereabouts alone, but I'm not sure she's on her own at the moment. I felt my seed growing in her womb. I hope it's true and if I'm right it means she gave birth to our child.
The shadow of her having to give birth to myself without me being beside her made me even more upset. I'm sure he was in pain at the time. I want to see him and our son soon.
"Ana.. Where are you?" raangu.
I closed my eyes to reduce my headache.
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ANA POV
I know he came looking for me. I avoided it on purpose because it wasn't time for me to return. I still want to enjoy my life without any distractions. I hugged the sleeping body of Abraham in my arms. I felt calm when I was with him. You must think Abraham is my lover. He's more than that. He is my world. He is my soul. He is the reason I live, because he is my flesh and blood. Yeah, he's my son and Albert. Abraham had just turned 3 years old. I don't want Abraham to meet his father who has a bad character. I don't want my son to be like the psychopath Albert. All this time I tried my best to shape him into a good man.
I filled her life with happiness that I didn't get when mommy died. Only in front of Abraham did I become a smiling mother. I was no longer cold to others in front of Abraham. I don't want him to know my real life. I always tell the opposite life story than I do. Even Abraham was sad and affectionate with his grandfather when he heard my story that tried to tell the story of his loving and excellent grandfather. I'm not gonna let him know what the truth is. I told her all the lies so as not to stir up hatred in her. I believe a child is like a plain white paper. His attitude and nature depend on what ink we incur on the paper. I kissed Abraham's head gently as I stared at the clouds from the window of the plane.
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"Mom...." He said with a glowing face while tugging at my hand.
"Main? But we just arrived, we rest first yes later just play. There is still tomorrow to play" I said gently, rubbing Abraham's head.
Abraham nodded obediently and spread out his hand to ask me to carry him. I obeyed him and carried him tightly while running towards our new home. Abraham seemed happy when I took him running. I just chuckle at hearing him laugh.
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I hummed while coloring with Abraham. Abraham loved music. This is because when I was pregnant somehow I always listened to songs in every activity. Until he was born into the world I always put up a song for Abraham. Even a crying Abraham would calm down when I blamed my mp4. At first I also felt strange when I saw him who looked like an adult enjoying a song by closing my eyes with a smile, but I got used to his attitude and let him do what he wanted. I also never did any child activities with Abraham. I have always positioned myself as a mother, father, friend, brother, and sister to Abraham. I made him not lack happiness.
"Well it's done. We're in the middle room, right?" I said to Abraham.
"I, Mom" he said as he tried to grab the drawing paper in my hand.
I gave the paper to Abraham. Abraham ran straight to the wall in the living room of our house. He grabbed the vignette I brought to put the picture. I kissed her pottery cheeks in dismay as she clapped her hands happily at our work. Abraham was a sweet and obedient son.
He is also smart in many things. I'm grateful that he inherited my brain and his father's. Indeed people will assume this is natural to see me and Albert who has an intelligent brain. If noticed we both get education in a short time because of our ability. Don't assume I'm bragging, I'm just telling you the facts that did happen. At first I doubted Abraham would be like us, but it turned out that he also had talent like us. Actually I don't care even though my son doesn't have the advantages like us, because for me Abraham is happy. His happiness is my duty. I don't want Abraham to get hurt. If you think Abraham was a very spoiled child, you are wrong. He was a pretty independent boy at his young age.
He always helped me take care of the house and would be angry if I forbade him even if it was just a small job. That's why I never worried he'd be a spoiled kid.
I also purposely gave her a simple life so that she would not feel the luxurious life that made her an arrogant figure. Money can change the character of people. I taught Abraham not to be arrogant and selfish. He has to try to get what he wants, certainly in the right way. Abraham always refused subtly when our neighbor gave him chocolate. That's because he knew that I would get angry if he received an item from someone without him doing anything to the giver.
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Abraham accompanied me to shop at the supermarket. She sings while holding my hand. I occasionally follow his singing to justify his words that are still a little slurred. Sometimes we also laugh when we throw jokes at each other. I stopped laughing when I saw the person I knew at the end of the street. I looked at him who was also looking at me with a smile. I grabbed Abraham in my sling while kissing his cheek. I slowly walked towards the man. I'm sure there's something he has to say until he comes to see me himself. Usually he would have his man to deliver his message. I'm sure it's a serious matter until he shows himself in front of me. I put on my cold face
