The Hate His Touch

Panicked

He went back to doing disgusting things that made me even more tarnished and disgusting.

***

I could only cry when Albert finished taking hold of me. I grabbed a blanket to cover my innocent body without a single shirt covering my body. My body trembled in intense pain.

"I beg you, take my life, Lord. What should I be begging you with? Why did you leave me like this? Should I kill myself and get your punishment in the afterlife because I chose suicide?" shirihku.

I tried to get up from my place to the bathroom. I screamed in annoyance when my legs were too weak to walk.

"Please take my life...." I said in my tears.

I stared blankly at the window that Albert was following. Tears still flow in my cheeks. I want to get out of here. I really can't afford to stay here.

"Why, Dad? Why until you lose your lifeyou can still torture me? Why are you doing this?" I ask the wind that blows.

I still stared blankly at the window. I heard the door open. I heard a sound of footsteps approaching me.

"Miss, you have to eat" said one of the maids who deliver food.

An idea approached my brain. I saw the maid standing near me.

"Can you help me get to the bathroom? My legs are too weak to walk" I told the maid.

The maid immediately agreed to my request.

"Previous please prepare the water first. I want to take another shower because I seem to be less clean," I said.

"Well, miss," he said.

He walked away to the bathroom. I hurriedly took out the ceramic container from the tray he had brought earlier. I walked without making a sound as I approached her.

I saw him behind me. I approached and knocked him unconscious. After making sure she was unconscious, I immediately undressed her for me to change with my clothes.

***

I tidied up the bed that the maid slept on while muttering an apology for the maid. I tidied up my maid clothes while carrying a laundry basket that I accidentally put in some clothes that were not dirty to cover my face. I knocked on the door like a maid would if I wanted to get out of here. The guards looked at me from top to bottom and let me pass them when I saw the maid uniform I was wearing. I walked back to the kitchen. I had to find something to cover my face so I could get out without suspicion. I saw a thick jacket and mask that belonged to no one in the room where the maids put dirty clothes. I used that jacket and a mask to cover my face. I pretended to cough as I walked towards the exit.

"Where are you going?" said a guard.

"I have to go to the doctor. I have permission to the chief maid," I said in between my coughs.

The guard believed when he saw the maid shirt slightly visible from my thick jacket. I walked quickly through the gate in front of me. I called a taxi and got in. I breathed a sigh of relief when I was in the taxi. I opened my mask and jacket.

"Where do you want to go?" said the taxi driver.

I mentioned my home address to the taxi driver. I breathed a sigh of relief and began planning to flee abroad when I got home. I'm not gonna let Albert find me. I'm going to disappear for now.

I looked at the road we were on. I felt strange when I realized that we were just circling in the same place.

"Sorry, sir, why are we still here?" my spoken.

I nodded while looking at him who looked familiar. I tried to see his face, but was blocked by the hat he was wearing. I ignored my suspicions and chose to stare at the streets outside. Slowly I felt my eyes heavy. I chose to take a nap to recover my strength. I remember that I hadn't eaten anything.

***

I opened my eyes and looked at the familiar looking ceiling. I frowned confusedly looking at the white ceiling. I widened my eyes when I remembered the last time I was in a taxi to my house. I got up suddenly and made my head throb. I held my head while closing my eyes.

I looked around and found Albert who was sitting looking at me sharply. I saw him wearing strange clothes. He was still in his place. I shook my head and hit my body to wake me up. I screamed hysterically when I realized this wasn't a dream. I panicked and ran towards the door. I tried to open the door, but it was locked. I banged on the door so that someone would open the door. I saw Albert start walking towards me. I was getting excited about hitting the door. I'm afraid Albert's getting closer. I crouched down below hiding my face as she was already in front of me.

"I beg ... release me. I beg ... at least kill me

... I beg ... take my life .. I beg you," I said in my tears.

I panicked when I felt Albert's touch. I tried to get away from him, but Albert held me back. Albert gripped my face and forced me to look at him.

"No, you'll live next to me. Enough of the fooling around. Don't ever run away from me 'cause wherever you go I'll find it. You won't be able to get away from me, because you're mine. It's just mine and forever will be," he said with great emphasis.

I shook my head to remove the grip on my face. Albert kissed me forcibly. I hit his chest hard so he could let me go. He let go of our kisses when we were almost out of breath. I was still trying to push her away, but all she did was hold me tightly.

"Take me off!" my spoken.

I could feel his shoulders shaking. I felt my shoulders wet. I stopped rebelling when I felt my heart ache knowing Albert was crying. My hands are slumping on my side. I cried in silence and let Albert hold me tightly. I closed my eyes while biting my lips to hold back my sobs when I heard Albert's sobs.

"Sorry .. sorry," he said.

I just kept quiet hearing his words.

***

I woke up in Albert's arms. I just kept quiet and didn't try to get rid of him. I looked up and saw him sleeping. I saw a frown on his forehead. He looked chaotic with a pale face and severe eye bags. I felt his breath hunting in his sleep. He hugged her to me. I who felt increasingly claustrophobic started to squeal. Albert woke up and woke up from his sleep. He looked at me worried.

"I'm sorry I hurt you. I didn't realize.." he said regretfully.

I was still staring at him in a flood of sweat. I slowly touched her forehead and felt her body temperature rise.

"You have a fever" I said.

I don't know why my body moves on its own. I walked to the bathroom and started wetting the towel with cold water. I put that wet towel on Albert's forehead. I walked towards the exit and tried to open the door. This door is still locked.

"Ana's back and don't think you can get out. I'm still...."

"Whoever is behind this door, please call the doctor. Albert has a fever, I beg of you. I'm not going to run away" I said, cutting off Albert's words.

I saw the door open and showed Albert's bodyguard. I walked up to Albert who was about to get out of bed and forced him to lie down. I panicked to see blood coming out of his nose. I ran to the bathroom and took a clean towel to clean the blood on her nose.

"Please call the doctor now" I said without looking.

"Well, miss," said Albert's bodyguard.

I took the tissue on my dressing table and stuffed her nose and made her look up so that the blood wouldn't come out.